Love.

-Amanda's POV-


Right now I sit on my sink with a sharp blade in one hand about to cut my wrist. I haven't cut all summer but school starts in two days and I'm really stressed out. In my other hand I hold my phone which hasn't stopped ringing for ten minutes because Brie keeps calling. I finally decided to answer...

"what the hell is wrong with you Amanda" she screamed at me and I could tell she was really angry "you send me a text saying how you want to cut then don't answer your fucking phone"

"sorry" was all I managed to get out.

"I'll be at your house in ten minutes" and that was that she hung up not giving me a choice knowing I would say no .

my parents arnt home because there at dinner and my sisters are at there friends houses.

I decided to put the blade away...for now and wait for Brie to get here.

-ten minutes later-

I heard a knock at the door and I slowly answered it making Brie mad. I answered the door in a loose shirt, booty shorts and slippers http://www.polyvore.com/four/set?id=120031713 . But to be honest I don't care what she sees me in as long as I'm dressed and she won't care either. Hah

"please tell me you didn't cut" she sounded angry

"no I didn't but I was about to" I was starting to cry.
she didn't ask why she just held me like she usually does when I'm like this and it's why she's my best friend.

"I'm scared" I told Brie still whimpering

" it's ok I am too" I could tell she was smiling and I wasn't even looking at her.

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Tomorrow is the first day of my senior year so me and Brie decided to go shopping. We got tons of stuff http://www.polyvore.com/shoppng_spree/set?id=114109788 and http://www.polyvore.com/shop/set?id=114117125 ! It took my mind off of the drama of last night and I haven't really had an erg to cut again...thanks god

After we went shopping which was most of the day we went out for dinner. Brie let me pick so I picked Panera...it's my favorite place to eat besides chic-fil-a. But whose isn't!

Everything was fine until two bratty people walked up to us.

"hey slut one and slut two" I hate her voice

"Megan leave us alone!"Brie shouted pretty a loudly so the restaurant was staring. She gets angry easily

"of course slut two always speaks for the other one" Haley pitched in. God I hate them

"I have a name you know" they all just stared at me

"well bye sluts" they went back to there jock boyfriends and to there bitchy way of life!

"I swear to god there can never be a fucking day in our lives without drama!"

"I know" I honestly don't understand why people act like that. But they do and I don't really give a shit anymore.

Notes

Heyyyy

so I deleted my last story and had some new inspiration to write this! I hope you guys like it and I just want to point out right now cutting isn't ok and this sis just a story! Comment what you think and I will update when I get 5 subscribers!

Thanks love ya!

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