Endless Roads to Rediscover

Austinn’s P.O.V

“Thanks so much for dinner Maura it was delicious.” I said and gave her a hug.Niall’s mum was such a sweetheart.

“Oh thank you dear, you all are such lovely company.” She said as she turned and gestured to all of us.

“Thanks mum.” Harry said which made Maura giggle. They must be close to each other’s parents.

Once every one said good bye we headed back to the hotel. I had to ride in the car with Liam, Abby, Zayn and Lizzie while Harry had to go back in the other car with Kendall and the others.
I really don’t like Kendall. I wish that management would have just let us date but I guess Harry being with me would cause a stir among the fans. I didn’t like how she acted like Harry was all hers. They were only faking for the public. I hate not being about to be with him.

The car came to a stop and I guess I passed the car ride by fuming at the fact I couldn’t be seen with Harry. Before I could register what was going on I saw Harry a head of me holding that bitches hand. I could not believe it.I got so mad.

Once we were safely out of the public eye Kendall was still holding his hand. I just became even more angered by this and I just exploded.

“All right bitch you can let go of my boyfriend’s hand now.” I said through gritted teeth. She just giggled and turned to me.

“Now why would I do that? He is after all my boyfriend and I can do what I please with him.” She said in a very evil tone.

“Really because in the contract that, yes I read over, it says that you are to be seen in public together not in bed together.” I snapped at her.

“Austinn, Kendall. Cut it out you are making a scene.Come on let’s go.” Harry said trying to usurer Kendall into the elevator.Well that didn’t go over well with me at all.

“So you are going to take her side over the girl that is pregnant with your child?” I hissed at him before the tears started to fall down. These damn hormones.

“Austinn can we just get up to our room and talk about this in a more private location.” He said trying to not create a scene.

“You already caused one by agreeing to “Date” her.” I said adding air quotes around the word date.

“Please Austinn. Just come on and we will talk about this upstairs.” He said and I just shook my head and started to cry.

“You like her now don’t you? I guess that you didn’t mean what you said to me in Spain. I guess I was just a good shag to you.” I said as I placed my hands over my face and fell into one of the couches in the lobby while Harry still stood with Kendall by the elevators.

“Go.” Harry said but I didn’t know if it was for me or someone else.

I felt the couch dip and arms surround me.It felt good to be held but I was too apprehensive about our relationship at this point to hug back.

“You were not a good shag and I would never choose her over you. It’s just management believes this is the best for the band right now. I wouldn’t be doing it if it was just for my image. In fact screw my image. If this didn’t involve the whole band then I would be with you in a heartbeat showing you off to the world. I want you and this child so please don’t say I don’t want you. If Kendall tries anything funny to you or to me I will be on the phone with management and breaking this contract immediately. Ok?”Harry said smoothing my hair and wiping tears away from my face.

“Ok.”I said in a scratchy voice.

“Good. I don’t like fighting with you. I promise that I will make sure you stay stress free through this pregnancy. I don’t want you to have as much stress as Dani has. I can't help Dani. It is something I can't do and I hate it but I can help you and make sure you are never in as much stress as she is ever.” Harry said sweetly before kissing my temple and picking me up and bringing me upstairs to our room to go to bed.

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