Roses and Thorns
Ha-Ha, Very Funny. (42nd Chapter)
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Janelle's POV:
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It was such a relief to tell Louis the entire reason of my sobbing depression. I expected Louis to be as understanding as he was, but at the same I was a little astonished on how he was able to understand the whole situation clearly. To lighten up my mood, he kept telling me how much he unfavoured Zayn marrying Perrie in the first place, but then I told him it doesn’t matter anymore to me.
There is no going back anymore, since this time its final. As serious as I may have sounded, I was still wearing his ring. The ring that I promised him and myself that I would never take off. This ring will stay, but not because of the promise; it will stay as the memory of the day that Zayn loved me.
I find myself looking at the ring right now, while I buckle my white heel straps. Once I lift my back to straighten my sit, the door knocks constantly, emphasizing that the person really can’t wait for so long. I wonder if it’s him, coming back to apologize; making me weaken and accept him with a mouth crushing kiss.
I’m being completely honest; Zayn will have the ability to make me forget everything, if it turns out being him, the one knocking on the door. Feeling a little optimistic I walk in fast footsteps and twist the door opened (http://www.polyvore.com/white_denim/set?id=120986267).
A frown forms on my face, when I spot light brown hair, instead of shadowy black. His green eyes stare at me for a moment, then his head tilts low. I shake my head out of my thoughts, and step closer to him, hugging him. He takes time to hover his arms around me, as he releases a frustrated sigh.
“I have a feeling that prick still didn’t apologise to you… he promised me yesterday that he will.” I break our hug and lift a wondering eyebrow up. “Who? Zayn told you that he will?” Harry nods slowly, as he looks inside of my suite, and then at me. I get his message that he wants to step inside, so I claim: “I was going for a little walk around the city. (I give him the best smile I could flex on my depressed face) Would you like to join me, Harry?”
He gives me a light smile, as I close the door and we head to the lift. “Would you like to help me out at the bakery? I was planning to check some icing designs? Maybe we could do that on the way?” I nod lightly, and yet again he sighs. “Harry, what’s wrong? I feel like you have something kept away… (I shudder at the thought) Oh God, please tell me that you two didn’t have another fight.”
He shakes his head directly, calming my worst case scenario. “No, don’t worry. It was the quite opposite actually. He came back inside, and sat down with me. He didn’t say a word for more than two hours, and I understood he felt bad for punching me. We cleared the waters directly.” I nod in a pleasant relief, yet I still wonder: “Then why are you stressing out?”
He gives me a sad look, and speaks: “He wants to call of the wedding…” I blink my eyes rapidly, knowing that what Harry is saying can’t be truthful.“Ha-ha, very funny…” He gives me an I- Swear – I – Am – Saying – The – Truth look, and I gulp the large saliva ball down. “(I whisper in shock) Why?” Harry scratches the back of his neck, while the elevator door opens.
“He doesn’t want to get married anymore. I tried convincing him, but he was so lifeless; I felt like I’m communicating with a rigid wall. He just kept repeating: I can’t be with her, and I never wanted either. (He clears his throat and proceeds) I guess he has someone else, or maybe his just freaking out on the last minute; perhaps?” Harry suggests, while his eyes command me to say something, but I can’t after what I’ve heard.
Notes
As much as sad as it is today, I guess this is still not the end of the situation, right? :/ Janelle was so disappointed with Zayn's behaviour, since he showed her the other side. To be frankly honest, don't we all have to sides? The bad and the good? Janelle was just shocked by his hostile behaviour, and she also found out that he doesn't trust her. Zayn may have said negative claims, but still that doesn't mean that he meant them. He said them uncontrollably, since his anger was taking all of his logic capacity. (Y) And yes, finally a third person knows about the love story between Zayn and Janelle. Thank god its Louis and no one else <3
Questions for tomorrow: Zayn's Mother? A solution? Where is Niall? Gum? :O
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11/22/14