Forever & Always

~Jordan's POV~
Niall hasn't stopped by in almost a month now. Its tearing Jenna to pieces.

She doesn't like staying with Justin but I have to work and I can't do anything about it.

There's a lot of stress around here, especially on me. Jenna screams and throws a fit ever day for Niall, but she can't understand he's not coming.
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I walk into her room. She's lying on her bed with her pacifier in her mouth and her sippy cup in her hand. She looks at me with a frown and teary eyes.

I walk to her and kneel beside the small bed.I take her hand and she says,

''Mama....Ni Ni don't wove me any more..'' That breaks my heart in to millions of pieces.

''Baby, he loves you...he's just..busy.''i tell her, she closes her eyes.

''C'mon..you wanna play?''i ask.''No.. I not pay 'til Ni Ni come back to me.''she mumbles and pushes my hand away.

She's...very upset. She really does love Niall. And i know with every i am, that he loves her too.

As i leave her room, i think of what could have been. Lately,i find myself thinking about that alot..
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~Harry's POV~
''C'mon Niall, talk to us...we're here for you.''i mumble and sit beside him.

He sighs.''Tell us...why are you so..down?''Louis says and sits on the other side of him.

''Because...'' he mumbles.''Because what?''Liam asks. ''Because of Jenna..''

''Niall, mate, why are you so down about that? Is it because you haven't saw her in weeks?''Louis says.

''Yeah, why haven't you been going to see her?''I ask. He looks at me then at the floor.

''I don't wanna get too attached. '' He mumbles.''Too attached? Dude, she's your daughter..''Liam says.

''Thats the point..i don't want to because..''he trails off. ''Because...what?''Zayn asks.

''Because, what if i spent every day with her and done every thing I possibly could to make her happy, then having it all go down the drain.''

''And why would it do that?''I ask him, studying his face closely. I just can't find any signs.

''Because...Jordan might decide not to tell Jenna I'm her father..''he says and we all look at each other, then at him.

''As much as Jenna loves you and you love her, I'm sure Jordan's gonna tell her,..''Louis says. ''yeah, no one else loves her as much as you do, besides Jordan.''I say.

''That's the point though, what if Jordan doesn't want to do that. What if she wants Jenna to her self..''

''That's enough. Stop with the 'what ifs' Don't think about what could happen, think about what is happening.''Zayn says.

We all look at him.''You love that little girl, and we all know it. You have the right to be in her life. Yeah,Jordan might not let you in, or she might. But that doesn't matter. All that matters is that you will except Jordan's decision. You have to respect her.''

''I don't want to except it if its not what i want,''Niall says to him.

''That's your problem.''Zayn starts. ''You don't understand Jordan's way of seeing all of this. She sees you as a person who loves his daughter, but at the same time, she sees you as a person who doesn't know his daughter.''

''Yeah, I agree. I mean, yeah we know you love her. But..She's raised Jenna since she was born. She knows every little thing about her. How much do you know?''Liam says.

Niall shrugs.''Tell us.''Louis mumbles.

~Niall's POV~
''Her favorite color is pink..she likes to play...and...she always has that pacifier with her...she loves to eat the icing off the top of the cupcake, not the cake part.''

I cough a little then continue,'' She loves to watch TV and she likes princesses and ponies and girl stuff an-''

''Yeah, you would know that. But things about her, like when was she born? What time? Her first word...'' Harry says.

''I know that... I'm not stupid.''i say.

''She was born on 24th of Febuary in 2011, at 2:09 in the morning, her first word was 'Ma ma' and she learned to crawl when she was 8 months old, she learned to walk at 13 months. She started using a sippy cup when she turned a year old...and i know more...trust me.''

They all look at me.

''We didn't know those things.''Liam says.

''But we do know that you love her and she loves you. And we know whatever decision Jordan makes, its going to be worth the wait..and you can't just throw all the times you've spent with Jenna out the window if you don't like what Jordan chooses.'' Harry says.

''You can't go against her decision, she's got all the rights to it.''Louis adds.

''I know...''i mumble..

few hours later..
~Jordan's POV~
''Jenna, can i talk to you.''i ask and she nods.She wipes her tears off, but its not needed, more fall every few seconds.

She sits in my lap and i say,''Do you love Niall?''i ask.She nods.''i wove Ni Ni..''she says.

''Do you want Niall to be here with you?''i ask.She nods.''Okay..''i say and she gets off my lap.

She goes into her room and I take out my phone.

i call Niall.He answers.

''hello?''
''hey..can we talk?''
''Sure..what about?''he asks.
''Jenna.''
''Okay..what?''
''Niall...she loves you and she wants you here...and...i know you love her.. and...''i say but stop.

''Are you saying what i think your saying?''He sounds like he's smiling.
''Yes...i want to tell Jenna.''
''okay...do you want me to come over?''
''Please.''
''Okay,alone?''
''Yes, no one with you.''
''Okay..I'm on my way.''

He hangs up and I sigh with a smile. I walk into Jenna's room and go to her closet.

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