Surviving

I didn't sleep at all that night, scared to face my nightmares. I didn't want to fill my head with nonsense that is my dreams. I've always dreamt silly, perfect dreams that you wanted to continue when you woke up, but life isn't how it was anymore. Now, there was the possibility of starvation if you slept. I can't have worry upon myself, and then let it go away so easily. I refused. I promised myself that I wouldn't sleep until the worst problems were settled.

The worst problem I myself was facing, well lets say that problem is currently asleep next to a fire. I have two problems actually. One was good, the other was causing me to hide the first problem. But if the first problem hadn't come to be a problem, I'd be with the other problem.

Screw all this problem nonsense, I'm obviously talking about Louis and Zayn. Realizing my feelings for Louis is both good and bad. Good, because I realize I could've made a mistake with Zayn, and bad because now i have to hide Louis and myself.

I sighed looking down at my new necklace, this won't cause problems at least.

I sat, staring at the fire, talking to myself.

"What are you gonna do, Toni?" I rubbed my face.

"How are you gonna clear this situation with everyone else? How do you just tell people that you're dating your ex's best friend? Wow, that sounds terrible!"

"You're what?!" Harry screamed.

I looked up to see Harry, Liam, and Niall awake, but thankfully the only ones awake. Thank god it wasn't Zayn!

"Jesus Harry, you scared me to death!" I pit my hand to my heart dramatically, and Harry just rolled his eyes.

"Hmm, you aren't dating me, so who is it? Is it Niall, Liam?" Harry questioned, seeming pissed.

"You're very bad at guessing," myself and Liam said at the same time.

"Wait, Louis? Well didn't see that coming." Niall said, taken back.

"Gee, didn't see that coming? We were both gone together the past two mornings, and you think I'm dating Liam?" I giggled at Harry's stupidness. Really, Harry, really?

"That makes sense..." Liam laughed, realizing what Harry failed to.

"But you can't tell anyone, and I mean anyone. You are the only people who know, and you weren't supposed to know. We were gonna ease into it." I explained Louis and my plan.

Harry, Liam, and Niall nodded. "So, what all happened?"

"Well, that leech bite, wasn't a leech bite," I swear if this was a sitcom, there would have been that wooo sound right there.

"Ahh, I like dirty Toni..." Harry winked and I giggled at his... Harryness.

As far as I could remember Harry, he was always this cheeky, perverted, horny bastard, and I loved him for it. I loved them all. I remember Liam was always mature and sophisticated. Niall was ALWAYS eating and laughing at everything. Louis was his sassy, lard-arse self, and Zayn was... Zayn, creative, mysterious, quiet. No one changed since I met them.

"Toni!?"

"..Uh.. Huh?" I stuttered, coming back to reality, living in the actual moment, where we weren't practically dying. I know, I'm a glass half empty kinda girl.

"What are you gonna do with this situation?" Liam asked.

"I don't know, Li, but I'm gonna slowly show Zayn that I don't feel for him. Now, I gotta wake Lou up, so can you guys pretend to be asleep? I'll tell him you know when we get into the jungle." I winked at them all and they acted as if they were asleep.

I tiptoed around the unconscious and 'unconscious' bodies sprawled about the sand. I reached Louis, and had to stop myself from smiling, all three of the boys had an eye open to see the scene that was about to happen. Louis layed on his back, arms and legs spreaded out.

I leaned down and kissed him quickly, and his eyes sprung open, as he smiled at me.

"C'mon, love, lets swim." he jumped up and grabbed my hand, obviously excited to swim with his girlfriend.

I failed to hold back my smirk as I said, "You go ahead, I have to get something and I'll be right behind you."

"Okay?" he questioned what I would get, when we're stranded on an island.

I waited until he was out of earshot before speaking. "I have an idea, you guys follow, but wait a bit before getting up. I'll go, and as soon as you can't see mr, you guys go. But be quiet."

They all smirked at this sneaky side of me.

"I like this side of you too." Harry winked. Damn Harry...
I caught up with Lou and he smirked at me. "What took your lard-ass so long?"

"Oh really? I'm the lard-ass? Your bum is bigger than mine!" I defended my arse.

"You love my bum." he sassed.

