Once Upon a Ship

Ashtons POV
"What the Fuck is wrong with you Ashton" Niall shouts at me after I yelled at him
"I can't control it so shut up" I yell at him
"Cant control what that you are selfish bitch?" He shouts at me
"NO THAT I AM PREGNANT" I yell
He grows angrier " Couldn't you keep your fucking legs closed for 5 freaking seconds you slut"
I gasp and the tears slightly roll down my face as I run out of his cabin bawling my eyes out. I set out for the top deck and climbed on the rails preparing to lean over and end my life.
But a hand pulls me back not a manly hand but a girly one.
I whip my head "CRYSTAL?"
She pulls me off pulling me to her chest trying to comfort me
"Why what pushed you to end it Ash what happened is it our fault,The Fight just tell me what was wrong" She asked in a frightened whisper afraid to hurt me worse.
So I told her to come to my cabin where I told her the story.
Flashback:
"Coming from you ha you act innocent but you are the meanest" I shouted at Crystal
Mona was just as quick to shout "coming from you pft you are a worthless slut who sleeps with all of are boyfriends" She pushed me onto the floor and I quickly ran out tears falling from my eyes.
I was out the door wandering through the sidewalks at 11 PM at night of course something was going to happen to me so I kept an eye out everywhere. What I missed was the person behind me in black hiding when I turned around. I was about 3 blocks from the house when a hand gripped my shoulder and spun me around. I stared into those cold hard eyes frightened on what would happen next as he dragged me into and allyway for what would be the worst night of my life. He stripped me of my clothes and brought down his pants and boxers. I could never prepare for what happened next. When he was finished doing what he did to me I was weak hurt and I checked into the hospital.The girls just thought I was at a hotel away from them but in reality they were doing rape kits and keeping my mental stability in check. I returned home the next day broken but kept it a secret knowing they would say that I was a lying slut. Then a few days before we were put on the ship I was sick and went to the doctors and was told that I was pregnant with not one but two babies.
My hormones went crazy causing me to snap at niall where the fight happened
What the Fuck is wrong with you Ashton" Niall shouts at me after I yelled at him
"I can't control it so shut up" I yell at him
"Cant control what that you are selfish bitch?" He shouts at me
"NO THAT I AM PREGNANT" I yell
He grows angrier " Couldn't you keep your fucking legs closed for 5 freaking seconds you slut"
It remined me of what Mona said and it gave me such a desire to end my life not even thinking of my twins
End of Flashback/storytelling
Crystal pulled me in a hug as I cried the memories came back to me
"Are we friends again" I sniffled
She nodded and I left her cabin set out on my to go to sleep

Notes

Merp
20 days till my birthday
so EXCITED!!!!!!!

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~Infinity