Love Is Blind
Once and For All
WARNING!
THIS PART IS REALLY SAD.
Those eyes were warm and caring. Like I’ve seen them before. But I don’t know where. That was the sad part. That person looked at me so full of love. But I didn’t know who that was. “Who are you?” “I’m your dad, Roxy” He sat on the bed next to me and took out a photo album full of pictures of me and him. “What about mom?” “She died when you were little.” “Oh…” “Look, this is your first day of school. You were so cute with that pink bag and that skirt.” He seemed like he’s gonna cry. But he didn’t wanted to be weak in front of me. “I’m sorry…I don’t remember any of this.” I closed the album and sank on the bed. Tears fall down my cheeks and I wanted to die. What kind of life is this? I only remember yesterday and the day before. My only memories are this hospital and confusion. That sucks. “Don’t cry Roxy. It’s not your fault. That drunken guy that crashed into your car is.” I nodded and he put a blanket over me, soon I fell asleep.
Niall’s P.o.V.
I was desperate. Each day I loved her even more. That was destroying me. That love I felt was too big to forget. How can I possibly forget my first kiss and my first love…I can’t forget Roxy! How could she forget me?!
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I was lying in bed, on the edge of tears, when Harry walked in. “We’ve sold everything that we needed for this month. We have one month off. Wanna go visit Roxy?” “I…don’t know.” “I’ve heard she’s home” I got up from the bed and we went. “So what shall we say to her?” “We can’t just come and say ‘Oh hey. You slept with me and you cheated him with me’ That would be just mad.” “I don’t know man…We’ll figure something out.” Few moments after we were in front of Roxy’s house, too afraid to knock, too afraid to ring. Then I gathered all of my courage and knocked.
Roxy’s P.O.V.
Someone knocked the door. I was afraid to open. Even if the person that knocked knew me, I don’t think I could remember it. I stepped forward and opened. Two guys, one blonde, one brunette and curly. “Hi” I said trying to remember them Nothing. “Don’t try to remember us. We know you can’t” ”Oh…” ”Hi, I’m Niall, and this is Harry.” “Yes. Niall was your boyfriend. I mean he kinda still is.” “Oh…come in I guess.” I led them to the couch. I thought about them for a while. They seemed familiar, but I couldn’t remember them. Fuck! This is so hard. “So, we’re here to tell you everything.” said the blonde one, Niall. “Go on.” I said and listened to him carefully. “So I was with you, and you were blind and then I cheated on you with him?” “Yes.” “I cheated on my own boyfriend?” “Yes…” “This is awkward” said the curly one, Harry. Then he spoke again. “Listen Roxy, you loved Niall, but you loved me too. I could feel that in your kiss.” My eyes became watery and I started crying. The blonde one, Niall, hugged me. “Don’t cry. I forgive you that.” “But I cheated on you! I was such a bitch. I don’t deserve you.” “I love you Roxy.” He said and I pulled away from his hug. “You love me?” “Yes I do Roxy” “And I love you” they both loved me and I didn’t love either of them. “I’m sorry…I don’t think I love you Niall, or you Harry.” Niall looked destroyed and Harry mad. “I’m sorry. I don’t remember anything! How the fuck could I remember who I loved?! This is too much!” I screamed and rushed in my room. I shut the door and locked them. “Roxy open up!” “We’re not mad. We understand.” “Go away. I gotta be alone. I don’t even know who you are!” Then they left and I felt like someone stabbed me straight in the heart.
Niall’s P.O.V.
Why do I love her even more now!? Why is this so hard? “Man…I don’t know, but I love her even more now.” Harry said like he read my mind. “I feel the same.” “If she picks me you won’t be mad right?” “I guess not. Of course it will hurt a lot, but I guess we could still be friends...” or not. “Thank Niall.” “But that’s the same if she picks me” “Sure man.” We went separate ways. I crashed in my bed and cried like some douche. This was too much for me.
“Hello?” I answered my phone. “Is that Niall?” Omg its Roxy. “Yes it’s me. Is that you Roxy?” “Yeah…I wanted to say I’m sorry.” “It’s okay.” “I’m really sorry Niall. But this is so hard for me too. I don’t remember you, Harry, or anything else.” “I understand.” “I mean you are my boyfriend..” “Yeah, and I still love you.” “I guess I loved you too, I just don’t remember.” “Do you wanna come over? We can watch Titanic. Just like when we had our first date.” “Really? We watched Titanic on our first date? Wait what’s Titanic?” “Just come over love. I’ll show you.”
