I can't love you can I ?

I text Taylor and reel him on my way and he texts back I be there after you I had a few things to tak care of. I then ask my self why did you put me throw this god he was all I had left. I know people say god won't put you throw something you can't handle but I can NOT handle this. First my mom leaving then my dad and know Taylor. God I hate my life. I park in his drive away waiting for him and "say something " comes on and I sing it in French

"Dis quelque chose, je commence à renoncer à toi
Je serais le seul et l'unique si tu le voulais
Je t'aurais suivi n'importe où
Dis quelque chose, je commence à renoncer à toi
Comme je me sens tellement humilié
Tout cela me dépassait
J'ignore l'entièreté de ce qui se passe
Je me sens trébucher et tomber
Je ne finis jamais d'apprendre à aimer
Là, je commence seulement à ramper
Dis quelque chose, je commence à renoncer à toi
Désolé de ne pas avoir pu t'affecter tant que ça
Je t'aurais suivi n'importe où
Dis quelque chose, je commence à renoncer à toi
J'avale sans aucun doute ma fierté
Tu es le seul que j'aime
Et à qui je me prépare à dire au revoir
Dis quelque chose, je commence à renoncer à toi
Désolé de ne pas avoir pu t'affecter tant que ça
Je t'aurais suivi n'importe où
Oh oh oh oh dis quelque chose, je commence à renoncer à toi
Dis quelque chose, je commence à renoncer à toi
Dis quelque chose" ( A/N if you don't know the lyrics look it up and it will tell you )
as I finish the song Taylor pulls up and I slowly get out and walk to his car. He doesn't notice me yet and I see him out foundation on his neck and spray axe all over him. Great he is trying to cover it all up not going to work this time. He gets out I walk up to him and he gives me a big hug and kisses my check and say " hey baby what's up ?" I want to scream but no all I say " we need to talk " I hear him mumble " baise " which means fuck in french. We walk in and I say " c'est fini " which means it's over. Then I slap him and walk out. I see Jamie walk up and I yell at her " fin " which means slut and she gives me a confused look and I laugh. Then I remembered harry is coming over so we can do the project.



At home later that night

i changed into basket ball shorts and a tank top and put a hoodie over it. You could say I was a little tomboyish when I'm at home. Then the door bell rings I run down stairs and open it and mumble " venir dans le cul " which mean come in asshole. He looks at me amused and say in French " je ne savais pas que tu pouvais parler français" which means I didn't know you could speak French. I look up and say "my mom taught me when I was little." he looks at me and smiles and shows of his dimples. I give him a fake smile,though it was meant to be real. " I can see when you fake a smile and when it's a real smile Dahlia " he suddenly says. I sigh know i shouldn't talk back and say" yeah, well my life isn't easy as others. I wouldn't smile at all today anyways me and Taylor broke up because he cheated on me with Jamie" I say hurt but shook it off real quick I can't let him see me cry.


Harry's P.O.V
I heard the hurt in her voice and she shakes it off. Pic didn't know why at first but then I relized she just told me something personal she never tells me anything like that. So I don't push the conversation. I only bully her because she is weak on. The inside but acts tough on the inside in. I want to break her and she won't let me. I want to be the one who helps her throw all of this. See I have had this crush in her since the first day if third grade I remember what she wore : a black drees with converse and her hair was in a messy bun like she didn't have a care in the world. Well. Look at her now she has no care any more.

Notes

If you are confused about harry I'll explain later why he wants to break her because he doesn't only want to be there for him.


Anyways i love you all -dezy