Amanda´s point of view

I stood there still shocked over that Austin was here. I remembered that i just stood there probably looking like an idiot.
"oh sorry, uhm Austin right?" i asked
He chuckled omfg i love his chuckle am i wierd? yeah probably.
"Yeah it´s Austin, and you were Amanda and Sarah?"
"yeah we are" Sarah answered before i got the change.
"What are you guys doing here?" he asked probably confused over seeing us twice i bet he though he was never going to see us again.
"uhm actully Sarah is designing underwear for Calvin Klein and we are here today for a visit" i answered.
"really?" he asked chocked
i chuckled a bit because he seemed really suprised over that Sarah was designing underwear for Calvin Klein.
it felt like Sarah though the same thing as me because just at that moment she asked him
"why do you look so suprised you don´t think that i can design underwear for men?"
"no" he laughed and we looked at him with furrowed eyebrows
"what´s so funny" i asked
"nothing" he said still laughing a bit, and i decided to let it just go and then i though hey waht is Austin doing here.
Before i could ask him the question Sarah did it i mean she has to stop taking the words out of my brain.
"so what are you doing here youself" she asked
"uhm I am a model" he said scrathing his neck and I could see his arm muscles and let me just say Oboy the guy is fit.
"what a model" Sarah asked probably wanting to taste some of him. Sarah is all over the guy models she can drool over them in only one minute.
"Yeah" he said "what don´t I look like a model, am i ugly"
"noooooooo" Sarah said a dragging a bit on the O.
"uhm guys nice to meet you again but i have to go back to the shoot" he said.
"oh" was all I could think of saying. but Sarah on the other hand had other plans.
"uhm do you wanna hang out sometime?" she asked, i just stood there looking at her with furrowed eyebrows.
"yeah sure i would love to" he said and with that we gave him our numbers and we got his number.
when we were out of the building I remembered that tomorrow was my audition on X factor i´m so nervous.

1 day later............

OMFG today is the day and i´m so FUCKING nervous there´s no words that can explain what´s going on in my stomach.
So today I woke up earlier because I had to look absolutly perfect and i chose this. and my make up and my hair was cute and kind of lovely .
I took on last look in the mirror and decided this will have to do, i went to the living room and when i saw Sarah i got a little jealous because she was very pretty. and her hair .
I walked up to her and started to joke about that all the attetion will be on her.
She just laughed at me and said that we have to go.
We got to the car and when we sat in it i started to feel even more sick.
I sat the thinking of all the horrible things that could happend on stage. What if i forget the lyrics or what if i fall?
OMFG this is not god, can somebody remind me why I am here?
Before i could thing more Sarah said the worst words that could be said at that moment.
"we are here Amanda"
"HUH?" I said probably looking scared as shit.
"Don´t worry you´ll do fine" she said and with that she walked out of the car and me right behind her.
This is here the torture begins.
I will se you all later in hell.

Notes

SOOOOO sorry i haven´t updated in a few days but i have been beasy but i wrote a long chapter
comment bellow what u think
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