Darcy 2

Friday had came sooner than I thought it would and all everyone would talk about is Landon's party tonight. Apparently, there would be lots of alcohol. This night could either be really fun or turn out really bad. I finished all of my homework in the down time of calculus and the hour was going by super slow. I took out my new Samsung galaxy s4 that I just got a week ago and surfed Instagram.
"Nice phone", Xavier said turning around in his seat.
"Thanks! I just got it", I said.
"Can I see it for a second"? He asked.
"Yeah sure", I said handing it over. I watched as he started fidgeting buttons and typing things. What was he doing?
"Here", he said turning around so I could see it. He added his contact in my phone.
"Thanks I'll text you sometime", I said as he gave it back. I felt bad that he likes me and I have a boyfriend. He's such a sweet guy.
"So. Did you ever find out who killed your cousin"? I asked, lowering my voice.
"No. But his older sister doesn't seem to care at all. There was her, her brother, her mom, and her dead.
"They were all murdered except for her? That's kind of weird. Maybe she did it", I suggested. He suddenly started getting uneasy.
"No. She wouldn't do something like that", he said turning back around.
"Sorry", I said. He had a lot of family problems. I put my phone in the back pocket of my skinny jeans and walked over to Justin. I felt so un-welcomed in his spot but I didn't care.
"Oh look who showed up", Skylar said. I noticed her new nose ring. A small silver stud on her right nostril.
"Hi everyone", I said awkwardly sitting down in the empty seat next to Nate. Justin and Nate said hi back. Skylar ignored me and started finishing her homework.
"Why am I getting the feeling you don't like me"? I asked loudly. Other random people started looking at us.
"I'm not sure but those feelings are telling you something right", she said looking up from her work.
"Why don't you like me? I did nothing to you", I said. She laughed.
"Skylar. Why don't you just be nice"? Nate suggested.
"You can shut the hell up", she said snapping. All of the sudden, the bell rang. Nate rolled his eyes, grabbed his folder and book, and quickly walked out. Skylar did the same.
"Poor Nate. He really really likes Skylar", Justin said as he walked me to my Spanish 2 class.
"Not anymore he doesn't", I joked. I needed to get Skylar and Nate together so Skylar doesn't try to steal Justin. They'd be perfect! They both have pale skin, black hair, lip piercings, etc.
"Probobly not. Well, I'll pick you up for the party later. Love you", he said giving me a kiss on the forehead. I wish I had more than one class with him.
"Hola señorita Darcy", my Spanish teacher Mrs. Garcia said to me.
"Hola señora Garcia", I said. Spanish was a very easy class for me. I sat down in my assign seat right next to Brian.
"Hey", he said. In middle school, Kelsie, Brian, Cameron, and I used to all be best friends. Brian started dating a girl named Jenny at the beginning of junior year so his popularity went straight up. Kelsie and her twin brother Cameron joined their little group. Nichole is still dating Cameron, Jenny is still dating Brian, and Kelsie is still dating Tyler. They triple date all the time.
"Hi", I said. It was weird talking to him.
"Ugh I got a 2 out of 12 on my quiz", he said as his paper got passed back to him. I laughed.
"13 out of 12", I said.
"No fair, you got the extra credit question. How was I suppose to know what year Mexico became independent", he said with a smile.
"Dude. It was on the timeline by Mrs. Garcia's desk", I said. He put his hands over his face. We both laughed. I missed these conversations that we have. All of the sudden, my stomach started to hurt. I felt nauseous and dizzy.
"You okay"? Brian asked me.
"Yeah I just suddenly feel like I'm going to throw up", I said.
"You should probably go home so you don't throw up on me", he joked. I smiled but nodded.
"Señora Garcia. Estoy enferma(I am sick)", I said. I hated how almost everything we said had to be in Spanish. She nodded and pointed to the door, letting me know I could go to the office. I went to the office, had my dad pick me up, and I went home. A nap sounded great right now!
I woke up around 3:00 from my nap. I still felt nauseous but when I tried to throw up, I couldn't do it. I got up and walked to the kitchen to see my dad singing to himself while on his laptop.
"Dad", I said. He jumped and stopped singing as soon as I said something. I don't think he heard me walk in.
"Wow your really good", I said. He smiled.
"Thanks sweetie but not really", he said. When I was really little, he used to sing me lullabies to get me to go to sleep. His voice is amazing.
"So are you still going to that party tonight"? He asked closing his laptop.
"I don't know, I still don't really feel good", I said.
"Well I need to have a talk with you just in case you do go", he said. I sat down at the kitchen table across from him.
"Alright let's hear it", I said.
"I used to go to parties all the time in high school. As you know, at that one party, I got your mom pregnant because I was drunk and I wasn't thinking. Don't do anything stupid, be abstinent, say no to alcohol, say no to sex"-
"Got ya"! I said interrupting him so he wouldn't go on.
"Trust me, Stephanie and I had a baby not even two years ago and I'm definitely not ready for grand kids", he said.
"Don't worry dad. You won't have to worry about that for a long time. Justin and I are applying for the same college and after that, maybe if Justin's the right one, we'll settle down, get married, and have kids. It'll be over 4 years from now", I assured. He'll never have to know that we've already done it.
"I'm glad to hear that", he said beaming. He got up and opened the pantry, probably looking for something to eat.
"Where's Stephanie and Sarah"? I asked changing the subject.
"Stephanie's at her job interview and Sarah is at my mom and step dads house for the night", he answered.
"Oh nice", I said. I got up also, went back into my room, and laid down. I'm not so sure that I want to go to the party.

