Side effects

Sarah's P.O.V
my brother left a week after the Sami incident
I've been alone and sick ever since the day he left
this morning I got up and puked my guts out
My head felt like it was going to explode any second and I had a fever that was such a bitch
I almost thought the idea of death would've felt better
"angel?" Zayn's sweet voice called outside as I was puking my guts out
Zayn was inside the house in almost no time, since he had the keys
he rubbed my back as I puked
"Zayn, please leave" I said weakly
"I can't leave, not in the state you're in"
"Zayn, please,I don't want you to see me like this" I really felt humiliated that the man I loved was in the bathroom watching me be tortured by my own body
"come" Zayn grabbed my hand and lead me to my room
the trashcan was in his other hand in case I had to puke again
he tucked me into bed as if I were a child
He nursed me the whole afternoon

"Zayn" I said
"yes,love?" He grabbed the trash can with the thought that I maybe had to puke
"I love you" he seemed a bit surprised by how I handled the words
"I love you too" he answered
he suggested we go to the hospital
at first I hated the idea of going, having someone check me and try to find out what was wrong with me as if I were some machine but in the end I agreed to go

"miss, please stay still" I hadn't noticed I was fidgeting
after the doctor had me checked he made me and Zayn wait out
the doctor came out, looking quite pale
he called Zayn instead of me, as the doctor spoke Zayn looked as if he were on the verge of tears but he remained firm and strong
"let's go" Zayn murmured
"Zayn, what are-"
"let's go" he repeated
"no" I said firmly
" I won't go until someone tells me what's wrong with me" I said firmly
"Sarah" Zayn started
"they don't know what's wrong with you, the thing is that you have something in your body that kills you, but you need it"
I was silent
"what is it?" I asked
"we don't know"

Notes

I'm sorry I haven't really been active lately with this story, really sorry, happy summer guys :3 see ya
sorry it's short