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Over Again

"Make it easy, say I never mattered."

Louis’s lips left a trail from the side of my neck all the way to my collar bone making me arch up into him. I could feel him sucking on the flesh and nipping at it.

“Mmm, no marks.” He kissed the spot one more time and continued his exploration down my body. He kissed above my bra until he reached under me to unhook the material. I moaned out when he roughly ripped it off my body.

“You have a beautiful chest, Kat.” I didn’t respond. I had my eyes closed enjoying the pleasure seeping through me at the way his soft hands kneaded the flesh. He placed a light kiss to one and then continued to kiss the valley between them.

This was all so new to me, he was never slow. He was never gentle; this was a Louis Tomlinson I could get used to. He continued his soft kisses down my torso, planting them every now and then.

“Your body is beautiful as well. I know a lot of girls are skinny, but you Kat. You’re fit and I don’t think you realize what you do to us when you walk around on the bus in a tank top and those cut offs.” I smiled down at him. He was giving compliments now.

“Maybe I should stop then,” His blue eyes met mine and he shook his head.

“I never said it was a bad thing.” He breathed out making his breath hit my panty line. I groaned feeling the dampness between my legs increase. He was driving me crazy. So I tried giving him a hint. I lifted my hips up but he pushed them down smiling at me. Bastard.

“Lou, please.” He placed a gentle kiss on my panty line before slipping his fingers into the side of the panties and pulling them down my legs. His fingers grazed the side of my legs when he brought his attention back to me. I tried closing my legs, feelings a little too exposed but he held them open. He now had his body in between my thighs.

“I’m going to drive you crazy, Katherina. The crazy part is you’re going to enjoy every single thing I do.” I moaned out when he placed a hot kiss to my inner thighs. I gripped the bedding between my hands as he got higher and higher to the place I wanted his mouth the most. I let out a loud gasp when his lips met the sensitive nerve and sucked. My thighs were already trembling and he had hardly done something.


“You, love are delicious.” I felt his tongue flick the nerve, making me moan out even louder and then lick my slit.

“There aren’t many girls I like going down on, but you. I’ve always found something amazing about the way you react. You make it so…sexy.” My hips bucked toward his face in hopes of getting him to go back to his previous doing.

“Louis, please. Do something, I’m dyin- oh my god.” My voice cracked as I felt the strong muscle flick my clit and then his lips attach themselves to it, giving it a hard suck. I was moaning loudly and my back was arching. I could feel how wet I was from just a little foreplay.

“Louis, oh fuck…” I felt him slide two fingers into me, but his mouth never stopped. I had my head thrown back in ecstasy and I could feel the tight knot in my stomach getting tighter. He was close to making me cum. My hips bucked to help aid him in helping me get release but as he angled his fingers I knew he didn’t need any help. He hit a sensitive bundle of nerves making me scream out his name. His mouth finally left the aroused nerve as he looked up at me.

“That’s right Kat, let go. Cum for me.” My thighs were shaking and I had my eyes closed, my chest was rising and falling and I could feel the layer of sweat that coated my body.

“I need- fuck. I need-“ My sentence was cut off when his thumb came into contact with my clit and was rubbing nice, delicious circles.

“Cum for me Katherina.” I arched my back and before I knew it my thighs were snapping shut and my walls clamped down, greedily around his fingers that were still pumping in and out of me.

“Holy fuck, Louis…” I was breathing hard and as I looked down, I watched as he pulled out the two fingers and placed one last kiss to my clit making me whimper from the sensitivity. He made his way back up to my body and connected his lips with mine. The kiss was full of hunger and need, I moaned out softly when his tongue invaded my mouth and we battled for dominance.

I couldn’t take it anymore. My hands grabbed, greedily at his shirt and started to unbutton it. He pulled away and leaned up. He threw the shirt off and stared down at me, I was now able to see his torso and his chest. His upper body was always a turn on for me, but I had other obstacles to attend to. My hands immediately went for the buttons on the front of his pants. I heard him groan out as my hand brushed against his very noticeable hard on. I undid the button and pulled the zipper down all the way. He shimmied out of his pants, which left him only in his black boxers.

I licked my lips as I saw his length through the material, just by looking at it I was turned on all over again. I sighed out as my fingers trailed the skin above his boxers and I could see how tense he became. He groaned out and leaned down. I looked up and met my lips with his. As we continued to kiss I gripped the side of his boxers and pulled them down, immediately feeling it hit my lower stomach. I moaned out already excited about what was about to come.

In a blink of an eye, Louis had rolled us over so I was now on top of him. Our lips were still connected and I smiled against the kiss. I pulled away and moaned out when I felt his arousal rub against my clit. I leaned up so I was sitting on him. He was looking up at me with one of those smiles. His hands went to my hips. His thumbs were grazing my sides and I was pouting down at him because he still wasn’t in me.

