Danielle’s P.O.V

I think it’s a Tuesday…. Or maybe it’s Wednesday. I have no clue I have lost my sense of time because everything in my world has seemed to stop. Time stood still as I lay in Niall’s bedroom which was right next to the room I use to share with Rachel.

I lay curled up on his bed and I had even put on some of his cloths he left here. I haven’t moved from this room and I don’t plan on moving. I just want to lay here and sleep if sleeping were an option. I haven’t slept since I got back from the hospital. Since then I have cried till there were no more tears. I lay here unable to cry, unable to speak and it felt unbearable to breath.

“Dani, Sweetie. You should eat something. You don’t want to put more stress on the baby.” I heard Maura say from the door way.

“Please honey, Talk to me.” She said but I still didn’t move or speak. I was emotionless and I don’t think I was capable of feeling anymore.

“You have to eat or you will kill the baby.” She said in a worried tone while sitting on the bed and rubbing my back to try to comfort me. I still couldn’t find it in myself to respond. I just felt too lifeless to do anything anymore.

She tried and she was only doing the best she could right now. I understand she must be feeling the pain I was feeling. It was her son that was lost but he was my man. I was to be married to him till death do us part but has death already parted us. I don’t know.

I couldn’t take this anymore. Not knowing where he is or if he is ok. It is killing me. I have only though of the worst possible things that could have happened. The worst being that the plane crashed and everyone on it died.

My phone has been going off so many times. I know that all my friends have been worried about me. All our friends knew about Niall’s disappearance but the media hasn’t gotten word of it. For all they know he is on his way back to Ireland with the lads but that’s not happening. The media doesn’t even know we are getting married.

I hug Niall’s pillow tight and curl myself up into a tighter ball so the outside world would stay out.

There was a knock at the door but I wasn’t going to respond. I had no reason to. Whoever it was would go away or come in and realize that I didn’t want to talk and would eventually leave.

“Dani.” Said a weak voice which echoed in my head.

“Oh Dani. I’m so sorry.” A different voice said but again I didn’t bother paying attention.

“She has been like this since she got back from the hospital. She won’t eat or drink anything and I know she is putting a lot of stress on the baby. If she keeps it up we will have to take her back to the hospital. I know if she loses that Baby and Niall she will never be the same.” Another voice said. I knew it was Rachel though because she comes in often to check on me.

“Niall would not want this! He would want you to move on and raise that child and tell him or her how wonderful their dad was or is. You can’t keep doing this or you will lose the only thing left that you have of Niall’s. That baby!” Someone screamed at me and I think it was Rachel again.

Somehow the words shook me and I started to sob hysterically. I thought I had cried all the tears I could possible cry but here they come again.

There were a number of hands on me now. I knew Rachel was the one pulling me into a hug and there was someone smoothing my hair and another rubbing my back.

Once I finished crying I decided to pull back and look at the others in the room. When I looked up I say Lizzie and sitting on the other side of me was Austinn. It was good to see they made it here alright.

“Hey. Do you want to go down stairs and watch a movie or something? Maybe eat a little. I know the baby must be hungry.” Rachel said wiping away some of my tears. I just nodded and they all helped me up and down stairs.

“Oh, Sweetheart.” Maura said pulling me into a hug once I entered the kitchen. I hugged her back holding in more tears.

“He will be back. He can never stay away from you for too long.” She said pulling back and caressing my cheek. I just nodded again.

“I made you an appointment with the family doctor because I thought you would need one to check up on the baby. You have been putting a lot of stress on the poor thing so you are due to go later tonight. I had them make you and emergency sonogram.” Maura said again walking over the counter with a tray of finger food and another with crackers and cheese. I walked into the living room where the girls had already set up the movie.

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I don’t remember what movie we were watching. I just nibbled on the crackers and sipped some water still getting a feeling like I would be sick but I had to eat something so they all would stop bugging me also because they were right I would kill the baby if I didn’t eat properly.

“Dani dear. It’s time to go.” Maura said and I nodded and got up and walked over to her and the girls followed getting into the car.

“Dr. O’Brian is a great man. He is really nice and funny too.” Maura said trying to make conversation but I just placed my head onto the window and gazed out with a blank expression.

Once there I was immediately placed into a room. We waited for a couple minutes before the doctor came in but it didn’t take long. He looked at me with concern and shook his head. It was probably because I was still in Niall’s cloths and well I have become a lot more pail than my normal tan skin.

“My, my. What a sight. Well you are going to have to take off your jacket and pull up your shirt up for me.” He said and I looked at him and clung to Niall’s jacket.

“It’s alright you can have it back when we’re done I promise no one is going to take it.” He said and I hesitantly gave it to Rachel who was closest to me and hiked up my shirt.

I haven’t been to a sonogram yet. I wasn’t due for one till my second month. They have just been monitoring my vitals which have told them so far that the baby and I were healthy. I was excited to see my baby but sad when I realized that Niall wasn’t here to see his little prince or princess.

“This may be cold at first but it will get better.” Said the Doctor as he started to move the gel stuff around and push on my belly to find the baby.

“Well hear that?” He asked and stopped looking for the baby for a second but I didn’t know what he meant so I shook my head.

“Well I believe that your baby has an irregular heartbeat but that’s because you have been putting some stress on the little thing.” I felt terrible I have been the one to make my baby suffer. I forgot I was not only taking care of myself but my baby too and I had failed them.

“Can…. Can I see him or her?” I asked in a shaky voice.

“Sure let’s just find him or her first.” He said and proceeded to keep looking around my stomach to find my baby.

“Well here is the head.” He pointed out on the screen. “And here is the… Well what would you know?” He said and chuckled. I just searched his face for answers.

“What’s wrong is my baby ok?” I asked in a very concerning tone.

“Well there is not irregular heart beat.” I breathed a sigh of relief but he still looked like he had more news to tell me.

“They are looking very strong and healthy.” He said and I shook my head before understanding what he said and apparently I was the only one who caught on to what he did there.

“I’m…. I’m going to be having twins?” I asked softly but loud enough for the rest of the room could hear.

“Yes you are Danielle. See look here. There’s the first head and here’s the second and there are there this baby’s legs.” He paused while searching around to the other side of my stomach. “And there are the others legs.” He said and I was so astonished. I was going to give birth to twins.

“Oh my god Dani! You are having twins! What are the odds of that?” Rachel said and gave me a side hug.

“I’m so happy for you Dani.” Austinn piped up and Lizzie nodded beside her.

“I’ getting two grand babies.” Maura said joyfully.

“I don’t want anyone else to know. Not till Niall knows first.” I said even though I had no clue when or if I would see Niall again.

“Don’t worry it’s our little secret. We all promise.” Maura said and all the other girls nodded.

“Well it is still too early to tell the gender of the babies yet but next sonogram we should be able to tell you which should be arranged for the beginning of next month.” The doctor said and I nodded.

“Well I’m going to clear you to go but you have to start to eat and make healthy choices for you and your babies. You have to take care of yourself plus two now.” He said and I nodded as Rachel gave me back Niall’s jacket which I put on.

We made our way back to the car and back to the house. I buried my face in Niall’s jacket on the way back and it still smelt like him. I wondered if I would get the chance to tell him the news I just heard today.

Notes

Don't be mad that I didn't bring Niall back and I know it is almost the wedding date in the story. But Danielle is having Twins!!!! YAY!!! so what so you think?

Do you think Niall is still alive? Will he come back? If so when? What about the babies? Are they going to be Two girls or Two boys? Maybe a boy and a girl? Let me know in the coment section below :D

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