LOST AND STILL FINDING(larry stylinson)

Harry’s p.o.v

I was standing being pulled away from Louis after forcibly kissing him. Yeah I didn’t know what I had just done. But I couldn’t stop myself any more. Do you think if you’d been in my place you could’ve resisted any more.

I don’t think this could happen. I kissed him after he constantly made me blush for the fifth or sixth time. His eyes were so deep. They told me everytime I looked into them that he was hurt. And by how much I know about psychology, yeah I had studied some psychology but couldn’t complete, I know there is something he was hiding. I could see it in his eyes.

Last night when he pulled me into a hug when he was crying was the moment I knew there was something going on and that was not the right time to go and just ask him. He was already horrified himself.

After he kept complimenting me in the morning I knew he was being a bad ass. Yeah coz I was longing for all that for years. And when u get something like this you grab it at the first opportunity. And that is what I did right now.


I was standing in front of him trying to gain my consciousness after doing the kind of impossible. Louis looked at me terrified. I wanted that lingering touch again. But I just couldn’t do it one more time. But that kiss was just a perfect kiss. He moved away from me. He stepped back, that expression on his face had already changed. I was starting to feel guilty for doing it. I moved over to him to explain everything. But Louis just stood there quiet, staring at me shocked. But he said, “HARRY?” his voice cracked a little as I could see a tear stinging at the corner of his eye.

“I’m sorry lou” I immediately say as I took a step forward and immediately Louis takes a step back.

“please stop where you are” Louis shots up. He tried himself from not crying. But without saying another word he ran past me and into his room and shut it. I didn’t know if this was the right time to go forward and apologize. But instead I walked into my room and lay on the bed thinking what to do next after ruining kind of everything.


LOUIS’ P.O.V
I was sitting on my bed thinking about what was happening right now with me. Why did I have to kiss him back? Why did I have to do that? What is happening?

I was so confused and frustrated but I just couldn’t ruin somebody’s plan of going out. We had to go to the grocery store. I wipe of my little tear drops and stand up to enter the washroom to wash my face. I look into the mirror and realize that I was wearing harry’s t-shirt. There was this sweet perfume smell in his shirt.


I walk out of my room and pick up my huge carton which was lying beside the door. I drag it to my room and then enter harry’s room gathering a lot of patience and a little bit of patience. I knock at the door before entering in.


“I was thinking if we could continue with our plan of going out today?” I say as I see him getting up from the bed.
“yeah.. yeah.. umm.. sure. We should.” He says hesitating a bit.
I walk out of the room to wait for him in the hallway. He walks out of his room in a minute. We walk out of the house after he picks up the house keys from the key hanger. He locks the door and we walk into the elevator. It was all silent. It had to be.

As we walk out of the elevator into the basement and walk towards his garage. I could only follow him this time. As he presses a button which on the side panel on the wall. The shutter starts to pull up. Right now my head was all clear, that is what I thot but it was full of the things that had just happened.


As the shutters pulled completely up what I saw as I was so surprised and astonished. Three smarties was all I could see. Three beautiful sports cars. I walked forward into the garage and traced my hand on the cars. All of them Lamborghini’s. I was huge fan of cars and the one I had was my life. My eyes did not even blink once when I stood there staring at the beauties.

“you like them?” harry breaks the silence.

“who wouldn’t?” I reply. I walk out of the garage and stand beside harry.

“so which one would you like to go choose for the ride today?”he questions me.

“the orange one” I answer politely. He walks over to the car before beeping it open and entered in to it.

I stood there waiting for him to reverse and drive the car out. Once it was out I step in and sat on the passenger’s seat. The car had a sweet apple smell and was full of harry’s perfume smell.

We drove out onto the streets making that sound all sports cars usually make.

About a 15 minute silent drive to the restaurant we were now seated on a table for two.

“so.. um.. would you like to decide what to order?” he asks me.

“no no.. I don’t really.. know this place..so can go forward with what to eat” I say.

“Okay.” He says as he is handed over the menu card by the waiter.

“we’ll call you. Give me a minute” he says to the waiter. “sure” the waiter says and walks away. Harry looked over the menu twice and he was done with the deciding. I was just sitting there looking around all over the place.

“HARRYYYYYY” I heard somebody call his name loudly. Harry immediately stood up as three young men walked over to our table. Harry looked at them and smiled widely.


“you fat asses, its been such a long time” harry says frankly as he hand shakes each them before pulling them into hugs one by one. They all were taller than me. One had blonde kind of hair. One had back and a bit brown and the third one had brown or u could say a bit lighter shade of brown. All of them looked smart to be able to be this richie rich’s friend.

The blonde guy punches harry hard on his shoulder, “you mofo, where have you been?”. This told me they were really close enough.

”Harreh I’m really disappointed you did not show up on the party last time and I’m still angry” the black haired guy says as he frowned. “me too” the brown haired guy said.


