Zayn's POV:



"zayn honey come here" I heard my mum calling me but i was hidding, because I broke her favorite vase.
"Zaynie, I'm not mad come out love" she tried again. I slowly came out from under my bad and set down on the floor next to it. "I'm so sorry mummy" I sniffed.
"It's ok come here" she sat on the floor next to me and opened her arms so she cn wrap them around me and hold me close to her. "It's ok baby don't cry" she whispered. "I love you mummy",
"I love you too little sunshine no let's put you to bed before your dad returns home"
"ok" she took my hand and lead me upstairs.
"mummy will you sing to me?" I asked with hope in my voice, she nodded and kissed my nose
"close your eye baby, go to sleep and I will sing to you" she said with her soft voice.


suddenly everything started spinning around and I was no longer the 6 years old boy, I was standing in the amiddle of a hospital hallway.. wait..I know this place..
next thing I know I'm standing next to my mothers hospital bed. She looks so weak.


"Z-zayn don't cry love, I ned you to be strong for me"she pleaded, holding my hand.
"N-No mum please don't say that! I need you to fight! don't leave me!" I fell on my knees crying and begging to her, holding her hand close to my chest.
"Zayn you will be okey, you need to let me go honey" she whispered
"NO" I yelled and stood up "I can't let you do this to me!" I took a deep breath "please mum I can't let you go! I need you!" I sobbed like a fucking baby but I didn't care!.
"Zayn please look at me" she said with a small voice, "Mum you don't understand I can't let you go!" I cried and she cupped my face.
"You're not a little boy anymore zayn, you are a handsome young man and I want you to know that I will always love you okey?" I nodded and she started coughing. Hard.
"I love you mummy" I whispered for the last time before she closed her eyes and dropped her hand from my fase.
"NO MUM PLEASE!" I yelled and fell to the floor.

suddenly I heard a different voice... Lia?

everything started to blur around me and I snapped my eyes open to face a concerned Lia.
The same nightmare I had every single night after my mum died returned.

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Lia's POV:



"Zayn?" I called as I walked down the hall,
"In here" I walked in to the room he was in i think it's the living room.
"Wow your house is big!" I gasped. "Yeah I et that a lot" he laughed and turned to the door,
"are you coming or what?" I made my way to the front door and we went out to his now familiar car. "you look good in my sister's clothes" he smirked, I rolled my eyes.


"zayn I need to call my dad, he will freak out if I won't tell him where I am"
he just sat there still smirking, "Zayn!" I whined
"ok fine! god you can be so damn annoying sometimes" he said before handing me my phone back,
"well sorry for asking for MY phone back!" I snapped
"so you'll call him, or should I?" he smirked again ugh his damn smirk!


I dialled my dad's number and he picked up after the third ring, "Hey hon I'm kinda busy right now, is everything ok?"
"yeah I just called to say I'm spending the day with, err.. friend. Is that okey?" I asked, not looking at zayn.
"Yeah sure, oh Lia where were you last night?" he asked and I froze.
"Uh.. some girl from my english class invited me to sleep over at her house with some other girls" I lied. I feel really bad lying to my dad like that, zayn still had his stupid smirk on his face.
"oh, ok then. Have fun and Lia I'll be home late so don't wait up" he said and hung up.


"so now i'm some girl from your English class? classic." he teased
I glared at him and looked out of the window.
We stoped in front of a nice looking house and 4 cars parked next to it.
"C'mone" he said and got out, I followed him and we were at the door.


"Hello mate" louis opened the door and 'brohugged' Zayn. He turned to look at with a small smile "Hello Lia, how are you love?"
"I'm fine thank you" I smiled back.
"so... what are we doing today?" the blonde one asked, i think his name is Naill.
We all went to the main room and as soon as we sat down the boys started talking about their plans for tonight.


"Hey babe" Harry said with a cheeky smile and sat next to me.
"Hi" I said coolly not even looking at him.
"Awwe! is my little Lia still upset with me?" he mocked with a baby voice and put his hand on my knee.
"go away Harry" I said quietly, moving his hand from my leg.
"What? oh you want me to sit closer to you? no problem" He moved closer
ugh he is so getting on my nerves
"Louis where can I find a bathroom?" I asked and stood up, I have to get away from Harry!
"Upstairs, second door on your left" he smiled
"thanks" I said and head up the stairs. second door on my.. yes! there it is!


"Going somewhere?" a deep voice whispered in my ear and I felt a hot breath on my neck.
"Harry, you need to stop doing that!" I said without facing him and he put his arms on my waist
"Doing what? this?" He pressed his lips to my neck.
Before I could do something he was off of me.
"What the hell is going on?!" Naill snapped at Harry, "nothing we were just talking" he shrugged.
"yeah right! talking with you lips on her neck? after what you have done to her? Harry that's low!" he hissed
"Liana go downstairs and stick to Zayn" He orderred, I nodded not wanting to make him angrier so I made my way back to the living room and set on the couch next to Zayn.


"were did Naill and Harry go?" Louis asked "they are upstairs" I said and he nodded.
"So we're going to Diana's party tonight!" Louis announced as soon as Naill and Harry came down, both frowning.


"I think I'll pass" I shrugged and he turned to me.
"oh C'mone! it'll be fuuuun! drinks, music,hot girls and er, boys you know.." he said and Zayn glared at him but he ignores him, "pleassseeee! don't be a party pooper" he pouted his face making it impossible to say no.
"Ok fine!" I gave in.
"yay!" he cheered and jumped on me whith a big hug, wow the same 5 guyes that I was scared shittles of are now my umm frieends? except from Harry, he's a dick.
"Lou..can't...breath!" I faked choking and he pulled away laughing.


"I need to go home and get ready first" I said
"why what's wrong with what you're wearing now?" Harry teased and ran his hand on my thigh, god I wanna punch this boy so bad!!
"ok the party starts at 20:00" Lou said
"uh, Lia can I talk to you for a second?" Zayn spoke to me for the first time since we got here.
"Yeah sure" I said and he pulled me up and outside. Okey then...


"sup?" I said after the awkward silence
"you're not going to the party" he said, wait what?
"excuse me?"
"you heard me Lia you are not going!" he snapped
"oh yeah? and why is that?!" what the hell?? who do he think he is?
"because!" he said with a harsh tone
"because what Zayn?!" I yelled
"you are NOT going end of story!" I didn't answer him I just turned around and started walking away only to have him grab my arm "and where the hell are you going?" he turned me to face him again.

"Home" I spat
"Get in the car I'll take you" he pulled metowards his car.
"No" I yanked my arm from his grasp "you can't control me Zayn! you're not my father!" I hissed
"You know what?! walk home! and go to that fucking party but remember when you're ass will get in trouble don't come crying to me then!" he yelled in my face.
"Don't wait for that to happen and yes I'll go to this party and have fun with Lou, Naill, Liam and even Harry!" I said Harry's name only to piss him off and it worked.
"you can even fuck them for all I care" he hissed and walked in again leaving me standing there, ..
Did he just call me a whore?

Notes

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