Roses and Thorns
Come On. (24th Chapter)
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Janelle's POV:
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“You ready?” I take my hand from the stirring wheel, and place it on top of Zayn’s bouncing knee. His nervous action stops, while his leg muscles relax to the reaction of my skin. “You don’t have to if you d-…” He shuts me up with a light peck on my lips, and speaks: “It’s not about wanting, it’s about needing... I need you and I love you, and I’m sorry it took me this much time to admit it to you.” His assuring words paint a smile on my previously kissed lips, as I nod calmly.“Let’s finish this so I could have my way with you, young lady.” I shake my head and release a laugh, exporting some tension with the funny reaction.
I step out of the driving seat (http://www.polyvore.com/mixture_opposites/set?id=117404592&lid=3453986), and I walk around to the shotgun seat, where Zayn is getting out. He didn’t use his car to go to London; he used public transport, since he thought he wouldn’t stay the night over there. That’s why I drove us both back here. I look at him, as he holds my left hand in his right one; lifting it up to kiss the finger where his ring lies.
“Come on.” I nod at his words, as we start walking through my house’s territory. Once we reach the door, I press my finger on the bell, as we both wait for the volcanic eruption, which is yet to be blown out. Once the door opens, Perrie shocks the both of us by leaping through Zayn’s arms. She smiles as she holds him in her arms, but he doesn’t hug back; instead his hand keeps intertwined with mine.
“Don’t wait any longer!” My stepmom yells in happiness, as her tears dwell off her cheeks. My stepdad joins them by standing beside my stepmom. He’s smiling widely, just like the other two women of the family are; while Zayn and I are completely lost.
“No Wait! Don’t tell them now! Let them sit inside. Come in!” Perrie nods to my stepmom’s instructions, as we both step inside with the rest. He leaves my hand slowly, and I know that neither him nor I want to let go. As we sit on the couches in the living room, Perrie pushes me with her hip to squeeze herself next to Zayn, clearly taking my seat.
“Go on, darling. Tell your sister and Zayn.” My stepmother urges, as Perrie’s smile grows. She turns in her seat to look Zayn straight in the eye, as she slides her words out: “I’m pregnant.” The entire room darkens around me, all of the rest disappear in the dimness, but I am the only one that appears.
My mind swifts from that imagination, to actual realisation. I feel like there is no opening left for me to breathe, like there isn’t any hope left for me and Zayn to be together. It’s like god never wanted us to be together, and when he brought us together; it was only a test of self-control and nothing more.
My body controls itself, rather than my brain taking over the instructions. My head moves slowly to look at Zayn, and all I see is that life is sucked out harshly from his features. He is pale like a white correcting marker, a formation of sweat droplets are grazed over his forehead, and his mouth is wide opened like a deserted cave.
“Aren’t you happy?” Perrie’s voice pierces my ears, as I feel that my senses are ten times powerful at this moment. If an ant was walking, I would be able to hear its footsteps. “(His voice is gone, and all what he could manage to tone with are whispers) I am.” Just by his two words spoken, a thin thread of liquid slips from my eye to my cheek; burning my skin from the unwanted future. This cannot be happening, not now…
Notes
Shocked? Unexpected right? :'O Who would have thought that after everything was beginning to go through the right path, that it would deviate? Well, I guess Janelle's right; this time its final. There is no way that she can be with Zayn anymore, since a baby bounds them both. Unless Perrie has a miscarriage, but that won't actually happen :(
Questions for tomorrow: Two people in the Kitchen? New members of the family? Where is the smoke coming from? Zayn exploding? :O
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