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LOST AND STILL FINDING(larry stylinson)

chapter 50

*That's a great half century* *all coz of you guys*

HARRY'S POV

“Oh and your parents never wanted to find out?” i raise an eyebrow at this suspicious boy, whose clinging onto me like some small kid who fears to get lost in a crowd of people.

He thinks nobody understands what going inside his head all the time. He acts like troubles can be forgotten by just laughing at it.

But he knows best. He acts like it but something is still in there eating him up. He wouldn't have that much courage to ask me the obvious question he skipped about nick and me. About me dropping out of college? About me not telling him the "personal" reason why i dropped out of college?
If i trusted nick so much and he was my best mate then why did he betray me for which ill never forgive him?I know those questions will eat him up inside. But i don't want to hurt him.

“nope, my parents knew. I told them not to find out anything about me, that's coz I told them where I was. And I was with you" he shrugs again. That stupid smile that hides everything still playing on his lips.

“and what about your sisters? And those baby twins?” seriously how could he leave them?
“yeah i miss them sometimes. They miss me too. But its ok, i call them up. Its a nice chit chat” i can see his voice shaking a bit at the end.

I hold him tightly at the waist pinning him closer to me, “you miss them too much" that is obvious. I can see it.

“yeah” he nuzzles into my side, “they were gonna turn 1 when i left them”

“it'll be ok” i bring his palms between mine and rub them to get them warm.

We walk a bit more silently at the beach, still holding each other when i finally speak up.

“louis?”

“yeah?” he looks up at me his cheeks flushed, his pupils a bit dilated turning darker blue, the perfect blue which i haven't ever scene before. He looks flustered yet so beautiful, his plum thin lips make me think otherwise. He's intently staring at me into my eyes, them slowly his gaze shifting to my lips. I cant really figure out what he's up to but a moment later my breath flickers as his now warm hands touch my cheeks cupping. My skin is cold. His warmth comfort me and i have no other choice than to lean into his palm, breathing deep my chest rising up and down.

I haven't felt so loved before. I feel special. He makes me feel special. And I haven't felt so special from a long long time.

His thumb gently pulls down my lower lip and my knees nearly give in. Within a second his lower body i pressing into mine and that's the last i think he can or maybe i can resist.

After that my mind goes blank when i feel those lips crashing into mine his tongue licking the corner of my lips he bites onto my lower lips and that's when sounds of pleasure are heard escaping from my mouth. His fingers are tugging onto the back of my head and i feel so loved. The thing he does with his hands pulling my hair makes me feel hard. I can feel his bulge on my thigh as he is nearly on his toes in order to reach my lips.
I make myself suffer no more.

I pull back lightly , i know he's desperate, and i am too. When i pull back i can hear his rough breath settling his chest rising and resting so fast, even though he's cold he looks so hot.

i push him back onto the ground, he falling on his bum lightly when i smile at him. And he knows whats up. The sand sticks onto my asking some of it even dusts of on his skin when I touch him.

I fall onto my knees in between his legs my upper body on top f his. Oh god I can't even look nowhere else. I am so much captivated.
I bend down to lightly kiss him as my hands rest at the sides of his head.

Slowly these turn into rough kisses, “ha-arry” his mouth moans and i love it. His chest rises up a little fighting for breath. I haven't seen Louis like this before. And I am so so proud I I was the one who sees him like that. I don't know if I'm the first one yet.
He seems to everybody so tough and all i know is that he is the one for me right now.

My lips sloppily drag and lick across his lips for a kiss and i pull at is lower lips biting them. When he fights for the tongue entering my mouth his hands on my waist pull me closer to his now growing bulge as he grinds hard against mine.

I place wet kisses onto his chin and then when he moans so loudly that almost makes me cum in my pants. I kiss him hard below his chin tracing down to pit between his collar bones . i drag my lips across his collar bone to the leftand i kiss him there sucking and biting until the marks become visible enough for me to see from the dark. I am so proud of myself right now.

My mind is out of control right now. Its like i cant get enough of him. I can't get enough of louis. I know it. I don't want to move away. I haven't been so passionate and desperate before with anyone. Louis is the one that makes me feel that way. He actually makes me fall on my knees and give in.

And I could do that happily.

My lips go back kissing him as my hands unbutton his shirt. He makes me do it. I cant control. When the shirt is finally open his back curves pushing into me.

I kiss him lower between his chest feeling his breath alter as i trace every inch of his stomach with my lips. I don't even care right now how many times i mightve cum in my pants by just looking at him previously but this is special. Something very very special.


His body should be cold the way hes lying in front of me bare chest but hes warm the way things heated up so much between us. i like it.

Finally when louis pulls me up cupping my butt cheeks as hes shaking so bad, he kisses me taking in my scent for the last time today and i remove myslef from him and lay beside him finally those calm voices of his breathing entering my ears which comfort me so much.
“c'mon lou cover up, you'll get cold” I say still panting.
Rather than buttoning up he just pulls the trench coat over his chest and sits up. And i follow.
“lets go home" he turns to look at me still his cheeks red more than before.

The car ride back home much more comfortable and relaxing than i could've thought.

I ring the door bell and that is when i finally realize its 10:17 by the watch.

Louis is almost asleep just standing there yawning too lazy to even button up. His shirt is buttoned up till his lower chest, the upper part still exposing, and that mark i made visible . It makes me feel so proud till the door opens and I'm faced with reality. My gosh my sister.

“whats up with you guys? Its so late” she yawns at me before eyeing me suspiciously looking up and down at Louis and then staring at the place i wish she shouldn't, the bruise i made, which i am so proud off.

My Hand wraps around louis' waist which help my sister understand something she should've known.

We both enter in and my sister shuts the door behind,”i'm gonna have a conversation with you in the morning , okay” she says and walks away to the her room.

“harry i'm going to bed bring me a glass of water plz” He mumbles walking like a slug.





Notes

Hey hey hey!! I think that's a nice chapter with some kisses I've been planning for them. But I don't want to rush things between. Coz once they really start dating/promising each other they'll stay together forever and always, there'll be like nothing left to write.
There's much more to the story than just that.

This might even be real. People just can't get out of the trauma.

And right now they just don't know each other that well.

So let's see what happens.

Till then, comment, vote and subscribe!!!

Comments

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2/9/19

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Well, it has been the death of me!

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12/13/18

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I should be thanking you for writing such an interesting story. I love how its so unique and not like the other typical stories on this site. There much more depth to it. The chapters always keep me on my toes. PS I love love this chapter and Harry is trying to be brave and intimate with Louis.

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12/3/17