His Bandmate

I keep forcing my eyes to stare at my book even though I don't read the words on the pages. I close my eyes for a couple of seconds when I hear Louis laugh through the mumble of the bar. His laugher is so nice and I feel like smiling just by hearing it, but that would be weird. I look at my now empty glass on the table. I really shouldn't drink another one, I have to work tomorrow and the plate with food has been taken away. I should leave. It's not like I can concentrate on the book anyway and I'm just torturing myself by not permitting myself to even look at Louis. I just strain my ears, trying to find his voice in the now packed pub. It isn't easy since they sit at the opposite side from me and it's only their loud laughter that I can hear now and then.

I catch the waitress as she passes and ask for the check. I should have left already, but some deep self-torture comes forward and holds me down in my chair, making me stay. I should go though, I need to. This isn't healthy at all.

After paying the bill I put my book down in my bag and stand up. I put my jacket on and throw my bag over my shoulder before walking towards the door. My eyes accidentally lock with Louis who sits in one of the chairs by the far wall, his back against the window there. His right arm is wrapped around the chair next to him and his left holds a beer. I swallow hard, longing to talk to him. It feels like it's been so long, even if it was just last night. The corner of his mouth twists in a small smile and he nods towards me. I smile back small before I head out into the freezing air outside, the cold wind blowing my hair around my face.

I half run the street down to quickly get away from the cold and soon I reach my apartment. I sigh as I step inside and the thought about keeping everything a secret makes me a little depressed. I'm not sure it will be good for anyone, specially not me and my head. I put a kettle on before walking into my bedroom to put a pair of sweatpants on and a hoodie.

I sit down on the couch with my tea and cuddle up with a blanket, putting the TV on. I put on a quiz show, even though I don't really feel like watching it, but there aren't anything good on. I have to keep my mind on something else than Louis. Keep myself occupied.

I wonder what I should do with my dad when he comes to visit. Maybe we should go to a show or something, though I guess it's pretty hard to find tickets for christmas now. Maybe we should visit that small lake that Harry showed me, I bet I could borrow his car for a day. I know one of the days I've promised to spend with the guys, they're having a little christmas together on the twenty seventh. I guess my dad will be with us for that, we'll see. It's still a while left, it's only the middle of november. Though time goes fast.

I can't get how long I've actually lived here. It's been almost two years now, how insane isn't that? This january it will be two years. I remember how terrified I was when I moved. Even though I know it was what I wanted and needed, it still was scary. I don't regret anything though and I love my life right here and now. I really like my job, I have wonderful friends, a decent apartment, I love the accents of the people around me, the atmosphere and the city. And right now I really, truly like the guy that won't keep out of my mind. I can't stop thinking about him and it scares me a little, specially since I know how hurt he was from his ex. I don't know how much that affects him right now and what that does to us. Whatever us are. I know we said that we wanted to find out whatever this is. I just wonder how long that will take. I want to know what's going on inside his head, read his thoughts.

I take a sip of my tea that now has gone cold. I put the cup on the table and sigh, changing the channel and ending up on a romantic comedy. I watch as the two the main characters fall in love even though both their lives are messes and they shouldn't even try. I find myself smiling as the movie plays which surprises me because I usually doesn't react too much to movies.

I jump in surprise when a knock lands on my door. My heart starts to break out into a sprint as I rush to the door, knowing who I wish that it is. I open the door without looking through the peephole which is stupid since it's eleven at night, but I'm not disappointed when I meet the mesmerizing blue eyes of Louis.

“Hi.” I squeak in joy.

“Hi.” He says back, his voice a little raspy from drinking beer. He gives me a too hot smile as he stands with his hands through his pockets, leaning against the wall beside the door. I open the door wider and step back, letting him inside. He closes the door and step on the heels of his shoes to get them off, his eyes never leaving mine. I stand there watching him while biting the inside of my lip. I can't believe he's here, I've longed for him since the last time he was here. As he takes off his jacket and I see the grey t-shirt he has under with a black open cardigan, I remember that I'm in sweatpants and a hoodie. I feel my cheeks flush. Oh shoot! Why did I change?

He step closer, his eyes narrowed at me and I look up at him with my cheeks still red.

“Why do you have to tempt me?” He whispers as he stands in front of me, his hand caressing my cheek and I close my eyes at the contact. I frown when his words hit me and I open my eyes.

“Tempt you?” I ask confused.

