Forever Alone

Weeks have passed and you have tried to get over him. You use to cry every night over him now it’s only once in a blue moon. They have been all over the magazines and he looked happy. He was falling for her and it was all to your doing. If only you were selfish enough to tell him how you feel. Then again you didn’t want to hurt her. You didn’t want her to go through the pain you were going through right now. You were used to all this pain. You were numb to the pain by now. You have been through so much pain in your lifetime what’s a little heart break to the pile?

Your friends were going out but you really didn’t feel like going. You knew that she was going to be there but Niall had texted you earlier asking if you were going. You told him that you weren’t. He complained that he hasn’t seen you in a while. In the end you decided to go. You were going to tag along with Louis because he was a good friend of yours. Bridgette was dating Harry now and Rachel was dating Liam. You were the only single one. To tell you the truth you really didn’t care.

You were going to wear a pair of jeans and your low cut top. You were revealing your boobs hoping to snag a guy tonight. When you exited your bedroom all the boys, except Niall, were waiting in your living room. After they noticed your presence you guys left to go to the club. You took a taxi downtown to one of the best clubs in town. Once you guys arrived there were a lot of people there. You guys had to snake through a lot of people until you found a spot. You sat next to Louis who instantly brought you over a drink. Bridgette, Harry, Liam, and Rachel were all off dancing. You haven’t seen Niall yet and you really didn’t want to see him. You didn’t want to meet his whore of a girlfriend.

“She isn’t a whore,” Louis told you.

“What?” you asked looking at him confused.

“Donna, she isn’t a whore,” he repeated himself.

“I wasn’t thinking that,” you told him.

“I know you were. I can see it in your eyes Judith,” he answered.

“Do you like her?” you asked

“She makes him happy so I’m happy. Aren’t you?” he asked

“Yeah, I’m glad he is happy,” you lied.

“Good because he deserves to be happy,” Louis answered.

“He does,” you replied.

Before you knew it your eyes glanced towards the door and there he was. He had that girl wrapped around his arm smiling like crazy. Your heart ached and you just wanted to walk out of the room but you promised Rachel and Bridgette that you would be strong. His eyes met yours and his smile grew instantly. It was like he was searching for you. Then your eyes reverted back to the girl in his arms and she didn’t notice you. Thank god! Phew you dodged that bullet.

They came up to the table you guys were seated at and sat down. She sat down right in front of you. Niall left to go get drinks. She smiled at Louis and Louis smiled back. Louis seemed to like her. Why couldn’t you? She looked at you and just smiled. You smiled back a fake smile because secretly you hated her. Niall came back with two drinks. One was obviously for him and the other was for hers. He sat next to her and she kissed his cheek as a form of a thank you. Niall smiled at you and you smiled back even though you were dying inside.

“Hey Judith,” Niall called out.

“Hey,” you answered.

“This is my girlfriend Donna,” he pointed to the girl.

You stuck out your hand, “Nice to meet you.”

She shook it, “You too, Judith.”

It looked like she was wearing a fake smile too but you weren’t too sure. The whole night you spent talking to her and Niall. Niall seemed very proud to have her on his arm. Maybe she was good for him. She was very nice. She comes from a rich family. Her dad created some sort of invention but you totally blocked out that part of the conversation. She was going to school to be a lawyer, what kind you don’t know. She seemed nice but there was something off about her. She wasn’t how you pictured her. She was better than how you pictured her.

You left halfway through the night. You told everyone you were feeling sick. Louis, being a good friend, decided to help you home. He had to check up on Zayn anyway. He was feeling a little under the weather. You were hoping that you weren’t catching his cold. You and Louis stumbled home trying not to make a ruckus in public. You guys finally made it home and he helped you into your room. He sat on your bed as you got changed. Louis had a girlfriend yet you only saw him as a friend. He was nothing more.

Louis was still sitting on your bed when you returned in your pajamas. He laughed at you because it was probably the amount of alcohol he had consumed. You told him he was free to go yet he didn’t want to leave. Why wouldn’t he leave? You decided to crawl into your bed and Louis crawled in alongside of you. You turned on the TV and started to watch some comedy show. Louis started chuckling and then you heard him snoring. Wow he fell asleep in your bed. You tucked him into your bed and then got up out of your bed. You grabbed one of your extra blankets and pillows and made your way to the couch. The couch wasn’t as comfortable as your bed but it would have to do. You curled up in a ball and fell asleep.

You woke up the next morning to Bridgette yelling at Rachel. They were fighting over what to eat for breakfast. You woke up from all the screaming and made your way to the kitchen. You rubbed your eyes as you started to gain focus on them. They smiled at you like they had something up their sleeve. You were just so confused.

“What?” you asked

“Judith, we got a surprise for you,” Rachel told you.

“What?” you asked

“We set you up on a blind date,” Bridgette commented.

“WHAT!?!” you shouted.

“We want you to get out there,” you heard a male voice behind you.

You turned around and saw Louis. You forgot he slept in your bed last night. You hope that he enjoyed his slumber in your bed. It was one of the most comfortable beds in the world. You loved your bed and you gave it up so he could sleep in it. Wow you are such a nice friend.

Wait they set me up on a blind date. I don’t want to go on a date with anyone. I really don’t want to do this. I mean I love all they are trying to do but I can’t go on a blind date. Then again I should. Niall has a girlfriend and he wasn’t coming around anytime soon. Maybe this could be good. Maybe this is what I need. Maybe I need to see my options. I think I’ll give it a try.

“So when is the date?” you looked at the three of them.

“Tonight,” Bridgette answered bluntly.