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Harry's P.O.V

Life without Zayn is more than hard my best friend took his life away I shed more than just a few tears at his funeral yesterday. Yoselin took it the hardest when it came time for him to be put in the ground she screamed

"NO DON'T PUT HIM THE GROUND"!!!!!!!

She shoved anyone out of the way and got on the ground clawing at the soil. I quickly make my way through and grabbed her by the wrist dragging her away and she screamed Zayn's name trying to get back to his grave. It breaks my heart to see her cry especially greiving someone's death,we'll all miss beloved Zayn all off us. It's hard to imagine life without him but now we all have to now.....I just thought I'd never see the day.

Yoselin hasn't left our bedroom ever since she found out. She doesn't want me in there with her she'll just yell at me to get out and then continue to cry and sob.
I decide to look in there to see what she's doing. I poke my head in the room and see the plate of food I left in there is empty that's good that means the medication the doctor prescribed are working. She curled up into a little ball on the bed listening to Zayn's favorite song it's been set on replay for more than an hour now. And she's been wearing on of Zayn's t-shirts for a week straight she look awful.

I take a seat at the foot of the bed and say

"How are you doing today"

She's looks over at me with a dirty look.

"Terrible,Awful,Horrible I'm in the worst pain of my life"

I don't what to say so I just look stare down at the ground and walk out.

Yoselin's P.O.V

Ugh why can't I just be left alone that's all I want but Harry always has to come in here to bug me. I just can't stop crying now that Zayn's gone I don't think I could go on. Oh Zayn I'm never going to get to see your gorgeous smile or hear your beautiful laugh. I remember how he would randomly give me a hug and a kiss the whisper in my ear how much he loved me and he would never be able to go on without me. If only I could just see you one last time just to tell you about my endless love for you.

I hug the framed picture of Zayn tightly against my chest. I pull back i remember when I took this picture years ago in the beginning of our marriage.

. *FLASH BACK*

I made it my personal goal to get a picture of Zayn but every time I even try he'll cover his face and tell me to put the camera down. Were suppose to go camping today so that'll be my chance.

In the car Zayn was going on about how he knows the perfect spot and we'll have a lot of fun. We finally pull up to where we have to park it's still day out, I open the door and step out Zayn stops and breathes the fresh forest air. He walks over the the trunk ans takes out our backpacks the tent and a cooler.

I throw on my backpack and pick up the cooler while Zayn takes the tent. We start walking down the trail along the way Zayn starts to tease me.

"What is we run into a serial killer out here and he chases us through the woods with a chain saw"

"Zayn stop it I want to get some sleep tonight"

He chuckles then winks at me

"What if I don't"

I turn around and playfully punch his arm

"We'll then if you don't I'll make you sleep outside the tent on the ground"

He raise his eyebrows and shakes his head.Before you know it where at the spot Zayn was talking about no one else was around so it was just us.

He puts the stuff down then I remember the picture I quickly take the camera put of my backpack I shout.

"Hey Zayn"!!

He turns around smiling and i quickly snap a picture. I look down at the camera and say

"Wow"

He looks gorgeous as always with his perfect smiling in the photo he's wearing a dark blue muscle-tee black tight skinny jeans with a grey beanie.

"Okay you got me" he says smiling

*END OF FLASH BACK*

Some of the greatest times of my life were with my teddy bear......teddy bear that's what I always called Zayn. He loved his nickname he didn't care if called him that in front of the boys he would just smile and hold my hand in his.

I look at the photo and gently put my hand over it and sob oh Zayn what I wouldn't give just to be with you one last. I'd do anything to be with you.......... anything.

I can't take this knid of pain anymore it's the worst I've ever felt and nothing will ever get me out of it. I pull out the gun I keep in the drawer in the night stand. All I have to do is pull the trigger and I'll be with Zayn.....forever.

It's all ready loaded I put it to my head and whisper

"I'll see you there my love"

Right when I was going to pull the trigger Harry barges into the room and quickly knocks it out of my hands onto the floor. There are tears in his eyes running down his cheeks.

"WHAT WERE YOU THINKING"!!!!!

"I want to be happy"

"I COULD HAVE LOST YOU"!!!!!

Vanessa's P.O.V

That night with Louis was......incredible I knew as soon as I got there I was going to regret everything but I didn't not one bit. Although I was nervous I'm only 16 and he's 26 I felt like he had more experience than I did which he probably did but I hadn't so I was scared I would do something wrong. But when it came time I didn't.

I thought about Marshall more than once but than I thought who gives a shit about him I dumped him so he could go be with that meth addict whore in Detroit.

Louis is the most beautiful person I've ever seen he's truly flawless I wonder if this is just a one time thing or if were actually you know going to date. My parents would kill me if they ever find out what I did with Louis.

After I was planning on just heading home but when I got up to put my clothes back on he reached for my hand and said

"Your not leaving already are"

"Yeah sorry....."

He holds on to my hand tighter and says

"Please don't go"

"I have too my parents you know how it is"

"Just stay the rest of the night it's two in the morning you'll get in trouble either way'"

Louis had a point I said

"Alright Lou just for you"

I crawl back to bed with him Iay my head on his chest and we talk to each other until we fall asleep into each others arm.

Notes

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