“Yeah! Coming to my pub, showing off this ridiculous body of yours.” He say, his arms wrapping around my core, his hands resting on the small of my back.

“What? I was there first! If someone's coming there tempting the other it was you.” I say, poking his chest, trying to look angry though his smile forbid me to. I can't keep the smile from my lips as I shake my head. My hands rest on his chest.

“Fine, but you are very tempting.” He whispers as he leans closer, his lips lightly presses against mine and my eyes close. I revel in the softness of his lips against mine as they move in synchronization.

“You look so cozy in these clothes.” He say against my lips as his hands move under the hem of my hoodie to stroke my naked back. I feel a shiver to through me from his cold hands. His lips feels harder against mine, filled with a little more lust and he presses me against the wall in the hall. I take a hold of the fabric of his shirt and hold him close as the kiss get heated.

He pulls away, resting his forehead against mine and we both breath heavy. I feel weak in the knees and don't really feel like standing anymore so I straighten up from the wall and take his hand to pull him toward the couch. He follow along and I sit down and pull him down beside me. He hold his arm out and I move closer, pulling my legs up to almost sit in his lap. I cuddle closer to him and pull the blanket over us as his arm squeezes me tight.

We watch the end of the movie without saying anything. My hands are playing with his free hand and I can't keep the smile from my lips as I haven't been able to this past few days. When the credit rolls on the screen I move my head to rest in the crack of Louis neck. I take a deep breath filling my lungs with the wonderful scent of him. Our hands are intertwined and his other arm is running up and down my arm. It feels like my stomach is filled with butterflies and I feel nervous all of a sudden.

Louis lift our intertwined hands up to my chin. He pushes it up so I have to look at him and his eyes gaze down into mine. I feel my heart skip a beat before he leans down to press his lips against mine and my heart starts to race. I part our hands so I can move mine to the back of his head instead. I braid my hand in his hair, pressing his head close to me, the other hand is resting on his chest. He pulls me closer to him with his arms around my waist. His left hand moves down, caressing the fabric on it's way down to my hip. It stops there, squeezing tight before moving up and down the outside of my thigh, caressing the side of my butt before going down to the knee with his hand.

My hand is pulling on his hair and soon moves down to push his cardigan off his shoulders. He lean forward a little to help me get it off, his hands leaving me for a second. While he's already on the go, I push up his t-shirt and he throws it off too. My breathing stops for a second at the sight of his bare upper body, he looks so damn good. The tattoos run along with the ones on his arm and I want to run my finger tops on each and every one of them, giving them a soft kiss. I run my hand down his chest and over his stomach, his skin is warm. Both my hands caress the side of his stomach and I slowly move them up again, over his abs and his chest. I wrap them around his neck and pull him close to me and he isn't late with connecting our lips.

He pulls me up so I'm straddling him and he hold me close to his body. My whole body feels on fire by the closeness of him. I move my hands through his hair over and over again, feeling the softness of his curls. His hands move to the hem of my hoodie again, sliding under it and caresses the skin of my back. I feel a shiver go down my spine and I let a little moan out into his mouth. Louis's hands move upward, stroking the skin of my back and the side of my body before ending over my bra clad breasts. He squeezes them both before his hands continue up, bringing the hoodie with them and I stretch my arms up, letting him pull it off. I don't have anything under it except my bra and his eyes scan my body with lust. He attaches his lips against my neck and kiss his way down my throat, over my collarbone. I feel goosebumps form all over my body as his warm lips caress their way down my body. His hands presses on my back, holding me close to him. I lean my head back as he moves lower down, his lips leaving wet spots over my chest, down to gap between my breasts. I sigh with delight to feel his lips over my body.

He moves his hands to unclasp the bra and he slides the straps down my arms, revealing my breasts. His hands takes a good hold of them and squeezes as his mouth finds one of my nipples. I moan as a jolt go through my body. My hands is holding a strong hold of his hair, pressing his head closer to my chest and he groans in satisfaction. His tongue laps around my nipple, making it hard before he lightly suck on it. His other hand rolls my other nipple in between his fingers. I let out shaky breaths, feeling like my head is filled with cotton and I'm floating on clouds.

His one hand leave my breast to stroke up my back, ending at the nape of my neck, taking a good hold before he releases my breast and moves his lips to mine. His lips are moist and hungry as we kiss and I feel myself rocking my body against him. I can feel his hardened erection between us and I rub myself against his crotch, earning a groan from him.

