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LOST AND STILL FINDING(larry stylinson)

chapter 35*

Louis' POV

"What do you wanna order?" Harry asks me looking at the menu.

"Anything Haz..order whatever you want" I was too tired to decide.

"Then i'm ordering pasta fr 2" he asks me still looking g down at the menu.
"No" I disagree. "We had it last time too"

"Then decide no" he looks up a little annoyed but still he wanted my answer.

"OK, just a burger and French fries" I tell him while he orders and I just sit there staring around at the back to find something interesting after such an amusing day.

After finding almost nothing I look back at harry,"have you ever skydived??" Only thing inside my head and I asked him lazily slouching a bit in my chair.
But his face shifted to me and his face lit up. His eyes shining. Like he was really interested and curious to talk about it. He put a smile on his face his dimples piercing in.

"Nope..but I want to try that so bad" disappointment taking over his face but he was back to excited, "have you tried?"

"Seriously me? I don't have money to keep myself and you asking me have I skydived?" I laugh.

"Okay," he sighs.

"How come you haven't ?" I frown.

"There isn't anybody I could actually go with..soo.." he says disappointment taking over his voice again.

"Cmon..you have your friends zayn, naill and liam. you all could've went on a holiday" I suggest.

"Its not possible..with there professions they are actually busy"

"Oh" is all i utter.

"but scooba dive?" My eyes grew wide immediately. The words of harry sinking in.
Oh shit. Why did he have to ask me that. I froze. My mind kind of stopped but memories that came rushing back gave me shivers inside. I didn't know what to say. I know by now my face has expressions of horror and disgust and which ofcourse harry noticed .
But I was glad the waitress had got our food and was placing it on our table. Thank god I didn't have to answer him this.


Harry thanked her and she walked away, but harry glances back at me.
"Are you okay, you're sweating" he leans forward to ask me.
What should I say? My mind couldn't process.

"No--o" I stuttered. "Its just --" I didn't know what to say. I wipe away the sweat with the tissue and pretend to be busy with my burger and French fries.
The rest of the time went quiet. But the frown that remained on harrys forehead told me he wanted answers.
The ride to home was a quiet one as expected. Just staring out the window in the short ride. ***
Lying on my bed staring at the ceiling isn't any fun. New year was coming near and today was the end of 26th. I wish I could meet my family. Its been a month long since that happened. I haven't seen them in person. And I'm missing them so much.

"Can I talk" a manly voice distracts me from my thoughts. Harry entered in as I nod. I lift up myself and slouching back. My legs crossed in front.

Harry was wearing a navy blue rolling stones tea shirt and his black sweats. Anyway he looked sexy. He walked in and sat at the corner of the bed his legs hanging.
He did not think much before saying,"what was it at the restaurant? You looked disturbed."
I knew Harry would come to me and ask me this but not this soon. But I decided to tell. It's okay. Its one of my phobia's which disturb me at the night, every night. The same dream.
It gets scary. But now m pretty used to going into that world every time I sleep. So its fine by me.

"Ohh...its just-- umm one of my phobia's" I tell him scratching my temple and his eyes widen a little bit but not too surprised.

"What kind?" He asks me with a bit of worry in his tone as he lifts his legs up to sit on the bed facing me crossing his legs.

"Hydro phobia or fear of water as they say" I shrug feeling a bit strange.

"Really you scared of water?" he spits out almost immediately as he has some naughty smile on his face and I wondered why?.

"Not that water but its seas that scare me" I tell him sliding my legs close to me.

"Why seas...they're just so calm" he seems interested.
But how can two people have such opposite views on such a thing?.

"But...they're just so scary..u never know if you touch the sea, the water would be cold or warm. you never know if you step inside u wouldn't drown. U never know how deep a sea is---" my voice rises a little but stays calm.

"you know this is really strange you talking like this" he chuckles and laughs a little as he shuffles a little in his place.

"There's nothing to laugh about--" before I could complete he cuts off.

"A person himself going around scaring everybody is scared of water...that's a little weird I guess" he laughs.

"You shouldn't be laughing like that" I frown at him."its so mean of you" my eyes narrowing.

"What is so funny?" I ask him when he bursts out into a huge laughter rolling onto the bed on his side. Though he looked adorable as his dimples pierced into his cheeks and his eyes where squeezed forming crinkles on the sides but that couldn't make him insult me like that.

