I can't love you can I ?

I walked in the house and I heard moaning oh god no. I walked upstairs and banged on the doer and said " shit the fuck up nobody wants to hear that and by nobody I mean me " I then Wales to my room and sat down by the piano and started play " for the love of a daughter " by Demi lovato then I started to sing

" Four years old with my back to the door
All I could hear was the family war
Your selfish hands always expecting more
Am I your child or just a charity award?

You have a hollowed out heart
But it's heavy in your chest
I try so hard to fight it but it's hopeless
Hopeless, you're hopeless

Oh, father, please, father
I'd love to leave you alone
But I can't let you go
Oh, father, please, father
Put the bottle down
For the love of a daughter
Oh

It's been five years since we've spoken last
And you can't take back
What we never had
Oh, I can be manipulated
Only so many times,
Before even "I love you"
Starts to sound like a lie

You have a hollowed out heart
But it's heavy in your chest
I try so hard to fight it but it's hopeless
Hopeless, you're hopeless

Oh, father, please, father
I'd love to leave you alone
But I can't let you go
Oh, father, please, father
Put the bottle down
For the love of a daughter

Don't you remember I'm your baby girl?
How could you push me out of your world,
Lied to your flesh and your blood,
Put your hands on the ones that you swore you loved?
Don't you remember I'm your baby girl?
How could you throw me right out of your world?
So young when the pain had begun
Now forever afraid of being loved

Oh, father, please, father
I'd love to leave you alone
But I can't let you go
Oh, father, please, father

Oh, father, please, father
Put the bottle down
For the love of a daughter
For the love of a daughter"

i started crying at the at the end because we use to be a happy family and now we are broken more than ever. I miss those times. I wish we had them back but whatever. Just then my phone started ringing.
conversation.
D: hello?
T: hey babe
D : oh god Taylor you scared the crap out of my who's phone are you using?
T: oh Jamie's my phone died we are partners for class
D: oh okay I have to go but I love you
T: yeah you too bye


Taylors P.O.V
that was close Jamie wasn't in the room when I said babe but she was when she said love you so i had to cover

Notes

Hold on guys I'm bout to eat and finish this chapter and put up another one