I wake with a jolt as a loud bang comes from the hall outside the bedroom. “Fuck!” I hear someone mumble and I blink a couple of times, feeling a little out of it. I look over behind me at the door, from my position laying on the side in bed. It's dark in the room, only the small light in the hall lightening up the room some. Louis stops in the doorway, looking shocked. “Oh! I didn't know you were going to stay.” He say, confusion clear in his voice as he comes over and climb onto the bed. I feel like I might have been in the deepest of sleep, because my body has a hard time wakening. I rub my hand over my eyes as I feel Louis coming closer.

“Yeah. What time is it?” I turn to lay on my back and look up at him, he looks adorable in messy hair and his t-shirt a little stained from alcohol.

“It's almost five-thirty.” He say and lay down beside me, leaning on his elbow and putting his arm around my core. The cover is wrapped around my legs.

“Wow, you guys do party hard.” I say and smile up at him.

“I would have come home earlier if I would have known you'd be here.” He say and pout cutely. “We stopped drinking a while ago and just ended up sitting and talking, drinking coffee to sober up.” He say and chuckle.

“Wow.” I say shocked with my eyebrows raised. That sounds very grownup of them, not what I would have thought.

“Yeah, guess we're getting old.” He chuckles as he bury his head in my hair. He inhales deep and I feel a shiver go through me as the air he lets out hits my neck. “Thank you for the gift.” He mumbles, kissing my neck and I smile.

“You're very welcome. Best present ever?” I ask, feeling a little better with the gift. I should have given it when we were alone though, that would have been better. That way he could show appreciation directly. Though then he wouldn't have been able to tell the guys about it I guess. Whatever, it's done.

“Hmm... second best.” He say hesitant and I frown. He didn't talk about any of the other gifts he got as much as mine during the night. Now I really wonder what the best could be. Did he get anything I didn't see?

“Really? What was the best one then?” I ask, feeling a little sad, I wanted to give him the best one.

“Well, I haven't actually opened it yet. But I think it might be this one.” He whispers in my ear and his finger trailing the lacing of my corset. The grin on my face widens and take over. I had totally forgotten that I had on a black corset with white lacing and sheer panties. His lips grace my jaw, leaving goosebumps. “Can I open it?” He whispers against my skin and I feel the fire burn in me. Now I'm totally awake.

“If you wish, it's your gift to do whatever you want with.” I say seductively and bite my lip. He groan against my neck before pushing himself so he's lying on top of me.

“Best gift ever!” He smirk before pressing those amazing lips against mine. I run my hands up to stroke them through his hair as his tongue meet mine. I groan and pull back. He looks down at me with a frown.

“You really need to brush your teeth, alcohol and coffee, neither that good.” I say and wrinkle my nose. Louis burst out laughing before pecking my lips and climbing off me. I smile as I watch him walk into the bathroom. I love that we've come so far in this relationship that I can say that. I feel like when a relationship is new, you tiptoe around each other and don't really feel like you can say everything you think.

When he comes back he's only in his boxers and I smile delighted. Was it my birthday? My eyes roam his body as he crawl into the bed again, this time coming under the cover that is covering half my body. He lay beside me, pulling me close as his lips finds my neck. One of his legs comes between mine as his hand caress my stomach. I squeeze his bicep in delight as it flexes. His lips move up, nibbling on my earlobe and a small moan escapes my lips. He smiles as he kisses down my jaw, his hand now moving to the side of my face, forcing it towards him so our lips can meet again.

“Better?” He whispers against my lips in between kisses.

“mhm.” I mumble and pull him closer to taste the minty of his mouth. He has the most amazing lips, they are so soft and desirable. I can't get enough of them and he really know how to use them.

Louis's hand start to travel down my throat, in between my breast and to my stomach. My whole chest rises with lust as he does. I caress the muscles of his shoulder blades, enjoying the way they move as he hover on the side of me. His hand move over the corset on my stomach.

