Imperfections
Chapter ten
Jamie's POV
"I just wanted to know if you could come to the game Wednesday night?" I smile art his offer. Why does he have to be so nice, it makes this so much harder. "Maybe after we could go for ice cream or something?" He smiles too, showing his adorable dimples.
Shit.
"Like a date?"and my smile drops. "L-like a date?" I stutters "Uh, yeah" he rubs the back of my neck and I sigh. "Jamie, is something wrong?" He asks. Here we go
"Harry, I just want to be friends" I blurt
He face pails with my words and my heart sinks. What have you done? I mentally face palm, oh god, I shouldn't have said that.
"Harry I-I" my voice comes out a whisper. His face still emotionless
"Harry, please. Please don't be mad" I look down at my shoes. I promised I wouldn't cry, why is this so hard?
"Jamie" he finally breaths out and my head snaps to look at his face. "Harry I'm sorry I- I- I just don't feel the need or-" he chuckles lightly. Why is he laughing? "What are you laughing?" I ask, my eyebrows furrowing.
"It's alright Jamie, I get it" his smile is small, almost..fake? I'm just going to ignore it so i can get out of here. Soon. "Thank you Harry, for understanding..." Even though there's nothing to understand.
I can't be with Harry if I don't know if I want to be with anyone, it's so much easier to get drunk and get with anyone, rather than one person who makes your stomach do flips. I can't love, because love doesn't exist.
"So.. Should we hug or something?" He chuckles, "I guess" I shrug. I take a step forward, but it just felt awkward. "You know what, friends" I put my hand forward. He takes it in he larger one, shaking it awkwardly. He places he hands into his pockets and rocks on he heels.
"Okay this is too awkward" I laugh "Yeah" he chuckles, "Maybe we should head back" he motions to the school, his curls lightly shaking from the movements on his head. We slowly make our way back to the school.
"So I'll see you in science?" Harry says before turning on his heel to walk away. "You know, I never said I wasn't going to come to the game on Wednesday" I smirk.
He turns to face me, "really?"
"Yeah I guess" I shrug "Hey, if this 'friend' thing is going to work, maybe we should hang out soon?" I offer
"Yeah, maybe you can come over after school and we could do homework?"
"Perfect"
"Wait Harry" I stop him again "Jamie, if you stop me again, we're both going to be late" he chuckles, my cheeks slightly heating. "I'm sorry, but I just remembered I have to fetch tweedle-bitch and tweedle-bitcher from the stupid prep school" I role my eyes just thinking about them.
"Oh, maybe tomorrow or-"
"No no" I cut him off smiling, "I still want to come, just maybe a little later, like 3:30, that okay?" He smiles
"Perfect, see you" and with that he walks down the hall in peace
I walk to my car and throw my bag onto the front seat. Ugh, I really don't feel like picking up the bitch crew. I sigh and stick the key into the ignition pulling out of the school and driving away.
I drum my fingers on the steering wheel to the beat of my soft music playing, slowly stopping at a red light. I pull the tie from my hair and run my hands through it a bit.
The color always relaxes me. I quickly tie it back up into a pony tail before moving again. I pull into the street of their school and into the parking lot.
I see lots of boys and girls in uniform. The girls all twirling their hair while munching on a piece of gum, their asses almost sticking out of their shorts.
The twins approach my car with two boys. They stop at the door and pull it open
"Anyway babe, I'll see you tomorrow" the two of them kiss these random boys, pulling always Amy says, "anyway we better go, before our driver gets mad" oh no she didn't.
The both hop into the back seats slamming the door shut, I pull out and glare at them through the rear view mirror as they sit and play on the phones.
"You know it's not nice to play boys like that" I scold
"Oh who cares. You don't know anything virgin girl" Amy scoffs. My grip on the steering wheel but I bite my lip to stop the smirk from spreading across my face, because that's what they think.
Sluts like them believe I'm still a virgin, jokes on them. But that's for me to know.
I finally pull into the house sighing as turn the car off and grab my bag. I look over to Harry's house and notice his car isn't there. Okay?
I check the time, 2:45. Oh I still have time. I lock my car and make my way into the house. I go into the kitchen and grab an apple from the table and well as a bottle of Sprite Zero from the fridge.
I walk into my room, throwing my bag onto the floor. Jumping onto my bed, taking a sip from my drink before grabbing my laptop.
A little internet browsing won't kill nobody.
"I just wanted to know if you could come to the game Wednesday night?" I smile art his offer. Why does he have to be so nice, it makes this so much harder. "Maybe after we could go for ice cream or something?" He smiles too, showing his adorable dimples.
Shit.
