Remember How Our Life Started? I do. A Baby?

Harry's POV

i wasnt the only one who saw the familiarity between Loddie. i really need to talk to Cammie, in private.

well loddie went to show the boys the sheep and horses. that little girl is so grown up for her age.

"Cammie can we talk?"

"yea sure whats up?" we walked towards the little outside lounge they had.

"listen i know this sounds crazy but is there aslight chance i could be loddies Dad?" i said in a questioning look. i kept the eye contact, i swear i saw guilt and anger and something else in her eyes.

"How Dare You aak me that?"

"cammie just please answer me, she does look like me. she reminded me of Gemma. we have the same hair. the same eyes... please?"

"No harry shes not Yours!"

ouch yea that hurts. for some guys hearing that a baby is not theirs is a relief but i really wanted to hear that loddie is my daughter. she seems so perfect. so similar. so mine. weird i know but it feels that way, even if i only met her today.

"Are you sure about that Cam?"

"You know what harry! Yes Loddie is yours! is that the truth you wanted to hear. it doesnt make a difference anyways shes mine and she doesnt need a dad figure i think im doing a good job!"



Cammie's POV

wow did i just tell him loddie is his. Oh No! Cammie what did you do. i am still so angry though because why is he poking at the subject. and why did that pap have to bring it up.

his face was blank what was he thinking?

"she is." he said but it didnt sound as a question.

i sat down on the floor because i honestly felt like i was going to fall.

"Cam why didn't you tell me?" he askeed me. i felt his voice there with a little bit of hurt.

"I.. well i didnt because... what was i supposed to do Harry? tell you oh hey dude remember after prom well yea guess what im pregnant. yea i dont think so. Do you know what everyone would have talked about the rest of the year? as soon as we graduated thats why i left. I was beggining to show. and you probably hated me because i wasnt with the 'in crowd'. and because your friends didnt like me. do you remember all the people making fun of me. what did you do. you did nothing. and yet you still ask why i didnt tell you." i said. gosh that felt good to finally tell him what he needed to hear. i have bottled all of that for five years now.

his face was just so pained. and confused.

"Can i tell anyone?" he asks.

"No!"

"Why not Cammie shes mine too?" he says. gosh this is not what i wanted.

"No shes not! shes Mine. im her mom and her dad. she doesnt need anyone else." i say.

"But im her father!" he sayd clenching his fists.

"You were only a sperm donor!"

"Cammie! please i have already missed out on five years of her childhood please dont do this to me."

"Sorry Harry if you were just another normal person i maybe would have let you tell people. but we all know you are not normal anymore."

"I am normal" he says.

"Says the according to a girl who's in town from Cheshire that your in a worldwide famous boyband and that you're the favorite from the band. which means the whole world will know. Loddie doesnt need that!" i dont want my baby girl in any famous scandal mess.

Loddie is only 5 she barely started kindergaden and getting swarmed by paparrazi is not good for anyone let alone a 5 yr old.

"It can only stay with your family and my mom and sister and well of course loddie." he says with a look in his face pleading for a yes.

"I dont know Harry i would have to talk it over with my parents, they are loddies second parents when im busy with Uni stuff like homework" i tell him.

"Oh.. uhm fine but please let her come to the Concert." he says scratching his head.

Fudge what am i going to do i dont him to feel like he has any power with Alondra.

"No harry i think she'll pass she has school tommorrow." i tell him.

"Stop lying Cammie we all know break is coming tommorrow. i heard her teacher tell them today."

fuck epic fail what do i do now.

"Is there going to be paps there?" i ask him. hoping that he says no.

"Yea unfortunately, thats part of our career." he says with a sad expression.

"I dont want Alondra around them." i told him.

"We can have you two be in the Ultimate VIP section which is the front row. unless you want to be in the box which is up by the monitors way back." he says with a blank expression. wait i know this expression. hes thinking.

"If nobody bugs us then i guess we can go to the Ultimate section." i tell him.

"Ok good. Uhm Cammie can i ask you a question?" he says with a sparkle in his eye.

"uhm yea sure it wont hurt."

"Have you heard any of our songs?"

oh shit i havnt googled them.

"I uhm no i havent, to be honest i didnt even know this band existed."

"Oh ok." he says.

The guys were comming back with loddie and her favorite little critter. a little piglet she named Bacon.

dont ask why the name bacon lets just say she watches a lot of tv comercials.

"Mommie mommie guess what?" Alondra asks.

"Whats up Loddie?" i tell her.

"They said i can call them uncles, and they said i have the same mark on my tummy that Harry has." i just looked at harry and at loddie and at the boys and well lets just say i felt so weird.

"Oh swetie we all have some similar marks. Me and your.. Harry both have one on our arms and were not related." i tell her.

i almost said your dad oh my gosh what is it with me and my mouth today. lets hope nobody caught that.