Gone
Fifty-Nine
Flashback:
"Holy fuck, you're so hot," he breathed.
He grabbed the bottom of my white tank top and yanked it off over my head, throwing it on the floor. He ogled my black and pink bra that was two sizes too small with a sheepish grin. I sucked my stomach in so that it didn't stick out over my denim shorts but he was too busy unzipping them to even notice my self-conciousness. I giggled as he struggled to pull them off me. He forced me onto the couch so that he was on top of me and kissed me softly on the lips.
I knew what he wanted but I didn't know whether or not it was such a good idea. He was kept down which meant that he was already legal. I wouldn't be until next year. I knew he wouldn't wait that long for me and I didn't expect him to. I mean, it wasn't like we were in a relationship or anything. It was nice sometimes to not have to bother about commitment and just 'fool around' as he liked to say. I couldn't help but want more though.
I really liked him, a lot. I wasn't exactly sure why but I loved his stupidity, his douchey side, his sexual sense of humour. I wanted to tell him. I had tried to on countless occasions but the words just wouldn't come out of my mouth. It didn't matter though because Josh didn't do relationships. He was a one night stand or Friends With Benefits kind of guy. I was the latter and unfortunately that's how it would stay. It was as simple as that and there was nothing I could do about it.
As he went to kiss me again I put a finger on his mouth and whispered the two words I had to say if I wanted to have any chance to win him over.
"I'm ready,"
"Holy fuck, you're so hot," he breathed.
He grabbed the bottom of my white tank top and yanked it off over my head, throwing it on the floor. He ogled my black and pink bra that was two sizes too small with a sheepish grin. I sucked my stomach in so that it didn't stick out over my denim shorts but he was too busy unzipping them to even notice my self-conciousness. I giggled as he struggled to pull them off me. He forced me onto the couch so that he was on top of me and kissed me softly on the lips.
I knew what he wanted but I didn't know whether or not it was such a good idea. He was kept down which meant that he was already legal. I wouldn't be until next year. I knew he wouldn't wait that long for me and I didn't expect him to. I mean, it wasn't like we were in a relationship or anything. It was nice sometimes to not have to bother about commitment and just 'fool around' as he liked to say. I couldn't help but want more though.
I really liked him, a lot. I wasn't exactly sure why but I loved his stupidity, his douchey side, his sexual sense of humour. I wanted to tell him. I had tried to on countless occasions but the words just wouldn't come out of my mouth. It didn't matter though because Josh didn't do relationships. He was a one night stand or Friends With Benefits kind of guy. I was the latter and unfortunately that's how it would stay. It was as simple as that and there was nothing I could do about it.
As he went to kiss me again I put a finger on his mouth and whispered the two words I had to say if I wanted to have any chance to win him over.
"I'm ready,"
Notes
DONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D
So I gave up on Ghost obvs but I have a new story up now called Bravery which I think you guys might like because it's the same sort of thing but with a refreshing new twist :)
10/22/14