I was staring at the laptop that was placed down in front of me with a blank screen. I could not figure out what to write for the life of me. I was perched in the kitchen area where we usually ate in shorts and a long sleeve shirt. I had my hair down and no makeup graced my face. I put my fingers to the keyboard and started typing.

“One Direction has spent almost six months on the road so far and it doesn’t seem like the crazy is going to be dying down anytime soon. Louis Tomlinson who is one of the five members is a complete asshole and I want to stab him with a fork!” I shut my laptop quickly getting fed up. I threw my head onto the table and started banging it, this should be a piece of cake for me and I couldn’t do it.

I looked up at the clock that was over the wall and saw it was now 8 am. We had left Texas two days ago and now we were on our way to Las Vegas , Nevada. I groaned and put my hands under my forehead trying to shake the memory of mine and Louis’s little chat. I was still pissed at him.

When all of our stuff was loaded into the bus and we were actually on the road, I stood up and walked over to where Louis was sitting next to Zayn. They were laughing at God knows what but I didn’t care. I walked over and stood in front of him.

“Louis, can I talk to you in the back for a second.” He looked up at me and gave me that mischievous look he got when he thought we were going to be sleeping together. Little did he know, it was going to be the complete opposite. I walked to the back of the bus bumping into Niall on the way.

“Hey, Louis and I need to talk. Don’t let anyone disturb us okay?”

“You guys are always talking! I want to talk!” He looked like a lost little boy whom sometimes he was but he had a heart on him and he cared for his friends a lot more than most people. I smiled softly at him.

“After, we’ll talk and play cards like we use to. Does that sound okay?” His face instantly lit up and nodded. I laughed and watched as he left to the front of the bus, Louis walked by him and toward me. I kept a straight face and walked into the back room. I walked in and turned around to face him , he soon walked in and closed the door locking it. He walked straight toward me and grabbed my face in his hands and his lips met mine in a fiery kiss. This wasn’t supposed to happen, I was livid. His lips traveled down my jaw line but before he could get any further I pushed him away.

I was breathing hard and I had to control myself from jumping on top of him. He was breathing hard as well and he already had his belt unbuckled, holy crap he really wasted no time.

“This is not what I meant by talking.” I stated. My voice was still calm.

“It’s what I meant. So take off those clothes.”

“No Louis. I’m here to talk and I mean it.” He sighed and ran a hand through his hair.

“Fine, what.”

“First off, you need to explain why you ran out of the hotel room like it was on fire earlier.” He glared at me.

“I was trying to be nice. You got attacked last night and then I go and shove my hand down your pants. Not very polite of me.”

“Since when have you ever cared about being polite to me?” I snapped back.

“Since you are my best friend’s sister and if he ever found out about this I could at least say I was a gentleman about it.” He sent a smirk towards me. I glared back at him.

“So it’s not because you care about me?” He looked surprised.

“How many times do I have to tell you I-“

“So then what was all that earlier? Actually spending time with me and laughing.”

“Someone needed to stay with you.” He stood with is arms crossed.

“No they didn’t, I told you I could be alone. You care! God, stop acting like I’m the only one that does!” He smiled his sickening smirk and looked at me.

“As sexy as you are Katherina, you know I don’t. The only girl I care about besides family is El.” That struck a chord in me and I immediately got even angrier.

“Speaking of the little bitch-“

“Don’t call her that.” His voice was deep and stern. I ignored him and walked up to him. So what, I was shorter than him. I didn’t care; I continued to glare up at him.

“You’re little princes of a girlfriend decided to call me and tell me to stay away from you. Now I know she’s not the smartest crayon in the box but she does know we are on tour together right? Or am I giving her too much damn credit?” I could see Louis getting mad, I could see it in his eyes and by the way the vein in his neck started to be more noticeable but I continued.

“Tell her to never call me again. We are not friends Louis therefore she shouldn’t be talking to me. I don’t care about her, that’s something you need to remember. I don’t see her as the perfect little model; I could care less of what she does. Tell her to never call me again or I will, and you will not enjoy the words that will be exchanged.” He stood there staring at me not saying a word but I could see the fire was lit inside of him.

“And don’t you ever tell her my business again Louis. What happened between me and Matt is between us only including the other boys. You should have not told her what happened. You fucked up Louis!” He still didn’t say anything.

