You Make Me Strong

Trinity, Natalie, and I pulled up to Niall's house, to see the party was in full swing.

"Guys, I don't know about this." What Zayn had said earlier today was still in my mind.

"What's wrong, Em?" Trinity placed her hand on my knee and looked at me. Sincere concern flashed through her eyes.

"I'm just nervous, that's all." I stared down at my dress and played with the tu-tu, hoping she would think I was just talking about seeing Niall. She giggled.

"You're going to be fine. Niall is totally into you!" Natalie spoke up in the backseat. "Once you have a drink, the nervousness will disappear." I nodded my head as they started to get out of the car.

"Are you coming?" Trinity poked her head back in to see I wasn't moving until someone opened my door. The quick movement made me jump and yelp a little. My eyes connected with Liam's and I sighed.

"Jesus. You scared the shit out of me." I playfully glared up at him and he reached out to help me out of the car. As we were walking up to the house, he started talking.

"I've told the rest of the guys about Zayn. They said if he touches you, his ass is there." I stopped and wrapped my arms around his torso.

"Thank you so much. You didn't have to do this." I mumbled into his chest. A low chuckled escaped his lips.

"I know I didn't have to but we all want to protect you. Especially Niall." Butterflies erupted in my stomach thinking about seeing Niall again.

Was I falling for him? I couldn't be. I just met him.

"Just remember, have fun and don't worry about Zayn." Liam pulled away from me and smiled. I followed him into the big house full of dancing and almost drunk teenagers. My eyes scanned the room looking for Zayn but I couldn't find him.

Maybe he didn't show up. That would be excellent.

I was snapped from my thoughts by someone wrapping their arms around me, engulfing me into a warm hug.

"Hey love." Harry shouted over the loud music. I hugged him and pulled away. He looked at me and his jaw dropped. "God, Trinity was right. You look fucking gorgeous in that dress." My cheeks burned and I dropped my gaze down to the floor.

"Thank you, Harry." I mumbled and he laughed, taking my arm in his guiding me to, what looked to be, a dining room. The first person I saw, made me want to turn around and just leave but Harry pulled me to him.

"It's going to be okay. We are going to find Niall and you're going to have a great time." I guess he could feel how scared I was because my hands started to shake as Zayn's eyes connected with mine.

"Harry, let's go find him." I said, quickly looking away from Zayn and up at Harry. He smiled and we walked into the kitchen. Niall was standing by the fridge with a red solo cup in his hand. He was talking to Louis and Natalie. I stood by Harry, awkwardly, until Natalie spotted me.

"EMI!" She shrieked, making both the boys beside her jump. She ran towards me and hugged me tightly. "I thought you were just going to sit in the car all night." I laughed and rubbed the back of my neck, nervously.

"Liam talked me into coming inside." She smiled at my statement and grabbed my hand.

"Niall can't stop talking about you." She whispered in my ear and tugging me towards the guys.

"Holy shit." I looked up to see Niall and Louis staring at me. They were just looking at me up and down, not saying a word.

"Can one of you speak? You're making me feel weird." I put my hands on my hips and looked at them. A smile spread across Niall's lips, as he stepped towards me, placing his hands on mine.

"You look absolutely gorgeous, Emi." He whispered, never taking his eyes from mine. I swear, I could get lost in his eyes forever.

"Thank you, Niall. You look very gorgeous yourself." I giggled as he pretended to pout.

"I'm not supposed to look gorgeous, I'm handsome." He stuck his tongue out at me and I couldn't help but laugh at how silly he was. "Would you like a drink, Emileah?" I scowled at my full name. He already knew what he was doing as he smirked at me.

"Yes, I would, Mr. Horan." I poked his stomach and he giggled like the Pillsbury Dough Boy. He walked over to the counter to make me a drink and I went over to where Harry had joined Natalie and Louis.

"Yeah, he's here." Louis spoke, looking over his shoulder. I followed his gaze to see Zayn, standing at the entrance of the kitchen, talking to some girl. Shivers went down my spine as I thought about what he had said.

"Here you go, love." Niall handed me a drink and I happily took it from him.

"Thank you." He smiled at me and winked.

"Hope you like vodka." He pointed to the drink and I grinned. Vodka was my favorite. I basically chugged down the drink and all four of them stared at me.

"I may be little but I can drink." I laughed as I walked away to make another one with mostly vodka.

"Let's go dance!" Natalie squealed and pulled me with her, making me spill my drink a little. Before we started dancing, I downed my drink and threw the cup to the side. 'Dark Horse' by Katy Perry was playing.

"I love this song!" I yelled over the loud music and Natalie grabbed my hands as we started dancing.

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Three drinks later, I was still dancing with Natalie and Trinity joined us. We were all laughing and having a great time. I attempted to twerk but I failed, making the girls laugh loudly.

"I have to go to the bathroom." My words were slurred as I spoke to Trinity. She nodded and I walked off to find the bathroom.

After what seemed like an hour, I found the bathroom. I went in and did my business. While I was fixing my make up, I heard someone trying to open the door.

"Someone is in here!" I shouted but that didn't stop the person from trying to come it. I stomped over to the door and flung it over. "Did you no-" My words were cut off by a hand over my mouth. I was roughly slammed against the wall causing my head to bounce off of it. I whimpered from the pain that pulsed through my head.

"Didn't I tell you that you would regret coming here?" Zayn whispered harshly in my ear. I glared at him and tried to get away from his grip but failed. "Don't even try it, princess." He smirked as his hand ran up my thigh.

"Fuck off, you piece of shit." I snarled at him before I slammed my head against his, making him stumble backwards. I took my chance and ran towards the door, only to be thrown to the floor. He kicked me once in the stomach, making me lose my breath.

"That little move, is just going to cause you more pain." I looked up at him, tears blurring my vision. He pushed me onto my back and got on top of me. He was pulling my panties down and was unbuckling his belt. I started to scream.

"HELP! SOMEONE HEL-" My screams were cut of by his fist connecting with my face.

"Shut the fuck up, if you know what's good for you." I started squirming and fighting him just to get another punch to the face. My nose started to bleed and drip onto the floor but that didn't stop me.

"SOMEONE FUCKING HELP ME!" My voice echoed through the huge bathroom, making it seem louder than it was. Zayn wrapped his hand around my neck, cutting off my air supply. Knowing I couldn't scream anymore, he pushed my legs apart and looked me dead in the eyes.

"I hope this hurts." He sneered as he pushed himself inside of me, hard. I tried screaming again but to no avail. His grip tightened around my throat, leaving me gasping for air.

Don't give up. Someone has to know you're gone.

My instincts told me to fight but I was getting lightheaded. Right as I was about to pass out, Zayn was ripped off of me. Air rushed into my lungs and I instantly started crying. Arms were wrapped around me, picking me up off the floor. Within seconds, I was placed down on a bed. I started screaming again.

"Emi! Emi! You're okay. You're okay!" Niall's voice filled the room. I stopped and looked around to see I wasn't in the bathroom anymore. My breathing was coming in shorts breaths. "You're okay, I have you. You're safe." I looked up at Niall and wrapped my arms around him, crying into his chest. "Shhhh, shhh. It's okay. You're safe now. You're with me." My body shook as held me.

"H-he..." I couldn't get the words out at first. My whole body hurt and I could hardly breathe. I tried to calm down enough so I could talk. "Ni-Niall, he r-raped me." I could only get those words out before I passed out.

Notes

I'm sorry to all the Zayn fans, but I had to make him the mean one.