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Leticia's P.O.V.

It's been a month since me and Justin argued he's been sleeping in the couch ever since but no matter how mad we are at each other I'll always kiss him goodbye. He going to be gone for at least three days for a business trip. At the age of 23 Justin works for a successful arichet company so he's gone on business trips sometimes. He dresses in a suit and tie from (god he looks hot when it his suit for work) but outside of work he dresses the opposite baggie pants,chains,high tops,ect.
He grabs his suitcase and walks to the door he kisses my lips then my stomach and says
"Both of you stay safe okay"
"We will"
"Where's Vanessa I want to say bye to my girl"
I call out Vanessa
"Vanessa come goodbye to your dad"!!!!
A few minutes later she slowly walks out of her room with red puffy eyes and tried tears on her cheeks. Justin drops his suitcase and throws his arms around Vanessa.
""All three of you stay safe okay"
"We will"
He turns to Vanessa who is sitting on the couch with her dog Oatis
"Vanessa be good for your mom okay"
"Uhh yea whatever"
I look at Vanessa
"Honey give your dad a hug goodbye"
She looks at him and thinks about it after a minutes of silence she gets up shakes his hand then walks in to her room with Oatis.
"At least she touched you"
"Yea.........., Is she upset"
"Yeah she broke up with her boyfriend"
"Good ridence"
"I know but she's pretty upset"
"I wish I could stay I don't want to go if she's upset"
"I know but you have too it's for business"
"I better get going I don't want to miss my flight"
"Okay call before your about to take off and when you landed"
We kiss goodbye (again). He walks out and I watch him put on his aviators, get in his car then drive off. I walk into the kitchen and pull out a tub of cotton candy ice cream (which I can't stop craving) I take a seat on the couch. Half way through my favorite show my phone vibrates i got a text from Niall.
Niall: Congrats on the baby :)
Me: Thanks me and Justin are both happy to have a baby Beiber
Niall:So has it ever crossed your mind that.......
Me:Yes it has but I'm confident it's Justin's baby
Niall:That was five months ago and your five months along
Me:I know but me and Justin were really active the same week we.......well yah know
Niall:How could I forget ;)
Me:Calm down
Niall:What are you doing anyways
Me:Nothing much just sitting around satisfying my cravings, dealing with swollen feet and back aches. How about you
Niall: Watching a footbl game
Me: You should come over and rub my swollen feet
Niall: Hahaha sounds like fun I'll be there in a bit
Me: Nice see you then
My phone goes off it's Justin!!!!
"Hi Honey"!!!!
"Hey baby just wanted to say I arrived to the airport safe and I'm about to take off"
"That's so good that your safe"
"I gotta turn off my phone now bye baby I love you"
" I already can't wait for you to be back , I love you too bye"

Zayn's P.O.V.

Well it's been a month since I declared my love for Yoselin I want things to go back to the way they used go back together. Were in the kitchen of my house now just spending time together as friends. I've gone years hiding the love that's still there today I want to as her for a second chance. I take a sip of my beer and look at her ( I haven't been this nervous since I porposed I her).
"Yoselin I have something really important to tell you I can't go on any longer I can't keep hiding this anymore"
"Yeah what is it, is everything alright"
"Yes everything is but I need to tell you............."
"Tell me what"??
I take her hand in mine and look her in the eyes.
"Yoselin I love you so much when we were together I was so happy it was the kind of happiness where everyday it just kept getting better and better, everyday I think it can't get any better than this it would just keep getting better. My love for you was and still endlessly beautiful the kind of love I never will ever will feel with anyone else. The worst day of my life was when we separated and that all ended I want you back I want that love back I love you. So what do you say will you give me another chance"??
"Oh Zayn......."
"Well will you give me......another chance"??
"No........"
"What............."
"I'm with Harry now I love him but I do love you, I'm not giving you the second chance I can't I just can't"
My heart shatters into a million pieces I immediately feel hurt,upset,depressed and sad. I turn away fighting back tears no no it can't be she won't take me back. This is terrible i love her so much I want nothing more than to be together that's how we belong. She puts down her glass and walks out the front door. I don't bother going after her what's the point she must not truly love me. I've never been in so much pain our love must be nothing to her anymore!!!!!
I walk into my bedroom and spend the next six hours sobbing and crying everything feels sore and hurts especially my chest. I stare at my forearm where I had her name tattooed I trace my finger over it and cry even harder. Then I begin to think.
What's the point of living if the only woman I will ever love doesn't love me back or doesn't want to be with me. I've been stuck in a relationship with Perrie for years having to fake everything so she wouldn't nag at me. Yoselin is part of my whole world and I feel it all crashing down I can't bare another second of this. I force myself out of bed and down the stairs. I unlock the door to the garage and find exactly what I'm looking for a nice long,strong rope. I walk back up to my bedroom and tie the rope into a noose then to the ceiling fan. Before I go through with this I pull out a pen and paper this letter is for Yoselin.

Dear, Yoselin
I'm sorry I had to do this but I couldn't bare the pain any longer I've never felt so unhappy and miserable in my life. Harry is going to make your truly happy I only got in the way trying to ruin that for you two. You'll always be my one and only true love you made my life complete you taught me what love is and you gave it to me. The truth my life couldn't have gone better you gave me everything I ever wanted you married me ,our beautiful girl Leticia, and those amazing years we were together. I couldn't have asked for more. Thank you for giving me all that and more my one of a kind only love.
- Zayn
There it seems like enough I poured what was left of my heart into that letter. I stand up on a stool and put the noose around my neck I take a deep breathe then say
"Goodbye Yoselin I'll always love you"
I kick the stool and the world goes black.

Notes

Hey-oh it's me sorry it took me awhile to update.
what do you think!!!
how will Yoselin react??
What will Niall tell Leticia??
Will Vanessa move on or get back together with marshall??