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Few minutes later she came over to my place. I turned on the TV and put ‘the titanic’ in recorder. ”I seriously don’t know what’s happening in Titanic” she said kind of sad. “That’s why we shall watch it now.” “Okay”
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At first I sat on the one side of the couch, and she sat on the other. But after the sad part she got sad, and I casually hugged her. And she didn’t mind. It didn’t take us long to fall a sleep together. Her head raised on my chest, as I breathed in and out. She looked so peaceful. Then I realized I gotta quit that drug job. I mean I earned a lot of money, but I risked my life and freedom. I gotta end that. But how? I’ve sold everything that I needed for this month, so I have almost 3 weeks free. I gotta spend those weeks with Roxy as best as I could. If she wants that.
Harry’s P.O.V.
Roxy was with Niall yesterday. It feels so bad when she’s not with me. I want her with me all the time. I wanna be with her every second of my life. That month I had with her was the best month of my life, and the fact she doesn’t remember me is fucking horrible. Today is my day. Today she’s all mine. Even if she can’t remember me, I’ll make sure she falls in love with me all over again. That’s for sure.
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5 o’ clock finally! I picked her up and we went out. WE walked and talked about random stuff. I made her laugh just like before. “So you like Beatles?” She said laughing like crazy. “Who are the Beatles anyway” “Well that was your favourite band too, you just don’t remember.” “Really?” we stopped walking and I looked her straight in the eyes. “Really.” I said and stepped forward, now being so close to her that I could hear her fast heartbeats. I cupped her cheek with my one hand and she smiled. This is the first time I see her laugh after a while. She was so beautiful. The way her brown hair fall over her shoulders, and her eyes glowed... ”Beautiful” I said and crashed my lips into hers. That kiss really meant something to me, and I could tell it meant something to her too. “I love you Harry.”
Niall’s P.O.V.
“You’re beautiful Roxy.” Today she looked stunning. She looked so good with her hair up. She looked good in anything. “No, I’m not” “yes you are Roxy. I love you.” I pulled her closer, placing my hand on her lower back. She wrapped her arms around me and I kissed her lips softly. Like never before. Her tongue explored my mouth. So good. I kissed her neck, slowly placing my lips on her skin “I love you Niall”
Roxy’s P.O.V.
I loved them both. I loved Harry, but I loved Niall too. I loved Harry’s kissed, and I enjoyed in Niall’s. Harry was curly, British, saucing. And Niall was blonde, nice, cute and charming. They were both perfect but I had to choose. I couldn’t be with both. I can’t hurt them like this. I have to pick one. But I can’t pick between Harry and Niall. OH GOD.
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“Harry can we meet tonight?” “Sure”
“Niall can we meet tonight?” “Okay”
I called them both. I had to clear things up forever.
Niall’s P.O.V.
I made a decision. I’m quitting with drug business. I just have to find a way to tell that to my boss. I figured something out in my head, and then I went to his house. I knocked twice and waited a bit. Then his made let me in and I walked nervously to his office. “Niall, I was waiting for you.” “Really?” “Yes. I have a job for you.” “About that I-” “shhussh. SO as I was saying, you’re my best under age seller and I need you to sell some stuff to this gang.” “What?” “The thing you just heard. You’re selling tonight.” “Do I have a choice?” “Selling or dying.” I picked up the stuff I had to sell and left. I knew I had to meet Harry and Roxy, but I’ll probably get to do this on time. I walked swiftly to the big house where the gang gathered. ”So this all is around 2000 right?” the gang’s cashier asked me “actually no. Boss raised the prices. It’s 2500 now.” “Well I don’t think so.” “If you don’t want the stuff, I’ll just go” I shouldn’t have said that. “Well I think that we’re getting the stuff, and we’re getting it for free.” “Hahah, you’re funny.” I laughed, gathered my stuff and left. I practically ran to meet Harry and Roxy on time. Then I heard someone running after me. I turned around and saw that gang cashier with some other guys. They were armed and I knew I should’ve never quit the business with them. I ran faster, but they were after me soon. “We’re getting the stuff for free.” “No” what’s happening to me... “Wrong answer”
Roxy’s P.O.V.
We saw Niall running towards us, and some guys followed him-and they had guns. Niall was fighting with them, and then that guy put a revolver on his forehead. I screamed, but Harry placed his hand on my mouth, so they wouldn’t notice us. Then that guy wanted to shoot Niall and I screamed “NOOO!!” “OH No ROXY” Niall said and those guys came closer to us, holding Niall’s shirt. They put their guns on Harry’s and Niall’s heads and I cried instantly .After I heard the gunshot I closed my eyes and tears rushed down my cheeks.
THIS PART IS REALLY SAD.
