The Bradford Bad Boy

Vivian's P. O. V:


"Boyfriend, boyfriend." I repeated to myself. I was happy 'cause I know this relationship with Zayn would really work. Usually, I wouldn't act this way -especially when I have a little suspicion about his attitude lately-but my last boyfriend was like a little boy. We would only hug, hold hands, and hang out. I never went to parties with him, or slept with him. But I just can't explain it. Its a good feeling, I really want to make Zayn happy. And I am going to try to act like a real girlfriend should. That is why I called Grace over. I wanted her to tell me what kind of things a guy looks for in a girl.

"Okay, lets talk sex. A guy-" Grace started, but I cut her off.

"I don't want to have sex. Not now, I'm not ready."

"I'm not saying that you are ready or that you are going to have sex with him right now. I'm hust saying that if the time comes and you are ready to give him your all, these are things you should do."

"Okay. What?"

"Okay, do you know what a condom is?" she asked me. I nodded, and she continued, "I need to know something first, if the time is right, will you ever have sex with him?"

I stopped bresthing for a moment. I never really thought about having sex with a guy before marriage, although I heard that girls that have sex before marriage are most likely not going to cheat on their husbands. I don't want tl be a slut, buy I also don't want to cheat-that is if Zayn and I break up. What am I doing, thinking about breaking up already?

"Yeah, I guess I would. I mean would you?"

"Lets not talk about my sex life, we are gon talk about yours. Anyways, Never have sex when you're not ready. If he wants to have sex with you, don't do it just to make him happy. You have to do it for your self. " and she want on and on
talking about dirtt things she did to guys in bed. And trying to teach me how to please a guy in bed. From what she is telling me, she's slept with a lot of guys. She also tells me that the first time you do it, it hurts because of the size of the guy's dick.

She told me to give him a blow job too. Which I told her I would, but I don't think so. That's just plain nasty. Its a Little White Lie (hint hint) . I don't want to ever give a guy a BJ. Ha. I say that now. She explained that when giving a blow job, you have to be careful to not touch him with my teeth. Ouch.

"Guys like it rough, so I'm pretty sure you will be tired for a while, its normal. And so is being sore after the day that t ou had sex for tge first time.it sucks 'cause with me, after I haf sex for the first time my boyfriend broke up with me, and sometimes I felt like calling him just to have sex. Usually you get sexually frustrated, and tou just want more and more, so don't be scared thar you're changing or any of that shit."

"Okay. " I said for the thousandth time. She really got detailed on this talk-that I didn't want to talk about. "But what happens if a guy does something that you don't like?"

"Everything in a relationship leads to sex. So if you get mad at him, you will have sex. If you're drunk, if you're looking really nice, if you go out you will end up having sex. See why I say that you have to be prepared? " I nodded, like a little girl.

Now lets put this awesome advice to the test.

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