My eyes went open as I saw my best 4 mates waiting for me in the kitchen. “Niall. My man!” They all cheered and I was so surprised . I’ve never actually saw how they look like before and they were exactly how I imagined them. Zayn had dark brown/black hair with one blonde streak, brown eyes and dark skin. Louis was nice light brown hair, blue eyes and tats. Liam had really short brown hair, brown eyes and a big smile all over his face. And then there was Harry. I don’t know did I ever forgive him what he did to me with Roxy, but he was still my best mate. He was curly and green eyed charming guy…Now I see why Roxy liked him. Then I realized I haven’t actually looked myself in the mirror yet. I was so miserable that I haven’t even thought about that. “Guys!” I greeted them and they all gave me high fives.
Z: so how’s Roxy?
Lo: Yeah, we heard what happened…
N: She’s…the same…she doesn’t remember me..
Li: I’m so sorry mate. I really am.
H: yeah bro, and I’m sorry about everything.
Ni: It’s okay..

It wasn’t okay. Every time I thought about Roxy, I became even more miserable. Now when I can finally see, she doesn’t remember me. I spent a day with my mates and then they left. My steps were heavy when I walked upstairs. I found my way up to my room, and saw a mirror standing few steps away. I took a deep breath and realized I’m gonna found out how I look. I haven’t seen myself for 10 years, and I have no idea how I look. I made few steps and closed my eyes. Then I sighed and opened them.

Roxy’s P.O.V.

Few days passed and I was really confused. I couldn’t remember a thing. Dad took out some old family albums from the attic and I was looking at the pictures all day crying. They are my family and I can’t even remember them. They raised me and I don’t even know who they are. That hurt the most. Then my dad brought me some pink album. I opened it, and saw a bunch of photos of me and that guy…Niall. I mean my boyfriend. I still couldn’t see him as a boyfriend, but I thought I could feel better if I look through these photos. On each photo he looked confused. Like he didn’t even know I was taking a picture. “Dad, why is Niall always confused in photos?” I asked. “Honey...he was blind.” I think I stopped breathing for a moment. “He was blind?” I asked and I felt a tear on the corner of my eye. “Yes, he was blind, but he had a surgery.” what? “And now he can see?” oh my lord. “Yes honey, and he’s really sad, and he wants to see you. Maybe you should go visit him.” I looked at my dad, and realized that Niall maybe still loves me. Maybe I loved him. “Okay...I guess I can visit him, but where he lives?” “Two houses away. I’ll lead you.”

***

I was standing in front of his house. The big white door was waiting for me to knock on them, I took a big breath and knocked. Few moments later I saw a tall blonde guy opening them. Smile appeared on his face, and he hugged me. “Roxy..” He said almost on the edge of tears. “Uhmm, Hi” “Come in” He leaded me into his living room. I felt so weird. Like I see him for the first time in my life. Actually this is the first time i saw him. Although we are together more than a year, but I just don’t remember him. He looked at me like he sees me for the first time too. Actually this is the first time he saw me too, you know he was blind and stuff. “You still don’t remember me though?” His smile disappeared and now he looked like he’s gonna cry. “I’m sorry...I just don’t” goddamn “It’s okay, I understand.” He said and got a little closer to me. Then he wrapped his arms around me and I felt his warmness. I liked that feel. I felt safe, protected. Like nothing can happen to me if his arms were around me. Then I got a flashback.

*”NO Roxy. Don’t go” He took my hand, not willing to let go. I looked at him, although he couldn’t look at me. Then his lips met mine, and I sank into his kiss.*

“Are you okay?” My head hurt a lot and the only thing I could is to scream. “Roxy?!” He pulled away from the hug, and looked at me straight in the eyes. “Seriously. Are you okay?!” my head still hurt “Yes…yes...I’ve just… Remembered something.”