Alex-

"ok bye guys" i waved at the camera finsihing the video and turning the camera off putting iton my glass table.

"now for some food" i said to myself and walked into my kitchen and making myself some toast.
i walked around mindlessly in my apartment

"maybe i will have a bath" i tried to decide what to do but i Remembered that i ad one early in the day so i just decided to walk into my room and sit on my bed

(imagine the floor a darker shade of wood).

i just sat their for a couple of moments thinking into space when i heard my phone next to me on charge start playing ziggy stardust by david bowie which normally ment that someone was calling me, so i practically jumped for it to answer it.

"h-hello" i sid breathlessly into the phone.
"hi alex darling its keith from you generation i was wondering if you would be interested in interviewing one direction" he casually sad in is business voice while i was on the other end freaking out.
"al i need an answer?" he laughed.
"yeah!, ill do it when is it" i said a bit to loudly.
" this friday get yourself dolled up for then BYE" he hung up without me having anytime to say that it was to soon, friday was just two days from now so i guess ill have to start on my questions.

i got my macbookfrom my desk and plopped down on my bed again and started typing away good questions to ask them so i didnt look like a fool.
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"im so tired and hungry" i yelled into the empty apartment the sound echoing throught the house.

i sighed an rolled outof bed to fix my outfit and hair and to go out and have a bite out since it was only 6:43.

"maybe i should get a dog" i mumbled to myself after i closed the door and went into the elevator going down all the way to level one.

i entered the big marble lobby where it was always echoing when you put your heels down, but today it was very noisy with employers rushing around cleaning everyting and people outside cheering and squeling frantically whipping their heads around.

"jesus" i neared the door.
"i know someone important just came in and they're looking for them" carl the doorman spoke as he opened the door for me.
"thanks carl, and no one can get in her with the security around so i ting we're safe" i smiled at him and waved goodbye.

tugging the leather jacket i put on closer to my body someone bumped into me nearly making me fall over .

"my bad" a man called over his shoulder running away from me and turning the corner.
"how rude" i picked myself up off the ground and dusted myself off.

"hi" a girl meekly came up to me with all her friends who were also very shy.
"hello" i cheerly said to them.
"we are all huge fans of yours we always talk about your videos its actually the thing we bonded over" the girl gushed while her friends nodded and blushed.
"thats so sweet of you all, if it wernt for you guys i may not be able to be as lucky as i am, what're your names" i asked them.

"im Jessica" she smiled
"Lilly" she gave a small wave.
"Roxy" she said more confident then the others.
"Jade" she smirked.

"well all of you are very spunky" i joked with them and they laughed.

"wanna get a selfie together and ill tag you guys in it".

they all nodded their head vigourasly, they may look completly different but their all the same sweet girls.

we all posed and i tagged them in my intsagram and i hugged each of them after making small chat and we left saying goodbye.

apparantly all those girls were in diferent groups and got into a fight, and they had to have a detention one of them was watching my video on their phone and that when they told me they bonded over me which made me really happy, i like it when my videos can bring people together its the main reason why i do it because it makes me happy, and i hope alot of others happy.

i walked and got a vegie burger and chips and it at my favorite park


i walked back to m apartment enjoying the walk back, the crazy busy night had slowed into a peaceful calm walk where couples walking underneth the umbrella lit walkway, making the colours pop all around thanks to the fairy lights above the umbrellas.
i sat down on a park bench watching the couples walk by hand in hand, kissing each others noses, feeding each other icecream and sipping their milkshakes it seemed like everyone on this street had someone to love and here i am sitting alone on a seat, staring at what i wish i had.


music started playing and coupes started dancing on the street and i felt all alone standing in the middle of this crowd trying to get out.

"mind if i have this dance" i heard the familiar voice of my ex boyfriend Luke.
"yes i do mind" i ripped my hands out of his and turned around trying to walk away from him in tis crowd of people but he kept up with me whispering in my ear.
"i know you miss me" he smirked and i gasped.
"who would miss a bastard like you" i hit him in the chest and turned trying to escape quickly.
"i know you miss that night when we almost did it" he said deviously.
"i didnt want to do that you practically forced me dick hole"i seethed him.

i finall reached my building door where he tried to follow me.

"carl dont let that man in" i said putting emphasis on that.

"i know you're lonely i could see it call me when you change your mind" he called a i walked further into the building so i could hear him.

"go to hell" i stuck my finger up at him and went into the elevator that lead up to the 57th floor of this 60 floor building.

i sat down on my cold couch after pouring myself a glass of wine and stared out into the city view slowly falling asleep on the couch.

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