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The Baby on Tour

Your Not Your Father

*Louis POV*

I wake up my bunk alone for the first time in awhile. But this makes me sad more then normal, cause the person I want next to me isn't at home she is on the bus. I roll out of the bunk quietly not wanting to wake anyone. I walk into the lounge area finding the boys but no Claire.

"We have to do..." Niall stops when he sees me walk in

"Hey how did you sleep?" Liam asks

"I sleped but I don't feel like I did..." I sit on the couch "how was your night, Haz?"

"It was good" he says

"Tell me that truth, now. And don't tell me you did"

"Okay she feels hurt..."

As the words come out my head hangs in my hands regretful of my actions last night

"Has she woken up yet?"

"No she is still sleeping"

"I'm gonna go out and try to figure out how to fix this." I say standing "Keep your phones on you so I can check in please?"

"You got it" Liam said and I walked in and changed into my clothes I heard breathing coming from Niall's bunk I pull the curtain a little seeing her I brush hair from her face.

"I'm going to figure out how to fix this baby...I promise" I pull the curtain walking out to the car driving a little way before calling mum the ringing comes through the speakers before I hear her voice

"Louis! Hi honey how are things going?"

I pull into a parking lot to a park

"Not good mum"

"Is Claire and the baby okay?"

"Yeah it's not like that mum. I just messed up"

"Tell me everything"

I started to tell her everything that has happened and how I haven't wanted Claire to be with out me and what happened the night before. She turned the call to FaceTime.

I look her in the eyes "What should I do mum?"

"Well sweet hear I agree with Harry on this you need to take it a minute at a time. You also need to remember who you married"

"What do you mean."

"You married a girl that lost both of her parents before she was eighteen! That's going to add some worry that she is going to leave her little girl like she was, that also makes her not trust her self and if you show and concern of her being alone that's just going further her doubt in her self"

"You mean like saying she can't go out with Harry with out me?"

"Yes, even though you are saying that as you don't want to be like your father..."

"I'm not my father"

"No you are not, you are better" she says try to reassure me. It works a little

"Mum what if I can't do it?"

"Do what? Be a dad?" She asks
"You know you will be fine"

"Do I?"

"Louis look at me..." I look at my screen "you remember when your father left and the twins were crying and I was so tired? What did you do?"

"I took them from you and told you to go and rest"

"You became like a father to them honey you will be just fine it's natural of you to take care of people"

"Thanks mom your a lot of help. I'm gonna go into town and get Claire some I'm sorry things"

"Do you remember what she has been craving lately?"

"Yeah why?"

"Get her that stuff, trust me she will want it more then anything else right now"

"Alright mum thanks for the advice. Love you" I blow her a kiss

"Love you baby. Hey Louis you guys are going to be okay" she say before we hang up

I drive into town getting things I know she talked about multiple times and get back in the car

I get out of my car the boys are out side passing a football on the ground.

"Hey is she..."

"Yeah and hasn't said a word since you were gone" Niall says sadly

I walk past them and open the door walking in after I close the door I hear crying I walk towards it

"Claire?" I ask walking into the bunk way I wish I didn't have to see what I saw when I saw her on the floor in tears

She wipes her tears away try's standing but can't get her self up I sit next to her quickly

"Please don't" I say putting my hand on her shoulder to stop her from getting up she sits back down

"Am I that bad?"

"What?"

"You had to get away from me so much you leave all day"

"I...no that's"

"I don't know what to do Louis"

"What do you mean?"

"I don't know how to get you to trust me" she cried

"I'm so sorry. I do trust you. I was the one that I didn't trust and it took a conversation with Harry and another with my mum to release that I'm sorry baby."
I said pulling her to me on the floor. She cried in my arms and I started crying "I'm so sorry"

"What don't you trust your self?" she asks after we stop crying

"I guess I was scared I wouldn't be good enough. Maybe even turn out like my..."

"Louis James Tomlinson don't even finish that thought there is no way you could be your father" she says and I start laughing " I mean it stop laughing"

"I'm sorry baby it's just that's what my mum said...well not as harsh but..." I smile kissing her four head

"I love you so much"

"I love you too baby" I say running my hands over her tummy I kiss her and when I do the baby kicks Claire flinches a little

"You okay?"

"She is definitely a football player like her daddy"

I smile "As long as she has her mums looks I'll be happy"


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Sophalicious Sophalicious
5/2/17

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12/16/16

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9/15/16

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