~Roxy’s P.O.V.~

Harry’s lips were so soft and warm. He was a perfect kisser. The way his bottom lip moved with mine was absolutely perfect. Then he passed his tongue across my lip and I felt a chill going up my spine. That was the same thing Niall did. He kissed me in the same way. I broke the kiss (it lasted very long) and Harry gave me a strange look. “I’m sorry, I have a boyfriend…I love Niall and we can’t do this to him...” Harry looked sad and guilty. He knew what he did was wrong. He knew he should’ve never kissed me. “It’s my fault Roxy. I just couldn’t stop myself. You’re just so beautiful…And I think I…Never mind.” “What Harry? Tell me.” He looked at the ground, and a weak smile appeared on his lips. “I think I have feelings for you, but you love Niall, and we could be like, you know...together” A smile that he had few moments ago disappeared from his face, and he turned around trying to go home. Then I took his hand, making him stop walking. “Wait Harry.” I couldn’t believe I was doing this .I held his hand tight so he couldn’t go away. I felt something for Harry too. But I had feelings for Niall too. I was in love with two guys. How could I be so stupid? Harry looked at me weird and then I drifted into his kiss again. This time the kiss was even more amazing. I felt the same way kissing Harry and Niall. They were both completely different, but I guess I loved them both. Niall was so cute, adorable, caring and beautiful, and Harry was romantic, hot, I never knew what was next with him. I was dating Niall and I loved him, but still I didn’t want to let Harry go.

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A month passed. Now I was dating both of them. Niall still didn’t know anything about it. I enjoyed being in Niall’s arms, and in Harry’s touches. One day I was with Harry, kissing. I was on the bench in one park, and then all of the sudden, I heard Niall’s voice. “Roxy?” He asked and I turned around, getting out ofHarry’s arms. His mom was with him, holding his hand. “Do you see now Niall? She’s been cheating on you this whole time.” His mom said, looking very angry. “It’s okay mom. Who would ever be blind freak’s girlfriend?” “Let’s go Niall.” His mom said, and the left. I ran to catch up with them. I squeezed Niall’s arm, not wanting to let go. “Listen to me Niall!” I shouted. “Just let go Roxy. It’s over!” He was so angry. “Niall, for God’s sake listen to me!” A tear escaped from his eye and he stopped walking. His eyes were so beautiful. Every piece of him was beautiful. “Okay…”I sighed and started. “A month ago, Harry and I got really close, and he kissed me...I realized I have feelings for him, but still I had feelings for you. I didn’t wanted to lose you, but I didn’t wanted to lose Harry either…But now I know I only want you!” Tears slid down my cheeks...I cried and tried to explain everything, but he just cut you off, and said: “I can’t forget this…” And left. Harry ran towards to me, and hugged me firmly. I cried and cried. There was nothing in the world that could make me feel better. Harry faced me to him and pinned me as close as he could. We were so close to each other. I could hear his heartbeat. He planted small kisses down my neck. This was the same thing Niall did few days ago. I already missed him. I missed his voice, his face, his hands, his kisses… This was too much for me. I sat on the cold ground and cupped my face into my hands. Harry sat with me and put his arms around me. Harry loved me, I guess I loved him too, but my feelings for Niall were a lot bigger. Harry was romantic, charming, cute... No one would turn him down. I guess I just had a crush on him. I must end this. NOW! “Roxy, I think we should end this. It’s too much for both of us. I still love you, but you love Niall more. Be happy with him. I’m letting you go.” He stole the words from my mouth. Then he just kissed me passionately once more, grabbed my back with his big, warm hand and left. I got up and shouted “Bye Harry. I love you” He turned around, and smiled a bit. Then I ran towards him and pecked him on the cheek for the last time. He grinned at me, hugged me and left. Maybe forever.