“How the hell do you get this thing off?” He mutters and look down, making me laugh. I turn on my side and he lets out a sigh as he unhook the clips there. When I turn back around he helps me to pull it off. His lips instantly finds my breast, giving them the lovely treatment that only they know how to do. I sigh as I braid my hand in his hair, it's really gotten long since I met him the first time. I close my eyes as Louis's hand move from my breast, down my stomach and stroke over the thin material of my panties. I let out a sigh of relief. His lips starts to trail down my stomach, leaving wet spots.

“Best gift ever.” He mumbles as he pulls down my panties and I let out a breathless laughter. I stop with a deep intake of breath as his tongue find my clitoris, going full on instantly. I feel my legs twitch as the intense treatment continues. I let out a loud moan when two fingers is pushed inside me. Fuck, he really is good at this.

“Really the best gift.” He say against my core.

“Shut up!” I shout and squirm with pleasure as his fingers move in and out in a fast movement. I can feel the vibrations of Louis's laughter down there. He's insane that one. I let out a series of moans as he sucks on my clitoris, my body arching in pleasure. I can feel my body starting to built up and so does Louis, so his movements slows down witch only irritates me. He moves his tongue slowly in a teasing manner and I wanna hit him. I move my head up so I can look down on him, giving him a mean stare.

“Get up here and fuck me, idiot!” I say harshly, earning a laugh from Louis. He moves up, hovering over my body.

“Such a dirty mouth.” He chuckle, kissing my lips, biting on my bottom lip. He holds me close as we kiss deep, but it's not enough. I push his shoulder, making him fall down onto the bed beside me. He smiles up at me when I straddle him. “You're in a hurry.” He tease me. I lean down so my breast lays on his chest.

“It's six in the morning and I'm horny as fuck.” I say and see the joy in his eyes from my words. His grin is taking over his face. His hands roam my body, stroking from my thighs to my chest, heating the skin. I start to nibble on Louis's neck, making sure to leave some marks. His skin taste so good, it's insane. I make sure to move my hips against him, clearly feeling his hardening underneath me. I move down, pulling his boxers off and smile devilishly when his erection is visibly. I look up to see the smirk on Louis's face and I move my hands towards him, loving the flutter of his eyes as I stroke him. He keeps his eyes closed as he enjoys my hand moving up and down. I lean closer to take him in my mouth and do as he did, go all in at once, sucking hard. It earns a loud groan from him. His hand finds my hair and I can sense that he doesn't know what to do, since he's fiddling with both his hands, squirming under me. I love this, having him under my power like this, it's empowering.

“D-didn't you want to be fu-cked?” He stutters after a couple of minutes. My eyes meet his as I take a deep suck and he groan low. I know that if I keep this up he will be done and I won't get to feel him inside of me. I pull him out of me, making sure that a plop sound is heard. I lick my lips before moving over him, stopping just above his face.

“Why? You wanna be inside of me?” I say seductively. Louis's eye widen a little and he pulls me down to crash our lips together.

“You are so fucking hot right now.” He mumbles against my lips and I smile in content. I knew talking dirty would get him wound up. I pull away to reach over to the nightstand and get a condom. Louis takes this chance to kiss my breast, nibbling on the nipple. I rip the condom wrapper with my teeth and take the rubber out to pull it over him. I feel a flutter in my stomach as I look down at him. His eyes is sparkling with excitement and pure lust. I give him a small smirk before holding him at my entrance and then slowly bringing myself down onto him. A deep growl is heard in his throat, his hands resting against my hips. I lean my head back when I hit bottom and instantly start to move back up. I feel every inch of him as I move up and down in a slow motion. When he start to meet my movements with thrust I let out a moan. I lean forward to rest my head in the crook of his neck as we move together. My fingers digging into his shoulders as he pushes himself up into me. His hands is holding a firm grip on my hips, making sure that our collision is hard. I let out a grunt at every thrust and start to feel my walls tighten up.

I push myself up a little, slowing our movements, I don't want to come yet. I lean in to connect our lips in a hot kiss. Louis's right hand coming up to caress my one breast. Suddenly he turn us around so he is lying on top of me, my legs wrapping around him. I pull at the hair in his neck as he bites my lip. I love the feeling of him this close to me. He moves slowly, pushing deep into me.