"Like a date?"and my smile drops. "L-like a date?" I stutters "Uh, yeah" he rubs the back of my neck and I sigh. "Jamie, is something wrong?" He asks. Here we go
"Harry, I just want to be friends" I blurt
He face pails with my words and my heart sinks. What have you done? I mentally face palm, oh god, I shouldn't have said that.
"Harry I-I" my voice comes out a whisper. His face still emotionless
"Harry, please. Please don't be mad" I look down at my shoes. I promised I wouldn't cry, why is this so hard?
"Jamie" he finally breaths out and my head snaps to look at his face. "Harry I'm sorry I- I- I just don't feel the need or-" he chuckles lightly. Why is he laughing? "What are you laughing?" I ask, my eyebrows furrowing.
"It's alright Jamie, I get it" his smile is small, almost..fake? I'm just going to ignore it so i can get out of here. Soon. "Thank you Harry, for understanding..." Even though there's nothing to understand.
I can't be with Harry if I don't know if I want to be with anyone, it's so much easier to get drunk and get with anyone, rather than one person who makes your stomach do flips. I can't love, because love doesn't exist.
"So.. Should we hug or something?" He chuckles, "I guess" I shrug. I take a step forward, but it just felt awkward. "You know what, friends" I put my hand forward. He takes it in he larger one, shaking it awkwardly. He places he hands into his pockets and rocks on he heels.
"Okay this is too awkward" I laugh "Yeah" he chuckles, "Maybe we should head back" he motions to the school, his curls lightly shaking from the movements on his head. We slowly make our way back to the school.
"So I'll see you in science?" Harry says before turning on his heel to walk away. "You know, I never said I wasn't going to come to the game on Wednesday" I smirk.
He turns to face me, "really?"
"Yeah I guess" I shrug "Hey, if this 'friend' thing is going to work, maybe we should hang out soon?" I offer
"Yeah, maybe you can come over after school and we could do homework?"
"Perfect"
"Wait Harry" I stop him again "Jamie, if you stop me again, we're both going to be late" he chuckles, my cheeks slightly heating. "I'm sorry, but I just remembered I have to fetch tweedle-bitch and tweedle-bitcher from the stupid prep school" I role my eyes just thinking about them.
"Oh, maybe tomorrow or-"
"No no" I cut him off smiling, "I still want to come, just maybe a little later, like 3:30, that okay?" He smiles
"Perfect, see you" and with that he walks down the hall in peace
I walk to my car and throw my bag onto the front seat. Ugh, I really don't feel like picking up the bitch crew. I sigh and stick the key into the ignition pulling out of the school and driving away.
I drum my fingers on the steering wheel to the beat of my soft music playing, slowly stopping at a red light. I pull the tie from my hair and run my hands through it a bit.
The color always relaxes me. I quickly tie it back up into a pony tail before moving again. I pull into the street of their school and into the parking lot.
I see lots of boys and girls in uniform. The girls all twirling their hair while munching on a piece of gum, their asses almost sticking out of their shorts.
The twins approach my car with two boys. They stop at the door and pull it open
"Anyway babe, I'll see you tomorrow" the two of them kiss these random boys, pulling always Amy says, "anyway we better go, before our driver gets mad" oh no she didn't.
The both hop into the back seats slamming the door shut, I pull out and glare at them through the rear view mirror as they sit and play on the phones.
"You know it's not nice to play boys like that" I scold
"Oh who cares. You don't know anything virgin girl" Amy scoffs. My grip on the steering wheel but I bite my lip to stop the smirk from spreading across my face, because that's what they think.
Sluts like them believe I'm still a virgin, jokes on them. But that's for me to know.
I finally pull into the house sighing as turn the car off and grab my bag. I look over to Harry's house and notice his car isn't there. Okay?
I check the time, 2:45. Oh I still have time. I lock my car and make my way into the house. I go into the kitchen and grab an apple from the table and well as a bottle of Sprite Zero from the fridge.
I walk into my room, throwing my bag onto the floor. Jumping onto my bed, taking a sip from my drink before grabbing my laptop.
A little internet browsing won't kill nobody.
Notes
Heyyyyooo!
Okay, that was a little weird, but I have a reason. IM SO EXCITED!!!! Why?
BECAUSE ONE DIRECTION ARE FINALLY COMING TO MY COUNTRY!! ERMERGURD!! NEXT YEAR ON THE ON THE ROAD AGAIN, MY LOVELY HUSBNDS!!
*Happy dances from 15 more mins* okay *clears throat* *breaths*
so that happened, anyway...
Ouestion time:
-Is Harry really okay with being just friends?
-Does Jamie regreet her decision?
-has 1D been to your country?
I really love your feed back and predictions so keep it up!! :D
They Haven't Come Yet
6/9/14