Forever & Always

~Jordan's POV~
The boys come back in all sweaty and they look exhausted. Niall drags in with a smile and sits beside me. His forehead shining with sweat.

''H-hey...''He breaths out.''Hey, you tired?''i ask with a smile.''Yep. Where's my angel?''He looks around for Jenna.

''Lou took her and Lux to the bus for a nap.''I mumble staring at my hands. ''you okay Jordan?''Niall asked me.

''Yeah.''I mumble and stand up. I grab my purse and walk to the door.

I turn the handle and he says,''Where you going?'' I look at him.

''To the bus.'' ''We're gonna go eat if you wanna come.''He mumbles. ''No..I'm fine.''i say and leave the room.

I walk down the hall and to the back exit of the arena. The body guard walks me to the bus and i walk inside.

''Hey Jordan,Jenna's sleeping.''Lou whispers with Lux's head lied on her lap and her little body across teh couch. I nod and walk to our bunk. I pull the curtain open and i kiss her cheek.

I walk back to the back of the bus where Lou is. I sit beside her and she looks over at me.

''Babe,what's up with you?''She has a half smile on her face.''Nothing.'I mumble.

''C'mon,Jordan. Tell me.Whats on your mind?''she asks. I fumble with my phone. Messages popping up from Niall.

Niall:Hey Jordan, you sure you don't wanna come?

Niall:Baby? Are you okay?

Niall:I'm about to come get you.

Niall:Jordan?

She gets my attention again.''What is it?''she asks. ''I'm just...juggling with something.''i mumble.

''with what?''She asks. Lou's a good person to talk to,and i need to talk to her.

''I've been thinking...about something.''I mumble.. ''M'kay,what?''she asks.

I look at her.''I'm thinking about going back to London...'' ''why? Do you not like America?''she asks.

''I've lived over here for almost ten years, i thought i wouldn't come back. But i was wrong.''I mumble.

''Jordan, tell me the real reason.'' she says and faces me with her legs crossed on the couch.

''Niall never has time for me, or Jenna. And when Jenna cries at night and has to use the bathroom or wants something to eat, he never does anything.He wanted to be in her life so bad, but now, I think i regret letting him.''

''Babe, Niall's stressing...He talked to me last night about this,he thinks he's not a good father.''

''He's an amazing father, its just... He doesn't understand that she's gonna need us a lot.''i say.

''I know,Tom was the same way with Lux.''she says.I sigh. ''What if.. he doesn't wanna be a dad?''i say.

''Trust me...when i say, I don't know. This is something you two need to talk about, like over dinner. Maybe.''she says.I nod and thank her. She smiles.

I get up and go to the bathroom with a dress and i change.I fix my hair and my make up and put my heels on.

I get Jenna up and she jumps in my arms. I change her into a cute tank top and put some silver TOM'S on her feet.

I pull her hair up in pigtails and pick her up.She lies her head down on my shoulder.

I pack a change of clothes in her bag, a few pull ups, and her sippy cup. She has her pacifier.

As I walk to the tour bus door, it opens. Harry walks in and almost runs into me.''Sorry Love.''he says with a smile.

''Its okay,where's Niall?''I ask.''He's coming.''he mumbles and runs to the bathroom.


~Niall's POV~
I walk into the tour bus just to run into Jordan. She's all dressed up. Good, she decided to go with us tonight.

''Hey Ba-''She grabs my hand and pulls me out of the bus. I don't ask where she's taking me.Its pretty obvious. She's headed towards my car.

She doesn't say anything as she hands me Jenna and lets go of my wrist.I put Jenna in the car seat in the back seat and buckle her in. She smiles and giggles as I make a face at her. I smile and kiss her cheek.

I put my seat belt on and start the car up.
''So you decided to come with us?''I mumble to her.''Niall,I don't want to go with all of them, lets go some where else,''she says and looks at me.

''Why?''i ask.''Just,please.''she says and I nod.

As I drive down the road, I notice from the corner of my eye, her hand slowly inches toward my free one that's lying on my knee.

So, I decide to speed up the process. With out taking my eyes off the road, I grab her hand and we intertwine our fingers.

Notes

If you said Lou YOU WERE CORRECT!! I will update some more today and PROMISE I WILL LET YOU KNOW WHAT NIALL THINKS ABOUT JORDAN'S PLANS!!!

XOXO!

Will her thoughts ruin their relationship?

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