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Gone

Eighty-One

"So, my sister is throwing a party tonight for her eighteenth. You can come...I mean, if you want to. I totally understand if you don't want to because of...well, obvious reasons. It should be fun though. You know, lots of food, people and I'll be there. You probably won't know anyone except for me. It's mostly going to be her friends. I have to go even though she doesn't want me to. It's kind of like a rule. It's totally up to you-" He rambled.
I shut him up with a kiss.
"I'd love to," I grinned.

He was right: I definitely wasn't keen on the idea of going to a party. It was fair enough though considering what had happened last time. I knew that I had to face my fears at some point. I could think of no better way of doing that then to accompany my boyfriend to his troubled sister's party that she didn't even invite him to. Who would want a sixteen year old at their eighteenth?

This time would be different, I decided. I'd make sure of it. There wouldn't be anyone I knew there. Plus, I had a boyfriend now. Niall definitely wasn't the type to get too drunk to protect me from people who might pretend to sleep with me. It just wasn't something he was capable of.

"You sure, love? I don't want to force you to do anything that you're not comfortable with. If you want, you can just hang around me the whole time. I'll keep an eye on you,"
"Niall, it's okay," I laughed, "I'm happy to go with you. I'll just have to ask my parents but it should be okay,"

"Alright well, good then, I'm glad," he smiled shyly, surprised by our sudden lip lock.
He returned the favour before rolling over properly so that we were face to face. As our eyes met, I couldn't them off him. I was engrossed.
"Has anyone ever told you how stunning you are?"

I blushed profusely, shielding my face with my hands. There he went again with the compliments. It was hard to know the difference between him doing his job as my boyfriend or genuinely thinking that I was pretty. Of course I'd been told that I was attractive and sexy a few times but I never really took that stuff seriously. It hadn't really meant anything.

"You're just saying that,"
His face suddenly went all serious as he shook his head violently.
"I promise you that I'm really not. I think you need to be reminded of it every now and then. You know, in case you forget because it seemed like you had. When I tell you that you're stunning, I mean that you're stunning,"

Though he sounded as serious as he looked, I still felt a little bit uncomfortable about him telling me something I'd only ever been told by a small minority. I smiled briefly.
"And you're it," I whispered in his ear as I propped myself up on my elbow, trying to change the subject.
He raised his eyebrows as I suddenly got up and sprinted towards the playground.

Notes

DONE!

Comments

So I gave up on Ghost obvs but I have a new story up now called Bravery which I think you guys might like because it's the same sort of thing but with a refreshing new twist :)

ishipbullsh_t ishipbullsh_t
10/22/14

K so I have finished Gone so now I'm writing the sequel...make sure you keep an eye out because I'm currently working on the first chapter of it. Despite its title 'Ghost' it is not what you think it would be about. It's not 'one of those'. I promise it is going to be a unique story just like my first one and if you enjoyed the first one you will definitely want to find out what happens next! I kinda left it open...
Anyways I'm back from camp so internet but I don't have my laptop tonight as my Dad has it in his car and he's currently at the city :/ Don't fret though because he is dropping it over tomorrow :)
Anyways so keep your eyes peeled because I loved writing Gone and NEED to write the sequel while it's still fresh in my mind :)
Love you all and thank you so much for all the support I hope you continue to read my work. If you want you can comment and I'll message you personally letting you know when my story is up (if you are that dedicated which would be cool but i highly doubt anyone is apart from maybe one or two peeps)
I'm babbling though so imma work on it a bit and submit the first chapter asap-either tonight and if not then definitely the next day or so <3
Bye for now but definitely not forever

ishipbullsh_t ishipbullsh_t
6/27/14

@crushingonniall
awwww that sucks :'( :'( I haven't got tix yet but my fam is putting in for them and I'm going with my Mum (she love Lou but is kind of a carrot bc she knows the lyrics to all their songs thanks to me but she doesn't really like them...she only puts up with them because she has to). I reckon though when I'm not home she sings 1D songs at the top of her voice
Don't worry, you'll get to see them one day :)

ishipbullsh_t ishipbullsh_t
6/22/14

omg niallllll I've been sobbing 4 hours straight my mom told me i can't go to the 1d concert next week which i was supposed to go to:( bc of some stupid family thing and no1 is going with me:( I'm gonna cry for 2 days(24+25june)

crushingonniall crushingonniall
6/22/14