"you know" he begins taking breaks from his laughter, "I was. Jus--t wonder-ing ho-w yo-u bathe everyday??!" He completes the sentence taking a long deep breath at the end and continuing to laugh.
I kick him on the butt hard."stop it...its not that I have to dive into a sea everyday...its just that I have to take a shower" I mock at him still kicking him. But he didn't stop.

"Ahh my cheeks are hurting" he says poking his cheeks with his index fingers.
I have never seen him laugh so hard that too without any reason. But anyway he looked adorable and I was enjoying this site. I didn't want to stop him further from laughing coz I liked the fact that this was the first time I had seen him laughing without a care. I was glad the joke was on me. Though I wouldn't tolerate if it would have been anybody else.

"Anyway why would you understand this..something isn't scary until you think it can happen with you" I shrug him off as I sat there folding my arms.
Suddenly he stopped laughing as he sat back again. His laughter faded which a few moments ago echoed in my room. "Was that some philosophy of yours or just a statement?" He asks me frowning.

"I don't know but yes you won't find it scary until it happens with you!" I didn't want to answer him and I don't know what that was. But before I could think anything he again lay on the bed holding his stomach laughing horribly. His chuckles filling my room. That was something I wouldn't ever expect from harry.

"Stop that harry!" I yell picking up a pillow from the side and throwing at him which eventually after hitting him fell onto the floor.

"I- was just wondering something" he says trying to control hi slaughter but failing. I ignored. He couldn't just laugh at me like that. I threw another pillow at him.

"I guess you just stand near the shower wondering you've had a bath rather than standing under it"
Oh. Seriously. No I don't do that.

"Harryyyy!!!" I yell as I get up on my knees and crawled up to him. This is not happening. I punch him not hard bit playfully not to hurt him.

"Ouch" his mouth escapes though he does not stop laughing nor did I stop hitting him.
But he looked as u know so cute and adorable laughing like that with not a single frown o his face
Just happy. I wish I could do that to him like forever. And I guess I was doing it right now. I liked it. If I was the reason if he was happy, I'm ready do to that forever.
These thoughts occupied me before I could come back to reality where Harry's laughter had taken control of him,me and this room.

"You look high harry??? What is it??" I ask him now feeling a bit concerned as to guess if this was normal.
He sits up in front of me brushing his shirt straight."noo I just had two beers...two beers doesn't make somebody high" he was still giggling.

"How dare you harry! You didn't learn anything from me??" I shout at him.

"What do I learn?" He asks frowning but still that dimpled smile on his face.

"See I stopped drinking, and you still drinking that's not fair" I punch him on his shoulder.
"Its fair. I still remember what you did last time you had beer"
What? No seriously. He can't make me remind that again. I don't even know what happened to me that night.
Harry had that smug smile and a huge smirk on his face as he stared down at me directly into the eyes. I try to look away but I couldn't. He had a hold onto me I guess.

"Just--" I begin but that smirk distracted me so much. Like he could just control me right now.

"I still remember that Lou, the way you kissed me during the dancing..you seriously know how to take advantage of drunk people" he smirks again with an evil grin staring down at me in the eye and then a bit lower at my lips.
No plz that can't happen. I push him off the bed as he comes onto his feet. "You need to sleep harry. Its already midnight" I was still on my bed standing up on my knees but harry seemed to reach my height standing on the floor. He was so close to me just inches away.

"You want me to go to sleep?" His smirk reaching his eyes. He was so cruel.

"In your room" I point out and push him back but he still stared down at
my lips as he was standing near the door not ready to move out.
I climb down the bed to walk near the door to kick harry out of the room.

"You'll have to pay for that" he says bending down into my ear as I tried to push him out of the door with my hands on his chest. But that smirk thought otherwise. His curls tickling me on the cheeks.

"No harry go to sleep" I try all my power to push him away and somehow I succeed and he's out. But anyhow I was too trying to hide the smile that was trying to pop up. I shut the door before walking back to my bed.

"What was that ?" I whispered to myself brushing my hand through my hair.


Notes

Hey!! Gus plz tell me if u want me to update further. There isnt any feedback coming from you guys so how am I suppose to know its being liked or not? Plz guys do comment and tell me if you like it. Next update when I get at least somebody commenting and telling me their views about the story. Even a simple 'nice' would do so plz.
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