Zayn’s P.O.V.:
After a long moment, I go out the bathroom and find Perrie asleep in the bed. I lie next to her and close my eyes. I just can’t stop thinking about Luz. She’s in my mind. I haven’t seen her for a whole year, too coward to call her and ask her to come back. Now she’s just so… sad. I feel awfully guilty. I remember the nights without her. I thought I could sleep without her by my side. I was so wrong, so fucking wrong. I was insomniac, I couldn’t close my eyes. I was constantly thinking about her, sometimes I was just thinking of her, in our flat. I was hearing her voice, her laugh. I was feeling her arms around me, but she wasn’t there. She didn’t answer my calls. I was destroyed. I was afraid to find out that someday, she would have found someone else who could give her the love she deserves. I missed her like hell. I was struggling to wake up in the morning. I was completely broken. I needed her so badly. I needed her by my side. I was sometimes crying, not with sounds, just tears. I was sleeping on her side of the bed. I was hugging her pillow and stayed like that for hours.
I was like that when Perrie left me. Destroyed. Then Angel came in my life, she was broken inside, as I was. She needed me as much as I needed her. I instantly felt in love with her. I had a reason to fight for, other than music, someone who made me wise. She was the smile on my face. She was the sun of my universe. I needed her. She stayed with me in the most painful moments. She wiped my tears. She kissed my cheeks and held me tight against her heart. She let me be hers and let her be mine. She was my everything. I thought I was in love with Perrie, but that love I had for Luz was another type of love. This kind of love that takes your breath away all the time. I wanted so badly to protect her, to kiss her, to hold her as tight as I could. I look at Perrie’s face. I don’t belong here, beside you. I belong somewhere else. With someone else. You’re beautiful, but you’re not that beautiful girl I always think about. You’re nice. You deserve better. You deserve so much more than someone who doesn’t love you. I’ve loved you. You left me, then you came back and I’ve forgiven you. Yet I’m not happy. You came back in my life. You wanted me. You answered my calls. If you knew how awfully sad I was when you were answering my calls, and that was not the voice I was expecting. That’s why we came back together, you answered my calls. I wanted an answer. I wanted her to come back home. I wanted my Luz. I wanted my sun back home. I’ve loved you Perrie, but it completely end and disappeared from my heart at the precise moment I met Luz’s eyes for the first time. I should have told that to Luz. That day she left me. I should have told her all of this. She would have stayed, maybe.

*Week after*

We go to Luz today. I hope she feels better. Stella opens the door and we hear music, she’s in the backyard with some of her friends. They’re maybe new friends, I never seen them before. They are dancing and cooking. I see a boy. He laughs with her and touches her. Why does he touch her? Who is that dude? I give him a dirty look and turn slightly to Luz. She didn’t notice it. “Hum… Guys… Well… That girl with the green hair is Emma Kane, this weirdo sitting there with the big pink glasses is Sandra” She points to the two girls with her finger. “I’m Riley, her sexy beast.” A guy I hadn’t seen says out loud. “Ewww... Nightmare. That boorish is Riley Addison. I didn’t invite him. He decided to come and when a virus decides to make you ill, you have no choice. I’ll find out a way to chase you from here. Asshole.” She gives him a disgusted look. “This nice little boy is Eric” She adds ruffling his hair.
Her friends are funny, except the boys. I definitely hate them. Eric is always next to her, even if she’s sited or standing. He follows her everywhere. They don’t know how much that pisses me off.
“Come on guys! You should fuck together! Eric’s always following you like a puppy.” Emma says laughing.
“What the fuck are you saying Kane? Are you crazy? Not that you’re not handsome Eric but… I’ve got some problems with relationships.” Luz replies with wide eyes.
“If you hadn’t, you would let him fuck you hard no?” Emma says.
“Oh God! Emma, will you fucking stop saying stuff like that? That’s disgusting! No I won’t let anyone touch me.”
“Luz! I’m sure you didn’t bang since one year! Who was your last boyfriend?” Emma says laughing so hard that her face is deep red.
“OMG. Why did I invite you here? That doesn’t concern you!” Luz says angrily.
“This is one of them. You’ve told me his name… I remember… Zayn Malik! The famous Zayn Malik! That’s the last sex experience you had!” She shouts out loud.
“Get out of my house. Get the fuck out of my house Kane. Right now.” She mumbles.
Luz stands up slowly and enters into the house. Her friends leave. Eric hesitates a little, looking to the house. Don’t even try dirty little cunt. He looks me in the eyes and leave. We enter in the house; she’s sitting on the couch. She’s scratching her arm hardly. That’s a bad sign, when she does that, she has this awful need of cutting herself. I run toward her and took her both wrists. “Stop that.” I say quietly. “You don’t have to tell me what I’m allowed to do or not.” She mumbles. “Look at your arms, they are starting bleeding.” I tell her.

Harry’s P.O.V.:
She had scratched her arm so hard that it is started bleeding. We let Zayn calming her down. “Luz, you must stop that. Don’t hurt yourself.” He mumbles. She doesn’t look at him. She turns her face to the side. “Luz. Look at me.” He says. He grabs her chin and turns her face to his. “Look at me.” He repeats. “I…” She mumbles quietly. She starts to cry. He holds her tightly. One hand on her head, the other around her waist. The only person that can really help her feeling better is Zayn. No one else is able to save her. We sit around her and remain silent. That’s not a tense silence, just a simple silence, words are not needed. She understands that we are here for her.

Notes

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