Louis leans back a little to take my ankle in his hand and putting my leg over his shoulder, doing the same to the other leg. He lean on his arms against the mattress as he pushes into me and I let out a loud moan. He comes in so deep and hitting the wall, leaving so much pleasure. I dig my fingers into the sheet as Louis start to move faster, earning small cries of pleasure from me. His movements becomes harder and I can't be quiet as I feel myself moving closer to an orgasm. He groan and pant over me as his movements start to become more and more tense.

I let go and feel my core tighten and my body shake as the orgasm hits me. I feel Louis make his last movements as my orgasm fades. He pushes my legs off his shoulders before lying down on me, resting his head against my breasts. We breath heavy both of us and after a little while do I move my hands from the sheet to put them on his head, braiding them with his hair.

“Happy birthday!” I whisper, smiling when I feel his chuckling over me.

“Thank you! Thank you!” He say over and over against as he kisses my chest and up my neck. He stops to look down at me and my eyes move to his neck, seeing the red marks there. I run my fingers over them and bite my lip, feeling a little bad.

“Sorry about those.” I say and look into his eyes again, afraid that me might get mad. It's easier for me to hide a hickey with scarfs and makeup, but not so easy for him. Though he only smirk down at me.

“Don't be. Be glad though that I'm not seeing the guys for a couple of days.” He say and peck my lips. Right, he's leaving. I pout a little as he climbs off me to walk into the bathroom to discard of the condom. I feel my eyes drooping as I wait for him, my body remembering that it's not even light out and I haven't even slept for four hours.

When Louis comes back I cuddle close to him as he pulls the cover over us. His arm rest on my back, his lips kissing the top of my head.

“Sweet dreams beautiful.” He mumbles.

“You too.” I whisper, not sure that I actually sounded the words. My body feels heavy as I follow his breathing.

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I sigh in content as I wake up in the warm arms of my boyfriend – yes I'm still amazed by the word. I've got my back towards him and his right arm is under my head and the other is making light circles against the skin of my arm. He nuzzles his head into my hair, before leaving small kisses on my shoulder.

“Morning.” He say in his wonderful morning voice, I feel a shiver go through me.

“Hi there.” I smile as I stretch my arms in front of me. Both of Louis's hands take a hold of mine and braid our fingers. His hands has always fascinated me, they are so soft, though rough somehow. Louis's hands plays with mine, moving our fingers against each other, braiding and unbraiding them.

“Hungover?” He ask, leaving a peck on my shoulder blade.

“No, I wasn't the one wasted.” I snicker.

“Was I bad?” He wonder and I know that he is smiling, even though I can't see his face.

“Well, you did basically propose to me...so...” I say and bite my lip to hold the smile in, I've already gotten over that. I feel his body tense behind me. I knew he would react like that. When he doesn't respond I continue. “Though I think Lea takes the price trying to out us.” I say and chuckle.

“What?” He ask shocked and I turn my head to look at him, was he really that drunk that he doesn't remember that. His eyes is wide and I turn to lay on my back.

“You really was drunk.” I snicker. “I don't think anyone listened to her, they all seemed pretty wasted too.” I say and smile up at him. He is now leaning his head against his arm.

“Shit.” He mumbles and frowns, looking like he's trying to remember it. “You sure no one heard?” He ask, his hand stroking the skin on my stomach.

“There were a lot of people who heard it, she basically told us to kiss and make up like we always do. Harry was one of them. But no one really reacted and I tried to make it seem like she was drunk out of her mind and I got her home.” I say and shrug my shoulders. “I think we should have heard from someone if they did wonder about it.” I say and look up into his big open eyes. He nods his head and bite his lip.

“So...I proposed?” He ask hesitantly, raising his eyebrows.

“Yeah, well apparently giving a signed shirt means proposal.” I say and laugh. He looks a little relieved at my laughing. “Though I think it was Niall's suggestion at first.” I smirk up at him and he lightly shake his head.

“So we're good?” He ask and that question makes me frown a little. It comes a little too often and remind me of his unsureness. I hate that he can't feel confident in this. I turn on my side and onto my elbow so that I'm in his level. I lean forward to lightly peck his lips.