I turned around. By now, the guys should be up and following nonchalantly.

"That may be true, but... I got nothing, curse you Boo bears bum!" I laughed. I'm funny.

"Well, babe, I must say," he said as we got to the lake, "Your ass is quite fabulous also." he said grabbing my ass, lifting my up as I put my legs around his waist. He leaned in and kissed me, his tongue finding its way into my mouth.

When we pulled out, there was a string of saliva connecting our lips, and he quickly licked it up, and I couldn't help but smirk at the fact that the guys were watching this.

Louis put me down and began to strip I stood, looking away, waiting for him to get in. I heard a splash and turned to see a naked Louis, covered by dirty lake water.

I smirked when I saw the guys behind a large rock farther out into the jungle, so I waited til Lou wasn't looking, and signaled them to come to the rock next to the lake.

"Ya coming or what?" Louis raised an eyebrow as I stood not making a move to get wet.

"Okay, come out!" I yelled to the guys as they walked out, revealing themselves.

"What is this?" Lou asked, concerned.

I giggled and it turned into a hard-core laugh. "They heard me talking to myself when I couldn't sleep last night. They heard me say something about dating you so I set this little trick up." I smiled.

"C'mon, lets swim!" Harry the cheeky, perverted, horny, bastard yelled as he began stripping. Soon all the boys were in the water while I stood awkwardly, in front of a lake of naked boys. Eh, we're gonna die anyway, why not live on the wild side?

I slowly turned around and began stripping, shirt first, then pants, then bra then underwear. I quickly turned and jumped into the water, right in between the circle of guys.

I felt something poke my legs and I looked down, then quickly back up, realizing all four guys had boners (their dicks were hard) and were poking my thighs. I looked at their faces, all of them blushing.

"I saw it happening with Lou and Harry, but seriously? Even you too?" I joked, pointing between Liam and Niall. They blushed even more and I kissed both their cheeks.

I laughed and turned to Harry, who's usual pale skin was now red with embarrassment. "Don't be embarrassed, we all knew you were a little horny bastard." I smiled and kissed his cheek, turning to a pissed, timid Louis.

"Is it my turn?" he sassed.

I swam closer to him, and rubbed my legs off of his dick, causing a hitch in his breath. "Yes." I attacked his lips with my own and heard the awwws around us.

The moment was ruined when Niall said, " Three years ago, this would've killed us all. Never thought I'd see the day Louis was making out with you instead of Zayn."

"Stupid leprechaun... Why did you say Satan's name?" ha, I just called Zayn Satan.

"Sorry Toni-J, so what are you gonna do with that?" he apologized then asked.

"Well, we should bring them here tomorrow if you know what I mean..." I winked.

"We should get back, it's a long walk." Liam, the worrier, said.

We all got out of the water and I could feel all eyes on me. Of course, being my cocky self, I turned around, confirming my beliefs. All four guys stared at me, gaping at my body. How is Louis not killing them?!

As if he read my mind, Louis demanded, "Lads, eyes up there" he pointed to my eyes. I laughed.

"Can't help I'm sexy." I sassed the sass master.

We walked back to camp, and it was already darkish. Damn!

We arrived back at camp and everyone looked worried as usual.

"Damn, now I know how you feel when you get back." he chuckled.

"Toni! Why do you keep leaving? Take me with you next time." he laughed a worried laugh.

"You can come with us next time, all of you. Tomorrow you get to see where we go everyday, we got caught this morning." I pointed to the three guys.

We walked to the fire and ate Melissa meat, but something happened that never happened, Zayn kissed me, and not a peck, he made out with me, no scratch that. Lets say attacked me. I didn't know what to do, if I kiss back, I'm hurting Louis. If I don't kiss back, he knows something is up... Ah ha!

"Zayn, not right now. I'm not feeling the best." I said as I pushed him back.

"K, maybe tomorrow when you show me that place you and Louis keep going." he winked.

I looked around at all the guys, Louis looked pissed at Zayn, as did Harry, Niall, and Liam. I mouthed the words 'Tomorrow he'll know' to them and they all nodded, adjusting themselves for sleep. Everyone else did so also.

Everyone but me. Night #2 of not sleeping.

Notes

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