“I’m really sorry lads for all that. Better luck next time” harry says smiling at them.
I sat there awkwardly staring at them and listening to their conversation. Though I shouldn’t have.

“lets forget all that for now please” harry continues

“but u’ll have to bear the consequences” “yes you have to” “tonight we party again at our usual club, be there at 8” each of them says one by one in a firm tone.

“okay okay I’ll be there, don’t worry. Look we have our new guest here” harry suddenly points at me and my eyeshot open wide.


“hey” I mutter looking at the unknown men.

“he’s Louis Tomlinson and he stays with me on rent. And I told you I needed a roommate so he was the one who approached me” harry says telling them every detail.

“hay Louis, this is ZAYN MALIK” the black one says frowning a bit at me as he gestured me for a handshake. I accepted and smiled at him.

“ Don’t tell me you don’t know me Louis?” the blonde said smirking at me.

“well I do now but I’m afraid what should I call you?” I say playing back at him smiling.

“don’t be ,you can call me NIALL, NIALL HORAN.” He says shaking my hand a bit violently but I did not mind. This lad was quite friendly.

“AND I’M LIAM PAYNE” the last one says as he shook my hand lightly.”I wnt to see you too at the party tonite” he continues.

“me?” I say confirming

“yes you” niall said

“but I don’t quite know this place. I’m knew here” trying to find out an
excuse to not go to the party and make it all so awkward between us.

“we’ll make it familiar” zayn said

“NO ARGUMENTS” liam said confirming that I had to go.

“okay,if you guys insist”
I say letting out a small sigh.
The waiter was back again for the order.

“okay harry we’ll leave. see you and YOU tonite” zayn says pointing at harry first and then at me.


“sure, bye guys” harry says as he sat down back at his seat after ordering whatever he decided.


“Louis don’t worry about the party. They’re really nice people.” Harry
continues as I could see the excitement already rise inside him.

“yeah. They’re so friendly. They’re nice” I replied.
The food was here and we ate. This was the first time I ate a full meal from the past two days. We were now at the grocery store where harry picked up all the stuff and I just moved around with the trolley. When we were done billing and harry paid for the stuff we picked u 4 bags each and dumped into the car and harry took the driver’s seat and me the passenger’s. This time tried to start a conversation.

“you have any siblings?”

“yup an elder sister, she just graduated” he says concentrating on the road. “you?”

“yup. 6 of them. They’re my little princesses. All of them are younger than me and two pairs of twins”

“TWO PAIRS OF TWINS???. I mean I don’t doubt ur family. I’m sorry if you’re offended but seriously?”he says as he was choked on this breadth.

“yeah two pairs. Two of them are gonna be a year older next to next month in feb.” I say as I glance out of the window once but back at harry who was still concentrating on the road.

“whoa. It would be a hard time dealing with them”

“yeah you do but most of the times they’re just so lovely and cute and sweet and they would have the best answers for your questions” I say as I remembered them and I was missing there smiles so much right now.

“but why did you have to shift here.?” He asked the last thing I would’ve thought him to ask. I did not know what to answer him.

“I had…I had work” I say finding out the correct words to say but ended up saying something. We were now pulling into the basement again and into the garage. I look at my watch to check the time and it was 5 right now. we still had plenty of time for the party.

As harry unlocked the door and we entered the apartment the thing that had happened in the morning entered my head. I directly walked into my room after helping harry with the groceries to keep them at the right place as he directed me.

“I think we still have about an hour and a half more for the thing so you can rest by then” he says and that is when I walked into my room.

I saw the box lying down on the floor. I was sooo happy to look at it. I immediately texted my mum thanking about it and so many love you’s.
I pick the heavy box up and place it on the table in front of the bed which near the couch. I tear open the box I was really excited to see what was inside it. As it flipped open I see a folded paper on the top and underneath were my clothes and some books and my diaries and my music player. I was so glad so glad to see all that. I unfold the paper and it was a letter from my mum. It read:

“hey louis its mum. I know you think ur all so capable of doing anything and everything you like but right now each of us want u back here Louis.. we all miss you so much.the two little ones are always trying to call out your name but they end up squeaking. Even they know ur gone Louis. I know you told me you would come back at the right time. But right now we’re all so incomplete here. i just wish everything works out to be fine there in your new life. May the angel of luck be with you always. We all miss you and don’t forget that the doors are always open for you whenever you want to return. Please stay safe and keep updating me about your life. I’ve sent you some money in that box as you said. Everybody misses you son. Be back soon.”


I was now all teared up and broken by those words. I did not want go back to that hell place were only my family loved me. Seriously my family was the only strong power that had kept me alive till now. I dig my head into my hands and rested it onto the back rest of the couch. I was missing my family back again. But I was only going to return when I think it’s the right time for me. I wanted to get over all this as fast as possible.


I fell asleep there and then at the couch after all the weeping I had done.

Notes

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