“We're always good.” I whisper before giving a harder kiss. His arm move from my waist to my back and hold me closer as he deepens the kiss. When we pull away, I sneak a peek at the watch on his nightstand and see that it's noon already. I let out a breath, actually feeling a little sad. “I can't believe you're leaving.” I say as I bury my face in his neck and inhale his wonderful smell. We've spent so much time together lately that it will be weird that he'll be away for several days.

“I don't want to leave.” He say, hugging me tight. “I was thinking of coming back early.” He say against my hair and I pull back to look at him. His hand is making small pattern against my back.

“No, don't do that.” I say and frown, his hand stopping. “You haven't been home in forever and your family wants to see you.” I say and pull my hand through his hair. “Besides my dad will be here.”

“Right, he'll be here by then. Does that mean that I won't see you until he leaves?” He wonders, looking sad, his bottom lip pouting a little. I frown, I haven't thought about it.

“No. We'll figure something out. We'll at least see each other on the 28th.” I can't be away from him that long, it will not be possible. Louis wrinkle his nose.

“But that will be with everyone else. I can't touch you then.” He pouts. I kiss his outstretched lip.

“We'll find time. I'll sneak away from my dad.” I smile at him.

“Good.” He say before giving me a small kiss and then pushing me back so I'm lying on my back again. He leans down to rest his head against my breasts, burying his head there.

“What are you doing?” I ask, snickering.

“I'm not going to see these guys in forever, I need to fill my quota.” He say and nuzzle his nose in the middle of my breast before leaving a kiss. I let out a laugh before wrapping a hand in his hair.

“You are so strange.” I mumble, still snickering. Louis then dig his fingers in the sides of my body, making me squirm and burst out laughing.

“Ahh! Oh my god, stooop!” I scream and laugh at the same time, Louis chuckling while his fingers poke me. He stops eventually, but not until I'm panting hard. He leaves a kiss on my collarbone.

“Want some breakfast? Or lunch is probably more correct.” He ask, leaving small kisses on my neck, making my blood boil. I lick my lips, wanting something totally different from him, though I feel an empty feeling in my stomach. I can't believe I can be this horny for him all the time.

“Sure. Pancakes?” I ask with a smile.

“Of course.” He chuckles against my skin before leaving a kiss and rise up from the bed. I watch as he puts a new pair of boxers on and wink at me before walking out of the room. I smile for myself as I step out of bed and put my panties on. I decide to take one of Louis's t-shirts that reach just under my buttocks and head toward the kitchen. I see his eyes look at my legs as I enter and his teeth finds his lip. I smirk as I jump up on the counter to sit beside the stove. I watch as Louis whisk the batter in a bowl and put the pan on the stove.

My legs swing back and forth and I watch that sexy man cooking me pancakes in only his boxers. I can't believe how lucky I am.

“Aren't you hungover?” I ask, earning his attention. A small frown appear on his forehead.

“Not really, a bit tired and a slight headache, but not too bad.” He shrugs. “Guess that coffee and sobering up before going to sleep was a good thing.” He put the whisk down on the counter. “Or maybe it was the early morning activities that did it.” He smirk as he comes to stand between my thighs. I smile and put my hands on his shoulders. Louis's hands stroke the skin of my thighs, earning some goosebumps. I lean down to leave a small kiss in the corner of his mouth.

“It is a very nice way to sober up.” I whisper against his lips.

“It sure is.” He say and I feel his breath hit my face before he press his lips against mine hard, making me moan lowly into his mouth. My arms wrap around his neck, making him come closer so I can feel his body against mine. I sigh as he pulls back. I really am so happy right now, this is heaven. He pecks my lips a couple of times before moving away to start making the pancakes. I lick my lips, still feeling him against them. I look over and see a slight redness to Louis's cheeks and a grin across his face. I let out a small snicker before I jump down to set the table.

We end up on the couch after breakfast, cuddling to some sitcom and making out like teenagers. Neither of us can keep the smile from our faces and I love the heat coming from his body, warming me up. I lay wrapped like a blanket around him, feeling his whole body against mine. I will really miss this when he's gone.

