Broken Record.

*flashback*
I checked myself in the mirror one last time before I felt my phone buzz in my bag.

JOE:1
Hey beautiful, I'm outside x


He is so sweet! I think I looked good tonight, I had on a nice dress and a cardigan, the usual attire, my hair was pinned up and a couple strands hung around my face, I had made myself look pretty tonight, date night with Joe. He was my first real crush but he was a couple years older, I was in year 10 and he had left my school two years ago. He had a girlfriend when he still came to the school but convinced me as soon as we started talking he meant to break up with her, he is perfect! Funny, gorgeous, tall, sweet! He never really liked me around his friends though, he thinks they were all "Creeps" and that "A girl as sweet as me doesn't belong near idiots like them" He was protective and tonight he wanted to do something a little different, he wanted to take me out to the lake just off of his college dorm and set up a picnic. We had been seeing eachother for about a month and he was never complaining about me "not giving it up" although all of my friends had done it, I still wasn't ready yet. I ran downstairs showering Holly and Luke in kisses in which they both wiped off and told everyone I was going out with a huge smile on my face, the familiar hum of the BMW M5 filled the warm air and as I climbed in I was surprised with a kiss on the lips from the curly haired boy.. no man sitting across from me.

"Hey, you okay?" He asked
"Yeah you?"
"Not bad, ready to go?"
"No I'm just sitting in the car for the fun of it..." I joke.


"Hurry up!" He called from the water.
"No! I'm not getting in!" I yell back, he lifted himelf up from the water and began to crawl towards me sniper style and it made me giggle. He got to my ankles and spread my legs apart.
"Joe.. no. Not tonight" I attempt to persuade him.
"No Marina, it's never tonight is it, you selfish bitch!" He whispers parting my thighs even further. He slid his hands onto me...
"Please Joe, I'm not ready!" I begin to panic.
"Ready or not, here I come!" He laughed and began to pull his boxers down, I seized the moment and kicked out, my foot meeting his groin, he doubled over cursing at me and I got up and ran...



I woke up crying and shaking, I don't remember blacking out but considering I had another flashback I'm guessing I did, where was I? In the alley with Harry. What time is it? I pull myself up and with horror realise I'm not in a street, I'm kind of relieved but then again I don't know where I am or even who brought me here, was it Harry?

I can hear water running and turn to the bedside table where a glass of cold water lies next to two paracetamol (advil) I swallow them and lay back in the bed. The sheets are black and silky, sticking to my damn skin and the pillow cases and duvet are also black cloth. The room is white and random black and white paintings are on the walls, the floor is white tiles around me and the door is black. I guess I know the persons theme is Black&White!

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