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I can't love you can I ?

My side

So we were all standing in Dahlias room and she really looked beautiful, i remember the first day she came to our school . Her mom and dad are friends with my parents and they like her a lot so on March 21 she was walking home from Audrey's and her dad called my mom and said they had arranged the plans. I didn't know what they were talking about but my dad came down stairs and said " Zayn you are going to go get dahlia and bring her back here and then we have to discus things okay son ?" I shook my head yeah and went out to the park. She was singing some song I didn't know and I grabbed her knocked her out and took her to my house. As soon s I got there my dad told me to go upstairs and have fun. I didn't know what he was talking about till he handed my a condom and said " her dad said she has been wanting to lose her virginity and she asked if you could take it hope you don't mind. Lou will be keeping a watch out for anybody okay" I shook my head yeah. I walked upstairs and Louis was already standing there and Dahlia was tied up. Wait why is she tied up if she wants this? I ask my self that question for months. She woke up when I was untied her and she looked scared. I thought she wanted it. She started to scream and freak out. Louis and my dad came in put a cloth over mouth and she fell right back to sleep.
i was snapped out of it when Dahlia asked " so are you guys hunger I can make something " I smiled and all the guys shook their heads yes. I just smiled and I couldn't tell if she knew if it was me or not. I think she could though because whenever she would ask something she all ways said either guys or us by name but never called my name. I feel really bad about this whole thing. " Hey , Dahlia can you show my where the bathroom is please and thank you ?" I asked nicely. She shook her head yes and I could see fear in her eyes. I want to apologize. We walked up stairs to the third floor and she pointed to the last door on the right. I think. I start to walk to the door she pointed to and she yelled" no zayn not that one. Ummm I mean that's one of my rooms please don't go in " I went in anyways. It's a music room full of things. I looked around and seem drums and a guitar and a piano and microphone. " can you play and song all of this ?" I asked she look embarrassed about it and then the boys come up and see what I see and she shook her head yes " can you play for us please ?" Niall asked.she shook her head yes, I think she is afraid of what would happen if she said no " what s-s-song ?" She asked a little scared " " warrior by Demi " Louis said. She nodded and started to play the song on the piano.

This is a story that I have never told
I gotta get this off my chest to let it go
I need to take back the light inside you stole
You're a criminal
And you steal like you're a proAll the pain and the truth
I wear like a battle wound
So ashamed, so confused
I was broken and bruisedNow I'm a warrior
Now I've got thicker skin
I'm a warrior
I'm stronger than I've ever been
And my armor, is made of steel, you can't get in
I'm a warrior
And you can never hurt me againOut of the ashes, I'm burning like a fire
You can save your apologies, you're nothing but a liar
I've got shame, I've got scars
That I will never show
I'm a survivor
In more ways than you knowCause all the pain and the truth
I wear like a battle wound
So ashamed, so confused
I'm not broken or bruised'Cause now I'm a warrior
Now I've got thicker skin
I'm a warrior
I'm stronger than I've ever been
And my armor, is made of steel, you can't get in
I'm a warrior
And you can never hurt meThere's a part of me I can't get back
A little girl grew up too fast
All it took was once, I'll never be the same
Now I'm taking back my life today
Nothing left that you can say
Cause you are never gonna take the blame anyway.
She paused and took a deep breath . She has an amazing voice

Now I'm a warrior
I've got thicker skin
I'm a warrior
I'm stronger than I've ever been
And my armor, is made of steel, you can't get in
I'm a warrior
And you can never hurt me againNo oh, yeah, yeah
You can never hurt me again

she finish and we all clapped and she looked up and I think she forgot we were here.
To tell you the truth she is an amazing person and I love her like a sister