Unexpected Nightmare

Cassie’s Pov
This isn’t the first time I was in these places. The first time I tried to take my life at 17 my dad locked me away in a place like this for 6 months. He said it was because he wanted me to get the best help I could but I knew it was because he wanted to get rid of the embarrassment I caused him. I felt bad for my dad, he tried so hard but he never knew or understood why his happy and loving daughter turned into a self- harming depressed teen who got wrapped up in a guy that treated her like dirt. I never though in a million years thought I would ever wind up in one of these places again It’s like prison, everything is scheduled with 3 times a day of free time. Your meals your group therapy hell even your showers are planned. When I got there they issued me a change of clothes and made me join the last session of the night.
“Ahh Miss Bloxsom you are here. Just in time we just got started. Feel free to jump in at any time okay” I know she was only doing her job but to be honest I just wanted to punch her in the face. I didn’t need to be here.
“I’d like to begin if you don’t mind” I said deciding that if I just talked I wouldn’t have to stay more than the allotted 3 days
“Sure why don’t we talk about the accident you had yesterday okay?”
“You want to know about the accident okay. It was just that. I had one of those bracelets they give you at the fair. You know the ones that are a bitch to get off? Well I was wanting to take a shower before my show but I couldn’t get the damn thing off so I grabbed the thing I could find. I was in the process of cutting off when I tripped over my shoe and well that’s what happened.” I was always good at making stories up on the spot. My mom called it a gift I called it a curse. The shrink looked at me like she actually believed me and then went to the next person. As I listened to what everyone had to say it really was clear that I didn’t belong here. Sure there where things I hadn’t dealt with yet but I wasn’t nearly as unhealthy mentally as some of the others here. I actually felt bad, I could be taking up a bed for someone who actually needs it. The only reason I am in here is because I looked like I crazy. Nobody believes the girl that tried to take her life because let’s be honest when there is no evidence what can you do. 3 days was over, I refused to talk to anyone while I was in there because I wanted to make it look like I was focusing on what I needed to do to get out and it paid off. Melanie came to pick me up and now all that was left was patching up my career. I checked my twitter and saw all the support from our fans and immediately tweeted
CassieMarie: Your love means a great deal to me. See you out there in the crowd tonight I love you all #backinbusiness #youmakemebetter
“Cassie are you going to tell me what happened. You have been acting weird ever since well since Kyle showed up”
“Mel we will I promise for now let’s just get ready to kick some ass tonight. I’m glad we could push the dates back”
I grabbed my phone again and rang Harry. I figured he wouldn’t answer because of the time difference. I heard his voicemail and then the beep
“Hey Hazz listen I just want to say thanks for being there. I hope you have a wonderful tour. I love you. Goodbye" I wasn't sure where we were right now but I just needed him to know I still cared

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