Those eyes were warm and caring. Like I’ve seen them before. But I don’t know where. That was the sad part. That person looked at me so full of love. But I didn’t know who that was. “Who are you?” “I’m your dad, Roxy” He sat on the bed next to me and took out a photo album full of pictures of me and him. “What about mom?” “She died when you were little.” “Oh…” “Look, this is your first day of school. You were so cute with that pink bag and that skirt.” He seemed like he’s gonna cry. But he didn’t wanted to be weak in front of me. “I’m sorry…I don’t remember any of this.” I closed the album and sank on the bed. Tears fall down my cheeks and I wanted to die. What kind of life is this? I only remember yesterday and the day before. My only memories are this hospital and confusion. That sucks. “Don’t cry Roxy. It’s not your fault. That drunken guy that crashed into your car is.” I nodded and he put a blanket over me, soon I fell asleep.
Niall’s P.o.V.
I was desperate. Each day I loved her even more. That was destroying me. That love I felt was too big to forget. How can I possibly forget my first kiss and my first love…I can’t forget Roxy! How could she forget me?!
.
I was lying in bed, on the edge of tears, when Harry walked in. “We’ve sold everything that we needed for this month. We have one month off. Wanna go visit Roxy?” “I…don’t know.” “I’ve heard she’s home” I got up from the bed and we went. “So what shall we say to her?” “We can’t just come and say ‘Oh hey. You slept with me and you cheated him with me’ That would be just mad.” “I don’t know man…We’ll figure something out.” Few moments after we were in front of Roxy’s house, too afraid to knock, too afraid to ring. Then I gathered all of my courage and knocked.
Roxy’s P.O.V.
Someone knocked the door. I was afraid to open. Even if the person that knocked knew me, I don’t think I could remember it. I stepped forward and opened. Two guys, one blonde, one brunette and curly. “Hi” I said trying to remember them Nothing. “Don’t try to remember us. We know you can’t” ”Oh…” ”Hi, I’m Niall, and this is Harry.” “Yes. Niall was your boyfriend. I mean he kinda still is.” “Oh…come in I guess.” I led them to the couch. I thought about them for a while. They seemed familiar, but I couldn’t remember them. Fuck! This is so hard. “So, we’re here to tell you everything.” said the blonde one, Niall. “Go on.” I said and listened to him carefully. “So I was with you, and you were blind and then I cheated on you with him?” “Yes.” “I cheated on my own boyfriend?” “Yes…” “This is awkward” said the curly one, Harry. Then he spoke again. “Listen Roxy, you loved Niall, but you loved me too. I could feel that in your kiss.” My eyes became watery and I started crying. The blonde one, Niall, hugged me. “Don’t cry. I forgive you that.” “But I cheated on you! I was such a bitch. I don’t deserve you.” “I love you Roxy.” He said and I pulled away from his hug. “You love me?” “Yes I do Roxy” “And I love you” they both loved me and I didn’t love either of them. “I’m sorry…I don’t think I love you Niall, or you Harry.” Niall looked destroyed and Harry mad. “I’m sorry. I don’t remember anything! How the fuck could I remember who I loved?! This is too much!” I screamed and rushed in my room. I shut the door and locked them. “Roxy open up!” “We’re not mad. We understand.” “Go away. I gotta be alone. I don’t even know who you are!” Then they left and I felt like someone stabbed me straight in the heart.
Niall’s P.O.V.
Why do I love her even more now!? Why is this so hard? “Man…I don’t know, but I love her even more now.” Harry said like he read my mind. “I feel the same.” “If she picks me you won’t be mad right?” “I guess not. Of course it will hurt a lot, but I guess we could still be friends...” or not. “Thank Niall.” “But that’s the same if she picks me” “Sure man.” We went separate ways. I crashed in my bed and cried like some douche. This was too much for me.
“Hello?” I answered my phone. “Is that Niall?” Omg its Roxy. “Yes it’s me. Is that you Roxy?” “Yeah…I wanted to say I’m sorry.” “It’s okay.” “I’m really sorry Niall. But this is so hard for me too. I don’t remember you, Harry, or anything else.” “I understand.” “I mean you are my boyfriend..” “Yeah, and I still love you.” “I guess I loved you too, I just don’t remember.” “Do you wanna come over? We can watch Titanic. Just like when we had our first date.” “Really? We watched Titanic on our first date? Wait what’s Titanic?” “Just come over love. I’ll show you.”
.
Few minutes later she came over to my place. I turned on the TV and put ‘the titanic’ in recorder. ”I seriously don’t know what’s happening in Titanic” she said kind of sad. “That’s why we shall watch it now.” “Okay”
.