“What’s wrong love?”

“You know what’s wrong, Louis.” He chuckled and thrust his hips up making him slip into me. I gripped onto his chest, my nails digging in a little. I breathed out, not prepared for his movement.

“You got what you wanted, Katherina. Now start moving.” I threw my head back and immediately started moving my hips. He groaned out when I increased my speed, already feeling my walls clench around him.

“Mmm, slowly Kat. We have all night.” His grip on my hips tightened as he slowed down my moving hips. My eyes shut closed as I felt him hit sensitive nerves inside of me.

“Fuck, Louis.” I gasped out. I heard him let out a chuckle.

“Don’t worry, Love. That’s exactly what I plan to do.”
x-x

The next morning, I didn’t want to wake up. I snuggled into the comforter some more and turned over. However, when I turned over the bed was empty. A sinking feeling made its way into my stomach but I felt relief wash over me when I heard movement around the room. I opened my eyes slowly and stretched my limbs feeling like a cat, I could feel the soreness in my body. Last night was amazing, we had gone at it. Four times. It felt amazing the last time though, Louis made sure I would remember it the next day.

I finally leaned up and saw Louis Putting his clothes on from last night. His face did not look happy, but I didn’t understand why. I looked at the clock on the bed side drawer. It read 11:30am.

“Louis, where are you going? I doubt any of the guys are even up.” He stopped his movements, his blue eyes piercing into me. I looked at him , waiting for an answer. He ran a hand through his messed up hair.

“I’m leaving.” I stared at him, shocked.

“You’re leaving?!” He didn’t say anything and just continued to do up his pants.

“Are you kidding me?! After last night, you’re just not going to say anything?! You just-“ He turned around to face me and I could see the anger in his eyes.

“I just what, Kat? I didn’t do anything.” I got out of the bed slipping on my underwear and bra, while ignoring the pounding in my head. I was pissed.

“You admitted it last night! You care and now you’re running off again?” Louis shook his head.

“I didn’t do anything, Katherina!” He was yelling now. The soft, caring Louis from last night was gone.

“You said you cared.” Louis turned his back toward me and picked up his phone from the floor.

“I was also horny. Come on, Kat you should know how this works by now.” I walked closer to him but he turned around again. We were now face to face. He had a smug look on his face.

“What did you think was going to happen, Kat? I was going to leave El?” He let out a laugh as I glared up at him. I could feel the knot in my chest tighten.

“No, Kat. You know that wasn’t going to happen.” I looked down and away from his gaze. I felt stupid and vulnerable, but most of all I felt hurt.

“But you, you made love-“ It sounded so stupid out loud but it didn’t stop me from whispering it. He clearly heard me because he let out a chuckle.

“Love? Oh no, sweetheart. We fuck. El and I, we-“

“Don’t finish that sentence.” Never in my life had I wished to slap his accent out of him. It made every word he spoke, sound so much harsher. I could feel my heart breaking as well as my sanity. I could feel my heart hurting and I felt tears spring to my eyes.

“Kat, how many times do I have to tell you? You’re not El, and there won’t be any love between us. Ever.” I was breathing hard and biting back the tears.

“You’re a liar.” He stopped walking toward the door.

“You’re a liar, Louis Tomlinson. You care and you know you do. Last night, you wouldn’t have done what you did. I saw it! Louis, I saw the jealousy in your eyes when you saw me in the room with him.” I looked up at him, the tears threating to spill over. I felt defeated but I stood my ground. My voice was calm. He walked back over to me and grabbed my face in his hands and had me look up at him.

I was hoping he was going to say something meaningful but all he did was say something mean, that completely tore me apart.

“Katherina, you’re nothing to me but a good fuck.” He spoke the words slowly to me. I yanked my face out of his grasp, I could feel the tears coat my cheeks, my chest was going up and down and my breaths were coming out hard as I watched him slowly walk towards the door.

“I can’t believe my brother is best friends with an inconsiderate asshole! You don’t deserve him and you sure as hell don’t deserve One Direction, you don’t deserve the fame.” I breathed out. Once again, he turned around to look at me with a small smirk.

“And I can’t believe your brother has a slut as his sister. You’re nothing in this world Katherina, you will always be just Harry Styles older sister, and you’ll continue live in your slut ways because that’s who you are. I think you have it wrong Kat, you’re the one that doesn’t deserve Harry as your brother.” I felt the tears come down even harder, I could feel the anger build up inside of me as I picked up my heels from the floor. I threw the first one missing the back of his head and hitting the wall.

“I fucking hate you so much, Louis. Get the fuck out!” I screamed. I threw the other shoe also missing him. He looked back at me in disbelief. I shook my head.

