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Where do I belong?

Chapter One

CHAPTER 1-
Camilla’s POV
A loud noise woke me up. It was one in the morning and as usual Livvy and Zayn came crashing through the door.You could tell at a glance that they were drunk even if you hadn’t heard the huge amount of noise they were making. They stumbled up the stairs whispering loudly to each other, telling themselves to be quiet .Livvy stopped in front her bedroom door, the bedroom that she shared with me not knowing that I was already awake.

She and Zayn started making out I could hear them so I immediately put my head under the pillow to prevent myself from hearing something that I didn’t want to hear. I heard Niall shout from his room just across the hall from mine, “Get a bloody room you two it’s disgusting- I’m eating and I don’t want to see that.” I heard Harry’s quiet chuckle from down the corridor.
After what seemed like an eternity but was only really probably a couple of minutes Livvy and Zayn stopped kissing and Zayn said, “Night babe, see you tomorrow.” Livvy giggled and mumbled night back to him. She then entered our room what she thought was quietly but actually sounded like a tornado was wreaking havoc on our house. I sat up in bed and switched the light on. Livvy’s hair was plastered to her head from the rain and her make-up was running slightly but she still looked unbelievably amazing. How the hell could she manage that?After I get out of the pool I always looked like a drowned rat.Yet she had come in from the pouring rain looking like she had stepped off a runway.

I said, “So how was your night out?” Livvy started giggling uncontrollably and said, “It was good!” incredibly loudly.She collapsed onto her bedand being the good friend I am got her pyjamas for her and helped her into them.I slowly went down the stairs to get Liv some water and bumped into Harry who was rummaging through the cupboards in the kitchen. “What are you doing?” I curiously asked him. He turned round to face me, looking sheepish. “Oh hey Cami. I’m just looking for some food because I smoked some weed and now I have the munchies.”I sighed and said, “Oh Hazza I keep on telling you, that stuff is bad for you. It’s fine if you have it once in a while.. But come on, this is the third or fourth time in not even a week!” he looked annoyed and shot back quickly “Chill out will you? It’s not like I’m gonna die from it or something!”

Memories started running through my head and all of a sudden I felt the need of getting him out of this shitty habit. “Jesus Christ mate! Get your fucking shit together! You’re not 18 anymore Harry. Grow up! This is bad for you, for once in your life have some control! This is gonna fucking ruin you if you don’t stop! Don’t you understand? I’m sick and tired of you doing this to yourself just think about what I’d- we’d all feel if something bad happened to you!” I stared at him, I could feel the anger and sadness inside of me drop all of a sudden and I felt guilty about snapping at him, it’s not his fault about what happened in my past, Harry’s got nothing to do with it.

He sighed, he looked hurt and his eyes were glazy. He dropped on the sofa and cupped his head in his hands. I sat down behind him and he rested his head on my thighs, still covering his face with his palms. I stared at his hands, they were so perfect, how could one person make me feel all warm and gooey on the inside just by the way his fingers look? I sighed and stopped daydreaming. He peeped through his hands and looked straight into my eyes, slowly uncovering his face he wiped away a small tear that had started falling on his right cheek. “Sorry..” he whispered. “Sorry for snapping at you Harry... I didn’t mean it... I guess I’m just tired, it’s not your fault” I replied as quietly as he spoke to me before. I kissed the tip of his nose just like I did every time we have a little argument and then made up, I love him so much and really I just want to protect him, he’s a great guy and doesn’t deserve anything bad happen to him. Of course though since my love life was shitty Harry only thought of me and him as really good friends and I knew that he would never be mine. He slowly got up and held a hand out to help me get off the sofa; I smiled faintly and held his hand. We walked up the stairs together and he gave me a piggy back like he always did when I was tired. We got in front of my bedroom door and he put me down and said “Night princess, thank you for being such a good friend” ugh that damned word, FRIEND, I hated being called that by Harry, it kind of made all my hopes die out… “Night night, don’t let the bed bugs bite” he said again winking and kissing my cheek. “Night Harold.” I called out and blew him a kiss, he pretended to catch it and put it in his pocket, then he went in his room and shut the door loudly behind him.

I slid down the wall and just sat there with my head in between my knees and started crying, I don’t know why but it just happened. Niall crept out of his room, his earphones in and one of his hands busy holding a packet of crisps, the slightly salted ones, his favourites. He sat down beside me and offered me a crisp, Niall offering food was a very rare occasion so I made the most of it and took a crisp, he wiped my tears away and hugged me, he gave me one of his headphones and we sat there for a while listening to Imagine Dragons. “Was that Harry and you having an argument downstairs?” he asked, I nodded and he gripped my hand tight, “It’s going to be fine, he’ll stop don’t worry, he’ll do it for you” and smiled melancholically at me, I rested my head onto his chest and he put his hand on my hair, stroking it and the song Demons started playing.

Niall and I were best friends, I had known him for quite a long time and he was the one who can always cheer me up, no matter what. I started to get really sleepy and I guess he figured it out so he paused the music and we got up. “Goodnight Cami, hope you’re feeling better now. Don’t forget that we have swimming practice tomorrow morning and we have to get up at 6 in order to have breakfast and then get on the bus.” Shit! I totally forgot about that! Ugh if I had remembered I wouldn’t have let Liv go out and we would have gone to bed earlier. “Thanks Horan, night. I don’t know what I would do without you.” And I hugged him tight.
I got into my room and found Liv sitting up in bed with a vacant expression on her face just staring at me, “Are you alright hun?” she asked, I said yes and told her to get to sleep and that we had a big day tomorrow. I unlocked my phone and saw that Niall had texted me: “By the way, I gave you a packet of crisps, I was being generous and I am hungry now so that will never happen again. Night and don’t forget that you owe me food. Love ya xxxx” Oh how that boy makes me smile, I replied quickly and set an alarm for the following morning at 6am. Geez it was 2:54am so that meant that I basically only had 3 hours to sleep. I packed Livvy’s and my swimming bag and went to bed. Tomorrow I was going to be exhausted.

Notes


AUTHOR'S NOTES...

Hey guys!

This is my first fanfic so please let me know what you think!
I know it's not a very good chapter but I promise it will get better!
I've already written up to chapter 5 so comment vote and subscribe and I will probably update very soon!
My friend sometimes helps me go over this and lets me know what she thinks, she says it's good so I decided to give it a shot and post it on here!

Why do you think Camilla is so uneasy about drugs?
What do you think of Niall?
What about Harry?

Tell me what you think and tell me what you would like to happen in the story!!
x x x

Comments

@flash-me-Styles
Welcome:)

MyraH. MyraH.
3/12/14

@MyraH.

Thank you so much! ;)

@MyraH.

flash-me-Styles flash-me-Styles
3/12/14

Rly good girl keep doing what ur doin;) xD

MyraH. MyraH.
3/12/14

@onedream_oneway_one direction

cool username ;)
aww thankee! are you writing your own at the moment? My other chapters are better than this so please keep reading!
I'll update when I get to 15 views!
Nope, camilla didn't get peer pressured into taking drugs..
Keep on commenting when i post my chaptersss x x x

flash-me-Styles flash-me-Styles
3/12/14

Hey, cute story so far, I've read quite a few fan fictions but haven't uploaded my own yet. I think it's got the potential to be really good. I think that Camilla is uneasy because she had a bad experience with peer pressure at her High School and had to go to hospital after being forced to take drugs. What do you think, am I close?

Keep writing, I'll be waiting for the next entry ;) xxx