At first I sat on the one side of the couch, and she sat on the other. But after the sad part she got sad, and I casually hugged her. And she didn’t mind. It didn’t take us long to fall a sleep together. Her head raised on my chest, as I breathed in and out. She looked so peaceful. Then I realized I gotta quit that drug job. I mean I earned a lot of money, but I risked my life and freedom. I gotta end that. But how? I’ve sold everything that I needed for this month, so I have almost 3 weeks free. I gotta spend those weeks with Roxy as best as I could. If she wants that.
Harry’s P.O.V.
Roxy was with Niall yesterday. It feels so bad when she’s not with me. I want her with me all the time. I wanna be with her every second of my life. That month I had with her was the best month of my life, and the fact she doesn’t remember me is fucking horrible. Today is my day. Today she’s all mine. Even if she can’t remember me, I’ll make sure she falls in love with me all over again. That’s for sure.
.
5 o’ clock finally! I picked her up and we went out. WE walked and talked about random stuff. I made her laugh just like before. “So you like Beatles?” She said laughing like crazy. “Who are the Beatles anyway” “Well that was your favourite band too, you just don’t remember.” “Really?” we stopped walking and I looked her straight in the eyes. “Really.” I said and stepped forward, now being so close to her that I could hear her fast heartbeats. I cupped her cheek with my one hand and she smiled. This is the first time I see her laugh after a while. She was so beautiful. The way her brown hair fall over her shoulders, and her eyes glowed... ”Beautiful” I said and crashed my lips into hers. That kiss really meant something to me, and I could tell it meant something to her too. “I love you Harry.”
Niall’s P.O.V.
“You’re beautiful Roxy.” Today she looked stunning. She looked so good with her hair up. She looked good in anything. “No, I’m not” “yes you are Roxy. I love you.” I pulled her closer, placing my hand on her lower back. She wrapped her arms around me and I kissed her lips softly. Like never before. Her tongue explored my mouth. So good. I kissed her neck, slowly placing my lips on her skin “I love you Niall”
Roxy’s P.O.V.
I loved them both. I loved Harry, but I loved Niall too. I loved Harry’s kissed, and I enjoyed in Niall’s. Harry was curly, British, saucing. And Niall was blonde, nice, cute and charming. They were both perfect but I had to choose. I couldn’t be with both. I can’t hurt them like this. I have to pick one. But I can’t pick between Harry and Niall. OH GOD.
.
“Harry can we meet tonight?” “Sure”
“Niall can we meet tonight?” “Okay”
I called them both. I had to clear things up forever.
Niall’s P.O.V.
I made a decision. I’m quitting with drug business. I just have to find a way to tell that to my boss. I figured something out in my head, and then I went to his house. I knocked twice and waited a bit. Then his made let me in and I walked nervously to his office. “Niall, I was waiting for you.” “Really?” “Yes. I have a job for you.” “About that I-” “shhussh. SO as I was saying, you’re my best under age seller and I need you to sell some stuff to this gang.” “What?” “The thing you just heard. You’re selling tonight.” “Do I have a choice?” “Selling or dying.” I picked up the stuff I had to sell and left. I knew I had to meet Harry and Roxy, but I’ll probably get to do this on time. I walked swiftly to the big house where the gang gathered. ”So this all is around 2000 right?” the gang’s cashier asked me “actually no. Boss raised the prices. It’s 2500 now.” “Well I don’t think so.” “If you don’t want the stuff, I’ll just go” I shouldn’t have said that. “Well I think that we’re getting the stuff, and we’re getting it for free.” “Hahah, you’re funny.” I laughed, gathered my stuff and left. I practically ran to meet Harry and Roxy on time. Then I heard someone running after me. I turned around and saw that gang cashier with some other guys. They were armed and I knew I should’ve never quit the business with them. I ran faster, but they were after me soon. “We’re getting the stuff for free.” “No” what’s happening to me... “Wrong answer”
Roxy’s P.O.V.
We saw Niall running towards us, and some guys followed him-and they had guns. Niall was fighting with them, and then that guy put a revolver on his forehead. I screamed, but Harry placed his hand on my mouth, so they wouldn’t notice us. Then that guy wanted to shoot Niall and I screamed “NOOO!!” “OH No ROXY” Niall said and those guys came closer to us, holding Niall’s shirt. They put their guns on Harry’s and Niall’s heads and I cried instantly .After I heard the gunshot I closed my eyes and tears rushed down my cheeks.
Hi! I'm back, back again with my 3rd account and some new stories. Also, the next person who steals this story will get more than just reported and kicked off wattpad. Because that just wasn't cool. Anyways, keep enjoying this and read my new stuff.
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7/29/16