When we've gotten ready, me dressed in the clothes I had brought with me so I didn't have to wear the dress from last night back home – talk about walk of shame. Louis is taking the train home to Doncaster in a little while and we've decided that I should leave before him, just in case. I know for a fact that Harry has already left, so I will not run into him at least. We stand in the hall, me dressed in my jacket and shoes and Louis bag is standing just a food away from me. I pout a little at I turn to him. His arms wrap around me and I lay mine atop his shoulders.

“I'll see you in just a couple of days.” Louis say and nuzzle his nose with mine.

“A week is not just a couple of days.” I whine and wrinkle my nose. I didn't think that I would feel this sad because he's leaving for a week. But I've grown to love the time we spend together, it makes everything so much better.

“Six days. It will go fast, I promise.” He say and peck my lips.

“And counting. I hope you're right.” I mumble as I bury my head in his neck, holding him tight. When I pull away, Louis puts his hands on both side of my face, leaning in to connect our lips. The kiss starts of soft, but soon his lips press harder against me and his tongue slips into my mouth. Our tongues fight over control as we stand there in his hallway, my hands digging into his arms. I feel a deep desire burn in me as he pulls away, still standing with his face only an inch away from me.

When our breathing has slowed I peck his lips before I turn around and open the door. I don't look back, because I'm not sure I can without tearing up. I didn't think this of myself, crying because someones going on holiday. So weird! I take a deep breath as I wait for the elevator.

When I get to the lobby I reach into my pocket to get my phone out, but it's not there. I frown and stop, patting all my pockets, but it's nowhere. Don't say that I forgot it. I put my bag on the table and pull the zipper open. I rummage through it and finally find the black object at the bottom. I sigh in relief and close the bag. I look to see if I've gotten any messages when I hear my name being called and the voice all too familiar. I frown as I look up.

“Hey Juli!” I recognize the blond hair on the guy walking closer to me. “What are you doing here?” Niall ask with a smile. I can feel my pulse raising in my body. Shit!

“Hi. Eh...I was just...saying goodbye to Harry.” I mumble, waving my hand towards the elevators. I swallow hard, feeling like I have something big stuck in my throat. God, I hope Niall wasn't giving Harry a ride or something. I feel my forehead heating up.

“Oh, nice. I was just out getting some christmas cookies, need them bad.” He say chuckling. I sigh and relief rush through me. I smile at Niall, but freezes as his eyes turn to the side and wave. Who is it now? I swallow hard again.

“Hey Lou!” He say very happily. “Thought you'd gone already.” He say as Louis comes to stand beside us and I sneak a peak up at him. His eyes looking confused at me.

“Nope, on my way now. What are you doing?” Louis say, looking from me to Niall.

“I just went to the store, Juli was saying goodbye to Harry.” Niall say, sounding so happy and clueless as usual. I smirk a little.

“Yeah, I should get going. I'll call you about monday.” I say to Niall as I take a step away from the guys. “Marry christmas.” I say to Louis and wave as I walk out of the lobby.

“You too.” I hear Louis mumble as I head outside. I can't keep the smile from my face as I walk down the street. I can't believe that worked! I feel giddy as I walk down the street lighten with sparkling light all over the houses and above me. Every store play christmas music as I walk by and carolers singing in every corner. I think this is going to be a nice christmas after all. I'm in such a good place right now and is so very happy. I feel warm inside as I stride my way home.

Notes

Hi guys!

I'm really sorry for the bad updates these past months, I haven't been too good and sadly it has taked a toll on the writing - don't worry I won't stop. I love it too much and all your comments make me feel better. It might just take some time sometimes. I am going away now for christmas, just taking it easy and being with family without work, computers (except my phone) and whatnot. I will try to diss the phone some too. ;) So hopefully when I get back I will have more energy to write.

I do hope you guys have a wonderful christmas! When I get back, you will read about the christmas with Juli, her father and Niall, but also the christmas with the whole gang. So you have something to look forward to. ;)

Marry Christmas my wonderful followers!!
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