I want her, I need her, I'll get her...

the ride was silent until i broke it.

"zayn?"
"hmh?" he was still focusing on the road
"are you still mad at me?"
he looked at me as if he was trying to study my face before answering.
"I'm not mad at you Lia you.. you just surprised me when you cringed" he paused "I would never lay a hand on a woman".
"zayn.. I-I'm really sorry I--"
"It's ok Lia drop it.. and umm.. we're here" he said as we stopped in front of a beautiful lake.
I've never been here before.


"wow it's beautiful, what is this place?" I breathed
"yeah.. I know.." he agreed, and i think it's the first time he actually smiled to me.
"I usualy come here whenever I'm pissed or when I miss my mum" he said, sitting on the grass and looking into the deep water.
"y-your mum?" I asked, don't really know why though I guess I was just curious.
"yup, she died last year, I don't really wanna talk about it." I just nodded and sat down next to him.


I took a deep breath before speaking,
"I lost my mother when I was 5" I whispered but I could tell he heard me
he turned to look at me and locked our eyes.
we stared into each other's eyes and I was the first to break the gaze.

"how?" he asked, his voice deep and caring.
"car accident, I was in the back seat, we fell off a bridge, I survived, she didn't"
a tear slipped from my eye befor I could stop it.
I don't want to cry in front of him because he will think of me as a weak little girl.
But it was too late I was full on crying.
All of a sudden I felt strong arms wrapping around me. Zayn pulled me to his chest stroked my hair and whispered soothingly.
"I'm sorry" he mumbled into my hair "it's ok to cry..."
I clenched my fists around the fabric on his body that was now soaked with my tears and he just pulled me tighter

about 10 minutes later I stopped crying and zayn tilt my chin up so I'll look into his beautiful eyes.
he looked at my tears stained face and then his eyes fell to my lips.
he leaned closer to me and pressed his lips to my own.
I was surprised by his action but I kissed him back. He pulled me closer and his hands were on my waist.
his lips are so soft and tastes like mint and cigarettes.
the kiss sent fire through my lips to mt spine
we pulled away and he pressed his forehead to mine.
"what are you doing to me Liana?" he whispered
I smiled and he learned to kiss me again
"z-zayn we can't.."
"shh just kiss me please" he only needed to ask once.
one moment I was crying my eyes out and the second Zayn kissed me


it was our moment

Notes

wow!! zayn and Lia kissed? what??!

tell me whatcha think about that
any layn teams or ziana?

this is chapte 10 I know its not much but its a lot to me!
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~stylesmalik~