(Ashlyns POV)


Write after the movie ended. I told hanna and jemily i wanted to talk to them about the party. Because to me it all seems like a blure from when i began drinking and on... I wanted to ask them if they knew where i was during the party.

"Hannah can i ask u something..."
"Yeah sure?" She said looking at me in the eye


"do you remeber anything from last night?"
i asked her and she just looked down at her lap.
"No...all i remember is me ending up with liam in my room...
but gross i know what your thinking when i said that But TRUST me nothing happened! I know because he was dressed up and so was I... So now that ive answered you..its your turn... Where were YOU last night?"


"M-me i was just....with some new friends i met at your um....party..."i said nervously because they knew when i was lying.

"Really? Sounds fun...but it doesnt sound like the truth either...spit it pretty face..." She said looking at me in the eyes once again.
so was jemily...

"I-i cant really tell you....."
"oh hmm ok then we will make you say it...is it just me or is it weird that harry was gone at the same time as you where and...the guest room was locked?...when both of you where no where to be found?"

My cheeks heated up...they had me all figured out.
"Its NOT what you think! Please guys your not gonna think that i would actually do something like that? Especially with HARRY!" I say really nervouse....

"We would if we knew you where drunk! Which you where. And if none of that really happened then what DID happen.

"We just talked and hanged out.."
I lied AGAIN

"i dont see the purpose of locking the door? Ashlyn come on! What happened between you and harry? You cant fool us pretty face we are like your freaking sisters."

"We- no we didnt do anything.... We just....cuddled."

"Yah sureee" jemily said as she made kissy faces and hanna made choking sounds. They really are getting on my last nerve.

"FINE YOU KNOW WHAT! I came here to forget about what happened last night! Not that i even remembered until i woke up At harrys and asked him! Oh you see this fricking braid! Pretty huh?" I say and remove it reaveling the hicky.

"You guys clearly arent helping me! I came here to stay away from the lil fucking jerk! And i'm tired of playing his games if it always had to end up this way! Jemily this is your fault you! YOU TOLD ME TO PLAY ALONG! And it only leads to this!
If you dont know i'm trying to avoid him but you keep asking me and bringing up last night and if thats what its gonna be like then maybe I have to avoid my friends too! If thats what it takes to freaking forget last night than i'll do it!

I say now sobbing...i regret what i just said at this point they look speachless

i have no where to go but home... Which is next to harrys house..i decide to walk instead of riding my penny board. "What great friends i have..they didnt even try to stop me" i mumble to myself

a few minutes later I arrive i walk pass harrys house. I feel him staring at me from his window i turn my head to him and notice he is looking at me worried.
Wait my mistake. Hes harry styles he doesnt worry...he moves on.i walk in my house i go to my back yard my back yard and harrys back yard are divided with a little fence...im thinking of making a wall....


I take a seat in the middle of my backyard on the long green grass.i begin to sob lighly... I burry my face in my hands...
My life is falling apart and i cant do anything about it....
i feel my makeup run down my cheeks along with my tears...

I begin to do the one thing that makes me feel better...i sing to my self as i lie down on my back. Looking at the clouds.

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