“Say something dammit!” I pushed him lightly. Faster than I realized he had picked me up and thrown me on the bed. He climbed on top of me and his mouth instantly went to my neck and above my chest. I moaned out loudly when he bit down and I arched my back. This was not how this was supposed to go but as his hand slipped into the front of my pants and rub me over my panties, I realized it was too good to stop. I breathed out a moan as he started rubbing faster with his hand.

“You know, you’re sexy when you get angry.” I didn’t say anything as he made his way down my body and pushed my tank top over my stomach. He kissed the soft flesh there leaving kisses around my pantie line. His hand had now retreated and was pulling the sides of my pants down alone with my panties. I sighed when I felt his breath hit my core.

“However, you don’t get to yell at me and push me like you own me. You don’t Katherina.” He placed a kiss on each of my thighs as he hooked them over his shoulders. My mind was spiraling and I couldn’t focus on anything other than wanting his mouth on a certain area. I could feel myself become wetter as he gently nipped at my skin.

“Kat…” I didn’t reply. My eyes were closed and I was focusing on not making any noise

“Katherina.” I grunted getting impatient.

“You need to realize, you’re not my number one. We talked about this. You knew our arrangement when you agreed to it. You’re something for me to fuck. Do you understand?” I didn’t reply mainly because I didn’t want to. I went to snap my thighs closed but he held them down and I could feel his breath, still on my core. I could feel his breath closer and soon his tongue was flicking my clit back and forth making my breath shudder. He continued his torture as the strong muscle would lick from my slit up to the sensitive nerve. My whimpers were coming out more frequently but I was focusing on staying quiet. That task became difficult when his lips covered my clit and sucked and licked at it. My back arched and I gripped onto the bedding.

“Fuck, Louis…” He pulled away. I looked down at him to see my juices on his lips which he just licked away.

“Now tell me Katherina, do you understand?” I nodded my head.

“Fuck, yes Louis just let me cum.” I breathed out. He kissed above the area I wanted him the most and crawled back up my body.

“Good girl. But I think I have something that you might want even more.” My hands immediately went to unbuckle his pants, pushing past the unbuckled belt and I pushed them down his hips along with his boxers.

I lifted my head up from the table when I heard footsteps. Niall walked in looking half asleep and I knew he was already looking for food. He didn’t notice me sitting at the table.

“There are cookies in the top cupboard.” He jumped and let out a ‘whoa’ I laughed at his face.

“What the hell, Kat. You nearly gave me a heart attack.” I laughed and smiled because I could hear his Irish accent. He grabbed the box of Oreos from the top and sat down in front of me.

“Oy, what are you doing up so early?”

“Working on the article but I’m having major writers block so I gave up.” He continued to devour the cookies making me laugh at him, he shrugged it off.

“Maybe you should listen to music or something. Usually when you listen to music you’d be able to write.” I nodded agreeing with him, he was right usually music put me in a good mood.

“I’ll try when we get to the hotel. We’re in Las Vegas for three nights, right?” He nodded.

“Yup, we have two shows. I think tonight though, the boys were talking about going out to one of the clubs.” I smiled; I hadn’t been to a club since we left home.

“You’re clearly happy!”

“Niall, you know how much I love dancing! Why didn’t you tell me before?! I have to get an outfit picked out!” The girl in me was showing and I knew it.

“Are you planning to bring a man back to your hotel room?”

“Maybe?” I laughed. I wasn’t letting the Matt situation get to me, I was young and life was too short to dwell on things like that.

“Well, make sure to ask them to clean your sheets after!” I laughed but didn’t find it all that funny.
I lay out of breath in the bed. I watched as Louis buckled up his pants and made sure he looked presentable. After all that, he was still pretending he didn’t care. I sighed and closed my eyes.

“Get up Kat.” I ignored him.

“We’re going to get caught.”

“I don’t care.”

“I do, I have a girlfriend. Now get up.” I shook my head; he let out a frustrated sigh.

“Fine then, don’t forget to clean the sheets at the next stop. I have to go call Eleanor. She told me to call her when we left.” He walked out of the room, leaving me there naked, alone and vulnerable. I know I did this to myself but as I threw the covers back over my body I just wanted to crawl into a hole and die.

“Kat!” I snapped out of my daze and looked at Niall who Zayn was now sitting next to.

