Surviving

The night ended, and sun shined on our faces. Harry and I we groggy, tired, but yet so awake. I was happy, I had found food! But I was also happy because I had just remembered Harry being my best friend.

Harry and I sat in silence the whole morning. No one spoke, sang, and you could barely hear the breathing.

It seemed to be closer to the usual time of waking up, so I wiggled out of Harry's grasp and signaled him to pretend to sleep.

He layed down and I walked over to Liam and Violet, waking them first. Then I 'woke up' Harry, then Alexis, then Niall and Paige, the cutest couple. Then Zayn, then Louis.

When I woke Louis, he groaned and turned to his side, so his back was facing me. All the guys laughed, even Zayn. Louis was a lazy one when he wanted to be.

I got close to his ear, and yelled at the top of my lungs, " Louis William Tomlinson, get your fat ass up!" Everyone snickered.

"You love my ass." he mumbled, but it was loud enough for the quite camp to hear.

"That may be true, but that ass needs to wake up, before we leave you here by yourself, while I swim... naked." he jumped up, and I giggled at the perverted boy. He was always like that, as far as I can remember.
We walked to the lake, all of us anxious to be naked in front of each other, except for me and the 4 guys, this is Louis and my 4th time, and the boys 3rd time. But this was everyone else's 2nd time, so they weren't used to it.

We arrived at the lake, and I decided that Harry and I would tell them about the food here. As he was undressing, I walked over to him, and whispered in his ear, "We're tell them about the food."

We all were in the lake, resting, everyone seemed tired, but not nearly as tired as Harry and I, though no one knew we were up all night. <(hehe) Suddenly, I stood up in the water, and Harry swam next to me, and stood also. I looked to him, and something caught my eye.

"Harry, you have four nipples?" I giggled.

"Yes," he mumbled, blushing.

"Well, okay! So we have an announcement. I went out this morning, and I found berries and bananas, so we aren't gonna starve!" I cheered, and everyone's faces lit up.

Everyone cheered and Louis swam over to me. He jumped up out of the water and kissed my lips, passion filling my body. Nothing ever felt more right than being with Louis, I've never felt anything like this with any of my previous boyfriends, not even Zayn.

He picked me up, twirled me, and set me down in the water. In the corner of my eye, I could see the heartbreak in Zayn's eyes. He tried to hide it, but he couldn't. He smiled a fake smile, then started swimming.

Harry must've noticed the awkwardness, and he yelled, "Marco!" after closing his eyes. Thank god for this curly headed boy.

*

We sat at camp, doing nothing except eating bananas. Thank god for these bananas, we'd starved without them.

"Baby, baby, when we first met, I never felt something so strong." Violet sang, her beautiful voice filling the air.

"You were like my lover, and my best friend, all wrapped into one with a ribbon on it." I sang.

"And I've never give myself to another the way I give it to you, don't even recognize the way I give it to you," Paige sang.

"Its gonna take a miracle to bring mr back, and you're the one to blame." Alexis sang.

We joined together. "Oh, you're the reason why I'm thinking, I don't wanna smoke on the cigarettes no more. I guess it's what I get for wishful thinking, should've never let you enter my door. Next time you wanna go on and leave, I should just let you go on and do it, cause now I'm using like I bleed."

What just happened? That was just... Perfect! We sounded amazing (amazayn).

"Well... That was something." Harry read my mind.

"O.m.g. We should form a band!!!" Alexis sang.

"Yea, if we ever get off this fucking island." I growled. Seriously, this redhead was dreaming if she thought we would get off this god forsaken island.

"Don't think so dull, babe, we could get out of this hell." Louis said as he wrapped his arm around me.

"Its hard to think positively when there's no way we are getting off of this island." I mumbled to myself.

We had all eaten our fair share of food, and we were laying down for sleep, or 'sleep', in Harry and my case. I layed in front of Louis, his arm around me, and I faced him. I heard him snoring, so I figured he was asleep. I kissed his soft lips and turned around, checking to make sure everyone except for Harry and I were asleep.

Once I made sure everyone was unconscious, Harry and I got up and sat by the ocean. Night #2 of no sleeping for Harry and I began.

We stared off into the ocean, neither of us talking at all. My head lay on his chest by his heart, I sat on his lap, him caressing my hair, my arms wrapped around him.

I thought to myself, like always.

How do I feel about Louis? Do I like him... Is this a fling thing... Do I love him? Im sure it's not just a fling. It couldn't be.

How does he feel about me? Does he like me... Is this a fling to him... Does he ...love me?

I would've never guessed that it would be Louis that I dated, I would expect that if it wasn't Zayn, it would be Liam, or Niall. Not Louis. I know for a fact that it wouldn't be Harry, ever. We're too close for that. He saw me without clothes on when we were younger, his parents knew me as his best friend. They used to joke about us being so close, and we would gag at the thought.

I remember prom, when I went with Zayn, and Louis went with Mel, and the guys all went as a group.

*Flashback*

PROM ----

The 7 of us walked into prom, my long blue fluffy dress, and Melissa's short black tight dress. She was a slutty dresser. The guys all wore tuxes.

"Hey guys!" a teacher cheered. " Make sure to get a picture in the photo booth."

After dancing, eating (Niall), and drinking a ton of punch, it was getting late, and we decided to take a picture.

