Forever & Always

It's been three years since he left me.Three years.Over that period of time, I have truly realized that I need more respect. I need love. But just not his.

The only reason I keep him in mind is because he gave me something. A child. A child,in which, he's never met. I forced myself not to tell him.

I met his band at the very beginning. When they were on the X Factor. Harry's nice and flirty with me. Louis' funny. Liam's so nice. And Zayn's sweet.

Jenna Grace Horan is my daughter's name. Give you a hint, Niall's her father. She doesn't know him. He doesn't know her. Yeah, I could've told him, but I decided not to.

I'm Jordan.Jordan Butler.I first met Niall when I moved back to Mullingar to live with my dad. My dad and his dad are really good friends. I'm originally from Mullingar, but I lived with my mom since I was three. And she moved us to America.

Meeting Niall was the best thing. I moved back with my dad when I was 12. After my mom died. I moved to London just three years ago,when Jenna was a year old. I wanted to raise her without my dad's help.But I'm failing.

I'm not financially stable.I work a 5hr shift at Starbucks. Monday thru Friday. I have my friend Justin watch Jenna. But most families with just a working mom would have the dad to watch the children. But, in my case, that'll never happen.

It hurt me when he left. He had always been there for me. And when my mom died, he cared so much and kept me from committing suicide. And the truth is, I still love Niall.Even if I can't ever see him again.

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