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Ariel’s P.O.V
We walked outside the airport and there was car already waiting for us. The driver held up a sign that wrote “Moore” Across the front. “There it is ya’ll” we walked over towards the car; guys out of nowhere came to help us put our bags in the trunk. While Sam and Barney helped fit their bags in I jumped into the car and coincidentally so did Harry, he sat at one end as I sat at the other I peered over at him nervously something felt imminent. “Listen Harry…..” “It’s fine Ariel, I get it….your Jesse’s not mine….don’t worry love” I cringed at the word not mine he said it as If I’ll never be his like this is the end of our crush feast. “Sorry….” I whispered. “Don’t be sorry, it was my fault for wanting something that was already owned” Owned? Jesse doesn’t own me; I can do what I want when I want; he just gets mad at the way I do them. Within seconds after that Barney and Sam jumped into the car.
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We reached the cabin; I struggled to get out with my huge puffy jacket that swallowed me whole. I peered up at the cabin my mouth literally fell open; it was beautiful just like out of a magazine. http://ts3.mm.bing.net/th?id=HN.608012647315998295&pid=1.7
Barney and Sam came falling beside me giggling at an inside joke. “Barney is your uncle rich?” I was still in awe of the decoration the lights were left on which made everything 10 times more beautiful. “I guess so he told mama that he’s hit the lottery but normally everything that comes out of uncle Red’s mouth is a lie, I’m surprised he didn’t lie about this” Sam came up wrapping his arms around Barney’s hips and dug his face into the crook of her neck kissing her softly, she

squealed. I turned around and started for my bags, I didn’t want to stare too long or I’ll just think of…..speaking of him “Where’s Harry?” I asked Barney. She snorted out a laugh “He’s hahaha stop he’s inside already….” I stared at the house door, it was left open slightly, I went for my bags but they weren’t there though a small dip of where my luggage used to be was still there. I charged towards the house running up the stairs “Hey!” I turned around, Sam had this bright smile on his face. “Take it easy on him Ariel….he has a big heart” I gave off a small smile. “I will Sam” I turned around and wiped the smile off my face, what did that mean? “That fucker….oh excuse me lord” I slammed the door behind me “Harry!” I went straight up stairs and down the hallway my luggage along with his was sitting outside a bedroom, I opened the door and

instantly my anger went away, the sight of the room was breath taking. But I would change the color of the bed spread but other than that everything else was wonderful I couldn’t imagine sleeping anywhere else. http://www.inlandimpressions.com/img/s8/v13/p911012503-2.jpg
I heard the water running in the bathroom; I walked towards the door pealing it back slowly. Who takes a bath at this time; I mean we just got here. I walked in; the bathtub wasn’t filled at all nor was the water on anymore “Harry?” If he wasn’t taking a bath then what was he doing? He was bent over the sink drying his face off, but that was least of my worries. He was shirtless, his body had no shirt on, he wasn’t wearing a shirt he was bare, he was….I couldn’t control my urge. He looked up at me in the mirror, even his hair was different it was curled in front of his forehead he looked like a little teenage freshman not a senior high schooler. “Whot…..” He

dropped the towel down onto the sink and turned around to face me, my eyes scanned around to his different tattoo’s the two birds on his chest stood out the most to me. I wouldn’t have guessed that he had this many tattoo’s, I wish I could stay right here and look at every one of them; taking my time asking what they all meant. “I-I just um….um…..geesshh Harry” I held my hand over my eyes, that V-line was doing wonders for me he thinks it’s only hard on him…really? Try being in my shoes. “Just uh….nothing, nothing just I need to use the bathroom that’s all” I quickly walked out and straight into the hallway, I dived myself against the wall breathing in and out hard. “Oh my god, oh my god help me lord please help me to not climb on this boy tonight please god….”

I grabbed my suitcase and rolled it into the bedroom, Harry was over by his side taking off his watch and sliding it onto the table. His muscle’s flexed and grew bigger every time he moved something heavy. “Um….which side do you want?” He was looking at me but my eyes were too busy studying his abs. “Uh….uh it doesn’t matter really you pick…..” I unzipped my bag. What the hell? I searched around in my bag for my favorite jersey and my Nike shorts, they weren’t there they were replaced by some lingerie that I’ve never seen before in my life and only one person could have done this. “Uuugghhh Barney….” I threw the clothes down, Harry began unbuckling is belt I grabbed the lingerie quickly and turned around. “Uh what are you doing?” He continued fondling his belt. “Taking off my belt and putting on shorts…….since I can’t be naked” That last sentence slipped out entailing basically that since I’m here he can’t sleep naked, I mean he could sleep naked all he want…….wait what?! That didn’t come out my mouth. I went for the bathroom and closed it. “What am I going to do?”

Minutes passed I opened the bathroom door and came out, I tried picking the best lingerie that covered me up the most and not even that covered up most of my body. Harry was already dozed off to sleep, just not on the left or the right….in the middle taking up the whole bed. I tip toed over to the right, since he was more so to the left. Everybody was already asleep, we did arrive here pretty late and I was sleepy as well “Harry….” I whispered. He didn’t respond, I hovered my hand over his body afraid to touch him so I poked him. “Harry?” Watching him sleep was beautiful, his breathing was so soft and his body was perfectly fit making me wish that we weren’t just friends. I climbed up onto the bed on my knees I scooted him over but he only moved just a smudge that was fine it gave me some room at least. I sat on my butt and grabbed some of the covers scooting it more on to me I laid back against the pillow. “Hug me then….” I snapped my head to look at him, I’m pretty sure that wasn’t meant for me he was

talking….while sleeping; sleep talking. I scooted just an inch closer “We can’t be just friends…” He must be dreaming about our conversations, which means he’s dreaming about ….me. “No, no come to me not him…..” That must have been the night I chose Jesse over him. “Wait love n--….” He snapped awake out of whatever episode of dreams/ nightmare he just had. I flipped onto my side and closed my eyes pretending I was asleep I let slips of breath fall out of my mouth rhythmically. “Ariel?” I squeezed my eyes closed tighter, he was vulnerable. His voice needed me, but I can’t show any feelings, I can’t show that I care.

With slow movements he lift up the covers that were divided between us and scooted closer to me, the sound of my heart was thumping so loud I thought he would hear it. He noticed something as he slightly peeled back the covers. Damn it! He flipped the covers back onto my body, what if now he gets the wrong impression? He scooted even closer to me all the space was now gone between us, his stoned stomach leaned up against my back. Since the lingerie I was wearing was so thin I could feel his soft skin touching mine, he then ran his hand around my hip and grabbed my stomach scooting me even closer into his body. I was nervous yet excited, I was scared yet happy I was trembling from the Goosebumps that traveled though my body I’ve never been held so tenderly so tightly. He buried his face into my back; I tried to hold back the tears why? Just why can’t I let myself like Harry back? I keep holding on to Jesse but for what? I need a reason to still love Jesse; I need some explanation for why I get treated like I do by Jesse.

Harry held onto me tightly all night, I couldn’t go to sleep knowing that he was there that close to my body. I thought we were just friends, I thought he understood no to cross these boundaries, but at the same time I still wondered. What if he did have a nightmare and just needed

somebody right now? And just awkwardly I was there for him, maybe this cuddle thing doesn’t mean anything; he was just scared and needed to snuggle up next to somebody so he could feel safe. I felt better knowing that this wasn’t on propose……or talking my way out of accepting the truth.

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