“Hey, Zayn.”

“You okay there love? You spaced out.”

“Yeah, I just kept thinking about the article sorry. Niall told me we’re going to a club tonight!” Zayn laughed at how excited I was.

“Yeah it was actually your brother’s idea.”

“That’s my boy!” Seconds later, Harry walked in rubbing his eyes. My brother was not a morning person but neither was Zayn. He stared at us and then walked by us to the couch making us laugh.

“I’m going to go get dressed. I’ll be back.” I got up, taking my laptop with me. I put my laptop in my bunk and went to my suitcase.

“The tragedy seems unending I’m watching everyone I looked up to break and bending we’re taking shortcuts and false solutions. Just to come out the hero. Well I can see behind the curtain the wheels are crank and turning so on the way we’re working towards a goal that’s nonexistent it’s not existent but we just keep believing.” I softly sang Paramore’s song Turn It Off. Paramore was an American band but they were amazing and are the one concert I’ve always wanted to go to, every time I tried tickets were sold out.

“And the worst part is before it gets any better, we’re headed for a cliff. And in the free fall I will realize I’m better off, when I hit the bottom. “

“You and Harry don’t have a lot in common sweetheart, but your voices are both amazing I will tell you that.” I looked at the bunk across from mine and saw Liam staring at me with a small, sleepy smile. I smiled back.

“I’m sorry if I woke you up!” He shook his head.

“I had to get up anyway. Danielle had something she wanted to tell me and I didn’t want to call her late. I’m just glad I woke up to your voice instead of Zayn’s snoring.” I laughed and continued to dig through my suitcase.

“What has you singing, you haven’t sung in a while.” I looked back at him.

“I was just told we’re going to a club tonight, in Vegas. Vegas Liam!” He laughed at me just like Zayn had.

“You and your dancing. But don’t you think it’s a little too soon for you to be going to a club after, well yeah.” He got out of the bunk and stretched.

“Liam, I’m young. If I let things like that keep me from living, I’m going to miss out on life. I love you for caring though.” I smiled at him which he returned. They called him Daddy Directioner in the tabloids for a reason.

“Are the rest of the boys up?”

“Except for Louis.” He nodded and made his way to the front of the bus. I turned around to my suitcase once more trying to find the dress I was looking for.

“Liam’s right. You and Harry have two amazing voices.” I stopped and I let the voice sink in. His words crawled up my spine making me breathe out. I hadn’t talked to him since our little get together. I mumbled out a ‘thanks.’

“You’re excited for the club tonight.” I nodded. I continued to try to ignore him and dig through my clothes.

“You’re going to bring someone back to the hotel?” I turned around, appalled that he would even ask me that.

“That’s none of your business.”

“I’m just curious how it’s going to happen. You’re bunking with one of the boys again. It’d be easier if you just bunked with me and we could have our own party after the club.” I stood there staring at him, not truly believing what he was saying.

“I requested my own room. Paul said he talked to management and they agreed.” Louis’s face fell.

“And as for bringing someone back. I’m not looking to, but even if I was it wouldn’t be any of your business.” He didn’t say anything.

“What’s wrong Lou, can’t handle not being the one to warm my bed at night?” He snorted.

“Just remember, who can make you feel sedated.” I rolled my eyes and turned back around to face him again.

“You need to realize that you’re not my God, Louis. You aren’t the only thing on my mind. Remember when you said I don’t own you? Guess what, you don’t own me.” I said the last words slowly so it could sink in to his head. I returned to my suitcase and continued to dig through it. I could hear him get up and walk away, seconds later I heard the bathroom door slam shut. I smiled knowing I had finally got to him. I decided to ignore the pissed off Louis and think about tonight. Tonight, I was going to let loose, I was going to have fun and Louis Tomlinson was not going to ruin it for me. I guaranteed myself that he would be the last thing on my mind tonight, no matter how sexy he looked angry.

Notes

Because you guys are amazing, here is another chapter for you guys! Love you guys for commenting (: Keep them coming and updates will keep coming.
I wanted to let you guys know that this is just the beginning I have so much more planned for these two. I know it may seem like a lot of back and forth but it is needed, so don't worry. It'll get better, like I said I have huge plans for them. Love you all!

By the way: If you haven't listened to Paramore you should probably do that, they are amazing. OKay tha'ts all thank you guys, again!