Darcy 2

After a long first day, I went straight to my room and laid on my bed. Justin ignored me for the whole rest of the day which really pissed me off. My best friend Alyssa spent a lot of time with this new girl named Kayla. The best part of my day was meeting my new fried Xavier.
"How was your day"? Stephanie asked coming into my room. I sighed.
"Well I made it through", I said.
"What happened"? Stephanie asked sitting on the pink beanbag chair on my floor. I sat up and crossed my legs.
"I've had a headache, I've been ignored, I'm tired. I just...I thought senior year was going to be better than this", I said.
"Honey. It was your first day! My first day of most years was the worst. Just give it some time", she said standing up.
"Yeah have fun"! Dad said joining in on the conversation, walking in and holding my little sister Sarah. My sister is a year and two months old. She looks so much like Stephanie!
"Sarah"! Stephanie yelled holding out her arms. Sarah smiled hugely and cooed as Stephanie grabbed her. Sarah was a momma's girl.
"So do you think tomorrow will be better"? Dad asked. All of the sudden, I got a text from Justin. It said "hey baby. Come over, I need to talk to you". My heart fluttered as I read hey baby.
"Hopefully. But hey I'm gonna walk to Justin's to hang out with him", I said getting up off my bed and looking in my stand up mirror. Dad found out in my sophomore year that we had been dating and he was NOT happy. He evantually got used to it and trusted me enough to let me hang out with him.
"Okay but be home before 6:30", he said. I nodded and waves while walking out of my room and out of the house.

"After a few minutes of walking down the long street, I finally arrived. I knocked on the door quietly hoping that somebody would answer quick. This September air was a little chilly.
"Come in"! I heard from inside. I opened the door, stepped in, and shut it behind me. No one was in their living room.
"I'm in here", Justin yelled. It was coming from his room. I walked in to see him sitting in his computer chair shirtless with a SnapBack and black basketball shorts that showed his boxers at the top.
"Hey where's Louis and Eleanor"? I asked.
"Oh my dads at work and my mom is shopping with Perrie and then going to a concert", he said putting his hat on the dresser next to him.
"Oh", I said looking around his room. A little messier than usual.
"So what did you need to talk to me about"? I asked sitting on his bed.
"Darcy. I love you, you know that right"? He asked. My stomach has butterflies. I'd been waiting to hear him say that all day.
"Yes", I said with a small smile.
"I would never leave you. Ever. No matter what, under any circumstances", he said walking closer to me. I smiled at the thought. All of the sudden, his lips crashed onto mine. I put my arms around his shoulders and kissed back. I opened my eyes a bit to see him leaning more on me. I scooted back as we were kissing just to give him a little more room. I was now laying on my back and he positioned himself on top of me. I'm not really sure what I was getting myself into but I realized that I need to stop this. Was this really about to happen? Of course not! I was going to wait until we were married and when we were stable enough to have kids.
"Justin", I started. He continued kissing down my neck. When he started taking off my shirt, I didn't have guts to say no.
"I love you so much", he kept saying inbetween kisses. The next thing I knew, it was happening and I didn't know how to stop it.

The walk home was full of guilt. I told myself I was going to wait but unfortunately, I was too much in the moment to do anything. I couldn't stop thinking about what I had just did. He was my boyfriend and I loved him but I don't know that it felt as special as it should've. The worst part of all this, was that it was unprotected.

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