The thing I had with Harry is all over. We decided to stay friends, and he has a new girlfriend. Ha! I just wish for him to be happy. So we let each other go. Although I loved him, and he loved me. But I guess I loved Niall more. Oh god I missed Niall! I missed him so much. I missed his lips, his eyes, his touches…I wanted him! I wanted him with me, together, making love. But now he thinks he’s just a blind freak, and he probably doesn’t even wants to see me. But I loved him, and I must try. I got up from my bed (in which I laid in for a week) put on some make up(although Niall couldn’t see me wearing it) and went to Niall’s house. My dad was on a business trip again, and as I expected, his mom was out. I took a deep breath and pressed a little bell. Few moments later he opened the door.
“Hi” I said. My voice was shaky, and I was excited to see him again. “Roxy?” “Yeah, can I talk to you?” We stayed there in silence for a while, but then he let me in, we both sat on the couch, and I looked at him with lust. Luckily he couldn’t see me. I wanted him so bad. Right here, right now. “Niall, I’m so sorry...I should’ve never…-” Niall cut me off, and put his finger on my lips “shhhh” a tear rolled down my cheek. “Harry explained everything.” He gave me a weak smile. He was still hurt. I could see that on his face, I could hear that in his voice. “But..I can’t forgive you that.” another tear rolled down my cheek. A lot of tears started rolling down my face. I got up from the couch wanting to leave, but then I felt Niall’s warm hands on my waist. His touch sent chills up my body. I turned around, and he kissed all of my tears away. Then he found my lips and softly planted a kiss on them, and then he started roughly kissing my neck. I knew he wanted me as much as I wanted him. I felt like melting under his lips. He slowly placed my back on the couch, and got on top of me. I closed my eyes, letting him kiss my whole body. He took my shirt off, and said. “I wish I could see you now.” Then he sighed and I cupped his face with my hands. “Let’s go to your room.” He followed me to his room like a cute puppy. I removed my clothes, leaving myself in underwear. Then Niall pulled his shirt off, and I placed my hands on his torso. He was so god damn beautiful. Then I felt his hands on my hips. He sighed, and I told him. “Do you remember that time few months ago, when you wanted to know what I look like, and you put your hands on my face, trying to set up the pieces?” “How could I forget?” Then I smiled a bit and took off my bra. “I wanna see you.” He got closer to me, and I could feel his breath on my neck. “Let’s make your hands be your eyes.” He placed me on the bed, and got of his sweat pants. He got top of me, and started kissing me. I could feel his lips all over my body. He started by giving me a soft kiss on my lips, and ended up on my inner thigh. His hands trailed down my body. His touch was making him moan. I moaned his name, and he got that proud smile on his face. His arms were all over me. “You’re so beautiful” He said breathing heavily. “I love you.” I whispered and he roughly kissed my lips. I couldn’t stand it anymore. I wanted him so bad now. I ripped his boxers, and took off my underwear. He looked so confused. “What if I made you feel bad?” I sat on the bed really close to him. I looked at his confused eyes. How could he ever make me feel bad? I wanted him in me so hard. I needed him. “You can only make me feel good Niall.” I said and attacked his lips again. Our lips moved in sync, like they were made to be together. His tongue explored every inch of my mouth. His hands traveled down my body, making me shiver. Then his hand passed over my thigh, and I instantly got wet. I could see him laugh in pride. He was doing this to me, and I wanted him. “I want you.” He said and I pushed my hips closer to him, and he got into me. He was so damn good. I could feel every thrust he made. He was confused; it was his first time, but still amazing. I helped him by moving my hips closer, so he could go deeper. I screamed in pleasure he was giving me. He thrust harder and harder, and I moaned louder and louder. “I’m so close” I said almost screaming. “Me too.” His thrusts became sloppy and I knew he was really close. I forehead, and we lay like that for a while. Then he lay beside me. “I love you.” he said and I rested my head on his chest. “I’m sorry for everything Niall.” He turned around and faced me. “Shh..” He planted a kiss on my neck, and we fell asleep together. felt something in my stomach going up, and then it was gone. We reached our climaxes together. It was the best feeling ever. Niall rested his head on my

Notes

Naughty naughty.