“Get out. I’m done with you Louis.” He didn’t move. I grabbed the wine bottle off of the counter that the hotel provided us. His eyes got wide as he ran for the door. He yanked it open and ran out just as he closed the door the bottle shattered into pieces against the wood. I ran over to the door ignoring the glass on the floor and did the double lock on the door. I felt myself breaking as I leaned against the door and started sobbing.

The tears were coming down now and I could feel it physically hurt everything Louis said. It hurt and I wanted it to stop as I fell to the ground on my knees.
x-x

Louis stood outside of the hotel door listening to Kat cry her heart out. He closed his eyes and leaned his forehead onto the door. He fucked up, he hurt Kat more than before. Louis knew what he was capable of and he unleashed it all onto Kat this morning.

He knew she didn’t deserve this hurt, he knew she cared about him. But he hit her where it would hurt. Louis had used Harry against her, granted she took the first shot saying he didn’t deserve what he had but she was at least right. Kat, loved her brother and to Louis she would never just be Katherina, Harry’s slut sister. She was so much more to him and now he would never be able to let her know.

Last night had been amazing. Louis had never felt the connection he felt with Kat, with Eleanor. It scared him but it was also amazing. Louis pulled out his phone and started a text.

“It’s done. Leave Katherina alone now. You promised if I did it, nothing would be brought up.”

He sent the message and shook his head. His phone buzzed letting him know he got a message. He opened it as he walked away from the door, trying to ignore the sobs.

“This is for her own good.” He kept telling himself this for the past hour. That if he let Kat go, it would be for the best. She didn’t need him.

“You would have just tore her apart. You just saved her, her job at the magazine along with her reputation.” Louis looked down at the phone one last time, knowing the message was right. But right now, as he listened to Kat cry, he didn’t know if he saved her the heartache or just made it worse.
x-x

I stayed lying on the floor not wanting to move. I was still crying but my tears had died down. I felt drained and useless. I felt empty. I was never one to feel broken over a guy, but this wasn’t a guy. This was my brother’s best friend and I was stuck on tour with him.

I was hurt. I was hurt that he had called me a slut. I felt dirty. The sad part is he was right, I don’t deserve Harry as my brother. I’ve been lying to him this whole time. Thinking about all this made me cry even harder. I heard a knock on door which made me jump. I didn’t answer it, I didn’t want to see anyone. The knocks continued but I never stood up. I sighed and threw my head back against the wall when they left. I had only closed my eyes for a couple minutes when I heard the door opening. I moved my head weakly to look at who was unlocking my door.

Zayn stood in the doorway, with a shocked look on his face. He looked down at the glass on the floor and me huddled up against the wall in nothing but my bra and underwear.

“Oh Katherina, what happened?” He walked in, stepping over the glass and closing the door behind him. I shook my head and closed my eyes. I could feel myself on the brink of crying again. He kneeled down in front of me as I pulled my knees closer to my chest.

“Katherina, you’re bleeding.” I looked down at where he was looking. I must have stepped on glass because my feet were in fact bleeding. I didn’t say anything, I just looked away.

“Katherina, we need to get you cleaned up.” His voice was full of concern.

“Do you want me to call Harry?” My eyes shot open.

“No! Don’t do that!” He sighed.

“Katherina, he needs to know. But since I figured Louis has something to do with it, I’ll wait until you tell me what exactly happened.” My stomach clenched hearing his name.

“Katherina focus! First we’re going to get your feet cleaned up, put some clothes on you and then you’re going to tell me what the hell happened.” He went to get up but I pulled him back down. His dark eyes were fixated on my tear stained face.

“I can tell you exactly what happened, Zayn.” He looked at me waiting for me to continue.

“I think I was falling in love with Louis Tomlinson.” Zayn let out a sigh and moved to sit next to me. He put an arm over my shoulder as I shuffled closer to his embrace, careful not to hit my feet.

“Kat, don’t fall in love. You’re too young to fall in love.” I shook my head and let some tears fall.

“Too late…”

Notes

I know this is late and I'm so sorry! Family from out of town had came to visit and school is being a jerk right now. I'm so sorry. Plus, I wanted this chapter to be good and didn't want to give you guys a crap chapter. You all deserve better than that.
You guys probably hate me for this chapter. Keep reading to find out what's going to happen!
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Kenziexx5 Kenziexx5
3/26/14

Zayn can't do that! He can't! I've waited too long for them to be together! He can't do this! They're in a relation! So what? They can do whatever they want!

Honestly. I kind of want Zayn to be with Kathrina! She did like him before. They would be cute, plus Zayn never hurt her and Kat deserves to be with someone without sharing a rough past with them as well. I LOVE YOUR STORY. as you can see.. .

Oh God no Zayn don't go messing with things. They are barely together lol.

LTStyles92 LTStyles92
3/4/14

im in love with this story, plz update soon! xx

LyricJunky101 LyricJunky101
3/4/14