Side effects

Sarah's P.O.V
*flashback*
"hey Sarah, we heard you crying today in the bathroom,depressed much?" the voice started laughing
next message
I wanted to die,I wanted to cut again but I promised Dominic I wouldn't do it
he's my best friend and I can't betray him like this
"hey Sarah" thank god it's only Sami
"hey Sam" I said
"you probably don't want to go to school tomorrow" she said
"why?" I asked
"check Tara's Facebook" I groaned
facebook was worse
everyone hated on me even more and everyone could see it
I forced myself to look
"TEACHERS ANOREXIC PET MUST BE ON MEDS?!" I yelled
"don't even let her look at Scott's Facebook" I heard Dominic in the background
"what about Scott's Facebook?!" I said
"shit she heard you" I heard Sami smack Dominic hard over his head
"nothing" she said
"don't even worry about it" I could practically feel her nervously biting her nails
"Scott's my boyfriend and I have a right to know what he said" I hung up before she could say anything and checked Scott's Facebook
"Sarah is so desperate,she probably masturbates herself thinking of me"
little son of a bitch
tears started forming in my eyes but I wasn't gonna cry
My phone started ringing again
"hey Sarah when you look in the mirror do you cry at how fucked up you look" Scott said
I hung up and let it loose
ringing
"hello" I said in a shaky voice
"Sarah can I get some pills? I'm depressed" the person on the other end mocked
"screw you!" I yelled and threw the phone to the wall
crying myself to sleep
*flashback over*
"hey babe" Dominic left kisses down my neck
"hey Dom" I wiped my eyes
he sighed in a tired way
"have you been crying again?" He asked
"mmhhmm" I cried onto his shoulder
"darling just stop, it's in the past" he said
"you don't understand, you don't get how hard depression is,it ruined my life,my dreams" I cried
"stop crying" Dom said
"you have me and Sami and you don't need anyone else" he said
"don't listen to people" he kissed my head
"I try" I said
I went to my room and got dressed
grabbing my camera to go into my own world and leave these people behind

Notes

Hey guys I'm writing this story because I suffer of depression and I learn to fight it so please if you could subscribe and read my story I'm sure you'll love it :)