The picture looked like this:

We all stood in the photo booth, in the back it was in order of Melissa, Louis, Me, Zayn. Niall crouched in front of between Mel and Louis, Harry in front of Louis and Me, and Liam in front of Me and Zayn. We all had smiles. Mine was a closed mouth smile, everyone else had their mouths open wide, like it was the best day. It was the best day for us all actually, I just don't like to show my crooked teeth.

We got out of the booth, and I took one of the copies. I forget who got the other though.

*Flashback over*

After we all split, I always had that picture with me. I also had another picture, it was Harry and I in kindergarten. We got a new picture everytime that a new member was added, and all the previous members were in it. They were in my pocket, unless I put them in my... Purse!!!

I jumped up, ran to the plane, and searched through the chaos of the wreck. Harry quickly followed.

"Toni! What are you doing?!" he whisper/yelled.

"The... The picture." I wiped my tears after realizing I was crying.

"Toni, calm down, and tell me what picture you're talking about." he caught up and rubbed my back after pulling back.

He sat down, put me back on his lap, and rubbed my back. I spilled my guts.

"After we sssplit up, III always had the prom picture with mme. It was in my pppurse on the plane, and I need to find it. It's tthe only thing left from our childhood. I need them back." I cried out. The only person other than Mel that I cry in front of is Harry. Not Zayn, or Louis, or anyone, not even my parents.

"Tons, we'll search in the morning, when it's lighter. We don't have to wait til everyone's up, just until we can see." he kissed my forehead.

We walked back to camp, and sat by the water again. I went back into deep thought.

All these guys had a role to me. Liam was like my brother that beat up guys if they hurt me, always protective.

Niall was that bff that came to your house and at all the food.

Louis was like your girl friend, giving fashion and boy advice.

Harry was like... No words describe it, big brother? Best friend? Nothing describes our relationship.

Zayn was that boyfriend that you THOUGHT would be your husband, baby daddy, and everything to you, but in the end, he isn't.

My mind went back to a thought from earlier. "Harry, does Louis like me?"

"Toni, are ya stupid?" he laughed.

"Uh, not the response I was hoping for..."

He sighed, "No, he doesn't like you."

"Oh." I felt tears spring into my eyes.

"He loves you." and those three words flipped my world around. He loves me.

"Thank you Harry! I love you!" I kissed his cheek. Its not actual romance love, but like... I still don't know what we are... Love. Like bff love, but stronger, brother love, but stronger.

"Love you too, Tons."

*

It got lighter, and night #2 came to an end.

Harry and I were tired, and I could tell, but nothing a little picture search couldn't fix.

I poked his dimple and he groaned, "Picture time?"

"Picture time."
We walked to the plane, well, I ran, and he walked. I was excited to find my pictures.

While we searched, I made small talk with Harry, "So.. You wanna surprise them with the pictures?"

"Pictures? How many pictures are there?"

"Well, the prom one. Then we took one everytime we got a member, and all the previous members were in them, plus one more that I don't want to tell you about, so... 7." I counted as I climbed under a seat, looking for my purse.

"By the way, what am I looking for?" he asked, and I looked at him. He was wedged between metal, trying to squeeze through.

"My purse is green, shiny, big, leather, with a brown handle." I put it into man words, and then I climbed out from the seat and looked up in a luggage cabinet.

"Is it camouflage, and sparkly?" his voice read hope, even though I couldn't see him.

"Yea?"

"Found it." he said. My heart rate speeded as I climbed out of the plane, to see him holding... my purse!

I jumped at him, grabbing my purse and running closer to camp, sitting in the sand, while Harry was just now catching up.

He sat down next to me, and I opened my bag.

Everything was fucked up. My makeup was sprawled about, my paper, pens, money, all of it, it was all just... fucked up.

I dug around until I saw what I was looking for. The pictures.

I pulled them all out, placing them on the sand, all except for the one of Harry and I. I didn't even glace at it. I looked at the first one, the one of Liam, Harry and I.

Liam and Harry stood there l, arms around each other, while I stood in front of them, bent down a bit.

I looked at the one of Niall, Liam, Harry and I. We all stood in a line, in order, Liam, Niall, Me, Harry, arms wrapped around each other.

My eyes scanned the third one. The one with Louis, Niall, Liam, Harry and I. This one was silly. The four boys stood in order, Niall, Liam, Louis, and Harry, while they held their arms out, holding me. Louis's idea, obviously.

I saw the next one, which made me sad. Melissa, Niall, Liam, Louis, Harry and I all sat in detention, at desks, in a line, going in order Harry, Liam, Niall, Louis, Mel, Me.

The next one wasn't sad. Actually, this made me laugh. Harry was holding Louis in his arms bridal style, Louis smiling wide. The same way with Zayn holding me, Liam holding Niall, and Mel stood looking disappointed.

I almost cried looking at the prom picture. We all looked so young in it. Louis's hair was different, and so was everyone else. None of them had beards, and no tattoos either.

What made me laugh out loud was the fact that I had a hickey on my neck, courtesy of Zayn Malik.

The next picture actually did make me cry. Harry and I sat in his living room, my head on his shoulder, and we were actually kinda friend cuddling.

Harry noticed me crying, and said, "What is it?"

I sniffled, "This is the picture I didn't want to show you." I handed it to him, still crying, and he gasped, smiled, tears in his eyes. He jumped over and hugged me.
Night #2 of no sleeping was over.

Notes

Sorry I didn't update last night, I went to a baseball game. You know what to do! Bye!