Louis moves his hands under the waist of my sweatpants to caress my buttocks, helping me rock against him. I wrap my arms around his neck, pressing my chest against his, feeling his skin under mine. It feels so good to feel his flesh. He starts to push my sweatpants down my butt, but I need to move to get them off. Reluctantly I stand up to push them down and step out of them.

I sit down on my knees on the floor, starting to unzip Louis's pants as I look him in the eye. He gives me such a desired stare that my body shakes with lust. He lifts his hips off the couch as I pull his jeans down his legs. I keep his gaze as I stroke my hands over his knees, up his thighs to his boxers. I see his breathing starting to increase, but he never break our connecting eyes. As I run my hand over his erection he sighs deep and I smile. I love to have this power over him, to feel like I can disarm him like this. I wrap my hand over his erection and squeezes it before slowly moving it a little up and down. He closes his eyes and leans his head back against the couch, enjoying my treatment.

I move his boxers down and instantly take him in my mouth, hearing him groan loud at the surprise. I move my head up and down, alternating by sucking and swirling my tongue around him. His hands move to my hair, taking a hold of it as I hear his breathing rasp as it comes out in puffs.

“Shit!” He moans as I take him as far down as I can, almost gaging as I do. He grabs a tight hold on my head and pulls me off of him, his mouth instantly find mine as he pulls me up onto his lap. I hold his head with my hands, my thumbs lightly stroking the stubble on his cheeks. One of his arms hold me close by the back as the other hand of his stroke the front of my panties, making me moan. He moves the panties to the side and slide his fingers over my core to feel the moisture there. His fingers circling my clitoris a couple of times before he slide two fingers inside me and I squirm with pleasure as his fingers move in and out. I start moving my hips to meet his movements as I suck his bottom lip into my mouth.

He takes his fingers out before quickly leaning forward to stretch his hand down to the floor where his pants lay and fishes up a condom from his pocket. He puts it on while I kiss his neck, nibbling on his skin. Sooner than I thought possible, he lifts me up to push me down onto him and I moan as he fills me up. I dig my nails into his neck as I slowly slide down his erection. His arms holds me close so our chests are touching.

I sit still for a minute as I've reach the bottom and our lips taste each other as our hands stroke each others bodies, making me too hot. I can't keep my hips from starting to move and my breathing etches with it. It feels so good. His mouth leaves mine to kiss my neck as I move faster, pressing his head against my neck as his hands squeezes my butt. I move my hips in a circle before moving up and he moans into my neck, so I do it again and again.

He takes a good hold of my back before throwing me back against the couch, following with me so we never connect our bodies. I let a puff out from the impact and almost scream when he starts to thrust hard into me. The pleasure in my body rising with each push into me and I pull my nails down his back, arching my body. I know I can't hold it much longer, but I don't want this amazing feeling to ever end.

Louis starts to rub my clitoris and I crash into an orgasm, shaking in my whole body. My eyes squeeze tight and I hold a death grip on Louis's neck as my body keeps quivering. He stills only seconds later, pushing two times more into me before his body go limp. His head is resting against my neck as we both try to catch our breaths. I loosen my hands on his neck and softly rest them against his hair. Wow! This was exactly what I needed.

Louis presses a couple of kisses against my neck before pushing himself up on his elbows. He looks down at me, stroking a strand of hair from my face before leaning down and slowly kissing me.

“I need something to drink.” He chuckles as he leans back and I smile up at him, feeling pretty parched myself.

“Lets get you something to drink then.” I say low and wince as he pulls out of me. He climbs off the couch and I sit up, feeling limp in my body as I try to stand up. Louis holds his hand out to steady me and then I follow him into the kitchen. I laugh as I see him naked walking towards the fridge in only his socks. He looks back at me with a frown and I nod towards his feet and he smiles.

“Nice, huh?” He say, shaking his right foot before opening the fridge. I shake my head before walking over and wrapping my arms around his core as we look into the filled fridge. Louis takes out a bottle of water before closing it and turning around to me. “Lets go to bed.” He whispers against my lips and I nod before he presses his lips against mine. I smile at the thought that he will stay the night.

Notes

Wow, this update didn't take too long!! Happy? ;)

How hot wasn't this? I tell you, I'm fanning myself with a sheet of paper! Hehe! I enjoy writing these chapters a little too much I think. :P

Hope you like it and please comment! I really love your comments, they make me smile every single time!
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