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Zayn's P.O.V.
I opened the door sleepily
I could hardly keep my eyes open, I wasn't able to sleep of worry
"where the fuck where you?!" Perrie yelled at me
"I called hundreds of times and you never answered!" she was furious, that's for sure
"I was at the hospital" I answered calmly
"why?" she asked, at least she was calmer
"a friend of mine, she got hurt" I probably shouldn't have said 'she'
before I knew it I was being scolded like a child
I managed to tune out her screaming, after a while she gave up and went into the kitchen leaving her phone on the coffee table next to me
I don't know why but something inside of me said she didn't even call once
I hadn't checked my phone for missed calls so I grabbed my phone to check it
just one missed call from Harry
not Perrie
I was gonna go into the kitchen and tell her she hadn't called me once but her phone started ringing
I glanced at it and to my surprise Dominic was calling
how did he know her?
I picked up the phone and answered it
"hey,babe I'm really stressed, is your boyfriend home yet?, I need my sexy girl"
"well,she's in the kitchen do you want me to call her for you or would you like to come straight here?" I said
"Zayn?!" I heard her from behind
"wh-what are you doing with my ph-phone?" she stuttered
"oh well, I was just telling your other boyfriend that you 2 have the house all to yourselves,in fact I'll be back in a week to get my stuff" I threw her phone at her and walked out the door
I wanted to feel angry, I wanted to throw things around and scream at Perrie that she was a bitch,but something made me feel that it wasn't worth it
I wasn't angry, I actually felt as if weight had been thrown off my back

"Sarah" I knocked on the door
"hi Zayn" she cheerfully opened the door
"hi" I said
her beautiful smile vanished and she became concered
"what's wrong?" she asked
"it's..Perrie" I said
"cheating" she hugged me and said
"I know how shitty that feels"
"the thing is I'm not even sad or a tiny bit angry,just a little upset, but that's it"
"maybe you're in love with someone else" she looked up at me, her eyes were sparkling
"maybe I am" I got closer to her, she didn't say or do anything
our lips touched
it felt electric, as if nothing else mattered
I knew that I loved her more than life
I needed her more than anything
"morning" we pushed away from each other and saw her brother smirking
"nice to meet you, Jesus Arreola" he extended his hand out to me
the smirk was still on his face
"H-Hi,Zayn Malik, sir" I shook his hand as his face grew cold
"don't call him sir" Sarah whispered at me
"why?" I asked
"army language, it means you don't do anything for a living, that is unless you aren't in the army it's a sign of respect"
"oh,sorry" I said
"it's okay" Jesus smiled at me and said
"well,I'm gonna be around town, call me if you need me, I'll be back tonight" he smiled at Sarah and gave her a kiss on her head
"okay, love ya"

after he left we sat on the couch in the living room and watched a movie
The Fault In Our Stars
she was crying and laughing in the middle of the movie
"what's wrong?" I laughed
"nothing, it's just, I wished someone could love me like that" she wiped her tears
"like what?"
"I don't know how to explain it, their love is just..."
"just what?" I asked
"infinite" her eyes sparkled as I leaned in closer to give her a kiss
"our love could be like that too" I murmured into the kiss
"I'd like that" she smiled
she pulled me closer to her
my hands explored her over her clothes and went back up to her face to deepen the kiss
"I love you" I said
"don't say that" she said
"why?" I kissed her neck
"I don't want to be too fast about this" she explained
"I promise, I'll be as slow as you want me to be" I smiled at her and went back to kissing her neck
"let's finish watching the movie" she giggled
I rested my head on her legs and she played with my hair as we finished watching the movie

Notes

he finally found out that Perrie was cheating on him, you all happy now?
thanks for being patient