*Skylar's P.O.V*

"Im home"! I yelled when I walked into the door. Nobody responded like usual. I walked into our huge living room to see my dad and his friends from his old band Calum, Michael, and Ashton all sitting on the couch.
"Hi dad", I said. They were all laughing about something on TV.
"Hey. Dude I gotta rewind this", dad said picking up the remote. Calum and Ashton were sharing a bowl of popcorn.
"Where's mom"? I asked. They all kept laughing. I rolled my eyes and walked out. She was probobly at her first job. I went up to our third story, where my room was and I grabbed my drumsticks out of my backpack. I started playing on my drum set in my room. I remember when I was 9 years old and Ashton taught me how to play the drums. It was the only thing that helped me relieve stress and anxiety issues. After about 5 minutes of just randomly playing, I then remembered how I got a 50/50 on my calculus pretest we had yesterday. My dad had a gig and my mom worked all day so I had nobody to tell. With my drumsticks still in my hand, I walked all the way back down both sets of stairs. They now had a notebook out and they were probably brainstorming song lyrics. Even though their old band broke up years go, people still ask them to play. It's like their still together.
"Dad", I said. Nobody even seemed to notice I was there.
"Dad"! I said again louder. They all looked up at me and dad started pulling money out of his pocket.
"Honey, here's $200. Why don't you go to the mall with some friends or the movies or something. Spend it all if you want, I don't care but I'm really busy right now", he said holding out the money.
"I don't want your money dad. Is it okay if I go to a party tonight"? I asked.
"Yeah I don't care", he said looking back at his notebook.
"Are you sure? Because if you don't want me o go, I won't", I insisted.
"Go ahead. How about "she looks so perfect". That's a good title", he said. My blood started boiling and I was about to flip out.
"Fine! I'll go. I'm gonna stay until 3:00 in the morning and get super wasted. I might even get another tattoo while out. Having sex with some random guy I don't even know sounds good too. Wow I can't wait", I said quiet but not to the point where they count hear me. If he was paying attention, he'd hear me perfectly fine.
"And I know now that I'm so down? Michael that's a good idea. Oh sorry sweetie what did you say"? He asked still not even looking at me. I walked out. All of the sudden, I seen my moms car pull in the driveway. Yes! Finally some attention!
"Hey mom"! I said as she quickly walked through the door.
"Hi. Luke, where's my scrubs? I don't want to be late for work", she said walking past me.
"Mom guess what I got on my calculus pretest"! I said excitedly.
"Honey you can tell me later, I'm busy", she said walking into her room and shutting the door in my face That's it. I walked back over to the entry way and threw on my black converse.
"I'm going for a walk"! I yelled loudly. No one responded. I walked out the door and pulled out a joint from my pocket as well as a lighter. Why? Why do they always shut me out? I have all senior classes and I'm only a sophomore and I so far have 100% in all of them. I've always kind of been a genius. When I was in 7th grade, I was bored the entire year because I knew all the material. In the middle of my 7th grade year, I signed up for 8th grade classes on online schooling. In 8th grade, I took 9th grade classes and so on. My freshman year, I took sophomore classes which were still too easy so I signed up for junior classes too. After this year, I'm going up to a community college to do classes and same for senior year so I'll technically be done with high school. Because of the way I look, everyone thinks I'd be dumb. But I can't let the piercings and tattoos fool them. In my opinion, you can look whatever way you want and still get amazing grades. I put my lighter back in my pocket started thinking about my house. I'm always alone and I never get attention! At least I get attention at school. I feel bad that I've been a bully to this girl named Darcy in my calculus class. But, for some weird reason, it relieves my stress and makes me feel like I have some power. For now, I gotta do what I gotta do to make me happy.

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